I look down from the roof, 25 floors high. I am bored with my life and the monotonous day to day shit. I get ready to jump to my death. I take all my clothes off and stand on the edge naked. I imagine my splattered body and the people who will be splattered with my blood and flesh. What a glorious gorey death. I shiver and think of the photographs that will be on charonboat.com showing my gorey remains. I hesitate for a minute. I feel scared. I analyze the fear but it's only the instinct to survive. Suddenly I'm falling. I have seconds to live. Adrenalin rushes through me like nothing I've felt before. I can feel the life inside me more than ever. I savor my last seconds. I have never felt so alive. My life flashes before my eyes. So many thoughts come into my mind at once time slows down. I think about my shattered corpse spread on the pavement below and the people I will splatter. An intense orgasm tears through my body. I'm in ecstasy. I'm in heaven before I hit the ground. 
