ORAL SERVITUDE - redux

[MastersDelight]

Ok, I stopped working for a few minutes... Read this.... And now I need to go into the bathroom and cum hard. Fffuuuuccckkkk!!!!!!

Hahahah my bad.

 

[BlackWolf65]

First off I wanna say sorry for missing this thread. I need to get off my subscribed threads every once in a while But I'm here now so here goes....

I. FUCKING. LOVE. SUCKING. COCK. If I could morning noon and night I would. I love his sounds, the roll of his hips, that hitched breath when I've done something good, the half escaped "fuuuh" that slips off his lips as his head falls back, his taste, his texture, his smell.......

I had a point... Oh yeah! He's the only man I've ever enjoyed going down on. The only one that I didn't suck on just to get him off my back about it. But he's also the only man I've ever enjoyed ANYTHING sexual with so... Not surprised. I could go into a long story about my first guy (they say you never forget them and they're right) but I won't. He sucked.

I'd happily stay down on Master all day. But rather than finish in my mouth he usually lets me work him into a foaming animalistic state (which I love). Eventually he'll pull me off him and fuck me stupid, which is his preference. I love when he's in that state, all muscle and sinew and primitive need. And not finishing in my mouth gives the added bonus of sucking and licking him clean after, when he's all tingly and sensitive and his cum is running off my pussy lips.

As for me I have issues receiving. It feels good, I could enjoy it of I could get out of my own head. I don't particularly enjoy my taste and smell. Master assures me that I don't stink and I taste delicious, I don't agree. When he's down on me I feel more embarrassment or humiliation than arousal. I've gotten better about it, but I'm more than happy to give and never receive.

Jesus fucking-A jumped up Christ on a stick!!

If I didn't need relief a minute ago, I sure as fuck do now...

 

[MastersDelight]

Jesus fucking-A jumped up Christ on a stick!!

If I didn't need relief a minute ago, I sure as fuck do now...

Oops, apparently I triggered ppl. Was not my intent lol but you're welcome

 

[Tallcajun]

I join the "How'd I miss this thread?" crowd.

Subscribed.

I'll comment later...

 

[txgent101]

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[cookiecat]

First off I wanna say sorry for missing this thread. I need to get off my subscribed threads every once in a while But I'm here now so here goes....

I. FUCKING. LOVE. SUCKING. COCK. If I could morning noon and night I would. I love his sounds, the roll of his hips, that hitched breath when I've done something good, the half escaped "fuuuh" that slips off his lips as his head falls back, his taste, his texture, his smell.......

I had a point... Oh yeah! He's the only man I've ever enjoyed going down on. The only one that I didn't suck on just to get him off my back about it. But he's also the only man I've ever enjoyed ANYTHING sexual with so... Not surprised. I could go into a long story about my first guy (they say you never forget them and they're right) but I won't. He sucked.

I'd happily stay down on Master all day. But rather than finish in my mouth he usually lets me work him into a foaming animalistic state (which I love). Eventually he'll pull me off him and fuck me stupid, which is his preference. I love when he's in that state, all muscle and sinew and primitive need. And not finishing in my mouth gives the added bonus of sucking and licking him clean after, when he's all tingly and sensitive and his cum is running off my pussy lips.

As for me I have issues receiving. It feels good, I could enjoy it of I could get out of my own head. I don't particularly enjoy my taste and smell. Master assures me that I don't stink and I taste delicious, I don't agree. When he's down on me I feel more embarrassment or humiliation than arousal. I've gotten better about it, but I'm more than happy to give and never receive.

Holy fuck.

Cleary you've, umm, touched a few people with this post. It's awesome.

It's interesting about finding the right person for sex. If there's no connection, there's not this primal need to serve. It runs deep, doesn't it?

MD, I'm totally, totally with you on the receiving end. I don't enjoy receiving oral. I don't like a lot of pressure on my clit. That's part of it. But it's exactly what you said - getting out of your head. I just lie there and think about 10,000 other things. I feel useless and weird.

One guy really did a good job of playing in to my insecurities about receiving oral so it became a pretty nifty mind fuck rather than him just eating me out. Orgasm success would usually be achieved. He'd make me watch him. Describe to him what he was doing. But I swear, I could just be lying there, tied down, lewdly spread open and he could just talk to me about what my pussy looked like how it was getting wetter, how I was missing out on his tongue and I would've cum...

I do like to wear a hood when I'm those weird headspace moments.

Ok anyways - back to your post. Hot as fuck. Thanks for sharing it!! Feel free, you know, if you're motivated to share more.

 

[fitdaddy6936]

Holy fuck.

Cleary you've, umm, touched a few people with this post. It's awesome.

It's interesting about finding the right person for sex. If there's no connection, there's not this primal need to serve. It runs deep, doesn't it?

MD, I'm totally, totally with you on the receiving end. I don't enjoy receiving oral. I don't like a lot of pressure on my clit. That's part of it. But it's exactly what you said - getting out of your head. I just lie there and think about 10,000 other things. I feel useless and weird.

One guy really did a good job of playing in to my insecurities about receiving oral so it became a pretty nifty mind fuck rather than him just eating me out. Orgasm success would usually be achieved. He'd make me watch him. Describe to him what he was doing. But I swear, I could just be lying there, tied down, lewdly spread open and he could just talk to me about what my pussy looked like how it was getting wetter, how I was missing out on his tongue and I would've cum...

I do like to wear a hood when I'm those weird headspace moments.

Ok anyways - back to your post. Hot as fuck. Thanks for sharing it!! Feel free, you know, if you're motivated to share more.

Don't share more, I don't think BW and I will be able to handle it. Lol

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[cookiecat]

I'm possibly the only person skimming this thread. . Not because of the subject matter, but my mind right now.

But this hit me.

And I want to say things that I know would be outside G's comfort level. But yes, I feel worship, not servitude. And I only feel aroused to this by cock I love, I think. Not necessarily in the way I love Gianbattista,

Oh, and...yes on the 'meh' to receiving. Sometimes, it feels physically good, but like cookie says...my mind is not with my body, or like masters delight says, my mind is worried about inadequacy, or both......and it's not the 'mind sex' to match the physical sensation, and so, it is 'wrong'. Sometimes, sometimes......thsts not so for me. I have never, with anybody, come from oral sex to me.

I very much admire the boundaries you and G have around your relationship in terms of what you post here.

I feel the need to lay out every last detail. I'm not sure why. Perhaps the situation I'm in? Not being validated due to circumstances so I relive the past, yearn for things I can't have here? No matter.

I do appreciate the little glimpes you give us, Elle.

 

[MastersDelight]

cookie I'm gonna expand on the connection...

I've been reflecting, which isn't always good lol. But you mentioned the need for connection in order to feel that need to serve. I can honestly say I don't remember sucking much cock in my past relationships. But I also don't remember there being much foreplay at all.

I have issues with relationships. I HATED clingy. I was slow to connect or wouldn't connect at all. If you don't believe me ask my Master. I was a long drawn out battle for him.

Well start with my first, I'll call him guy 1, original I know. We dated for two years, my high school junior and senior years. It was an ok relationship, I didn't give up my virginity until our one year anniversary. He must have really wanted it to hang in that long so I guess I have to give him that. We didn't do anything before then either aside from some making out and dry humping. He was well endowed, or perhaps I just remember him that way because it was the first time I looked at a cock and thought ' THAT has to fit WHERE'? It was my Everest. He was underwhelming. Neither one of us was sure what to do. There was no warm up, no foreplay, and it was over before I felt like anything had started. We hurried and cleaned up before my mom got home and we played dumb because, hell, it wasn't much of anything, is that really what everyone brags about? But a fire had been lit. I wanted more, maybe next time will be better, maybe we need to practice, maybe he'll last longer. He had little interest in getting better, in fact he got angry that I wanted sex so much. We fought for a year. About my whoreish need for sex, his gaming addiction, and both our lack of experience to communicate. I broke it off and moved on.

Guy 2, a long time after guy 1. I was on a hiatus from college rethinking my major. I was online dating and striking out a lot. I was on an older kick and was going on dates with men 5, 10, 15 years older than myself. One guy in particular I liked, a marine, his own place, seemed interested in me. We went on a couple dates and eventually ended up at his house. We ordered dinner watched some trash tv and headed up to his bedroom. It was the first time I experienced foreplay, but it was short on my end. I told him to leave the lights off and he stripped me and himself. He pulled me down and guided my face to his cock. Oh, he wants a bj. He was already hard and didn't leave me to explore. His fingers in my hair guided my attention and after a while I was left feeling bored. His motions we're repetitive, and didn't waiver for what seemed like an eternity. I probably could have fallen asleep with him in my mouth holding me up by my hair. He eventually got around to fucking and again I was left confused. He had trouble finding just the right positions and liked to fuck slow. I was afraid to ask for anything different as I didn't want to break his concentration. He finished, i left. I came to find a few weeks later he was dating a coworker of mine, and had been dating her while dating me. It stung, i was young and stupid and should have realized we weren't exclusive. Months later i learned he was an abusive fuck, divorced with three kids and the house he said was his was actually his sisters.

It wasn't long after that that I found Master. Our first time was awkward but i think it always is. The difference for me anyway is his keen interest in my pleasure. He has always been more aroused the more turned on i am. It's something i had never experienced. I don't remember the first time i sucked his cock, but we've always been able to naturally communicate in the moment. (sometimes even laughing and still not losing the moment) I grew to really enjoy sucking him and giving him that kind of pleasure. Along with other things i had problems with. (sharing my bed, cuddling, showing affection, depending on another person, long term commitment.) 8 years later things are very different.

 

[cookiecat]

I've been reflecting, which isn't always good lol. <snipped>

Thanks for taking the time to put your thoughts here. It is very good!

You're a lucky, lucky girl. Just as he's a very fortunate Master. You're relationship is so hopeful.

 

[La damnee elle la licorne]

 

[MastersDelight]

Thanks for taking the time to put your thoughts here. It is very good!

You're a lucky, lucky girl. Just as he's a very fortunate Master. You're relationship is so hopeful.

Thanks

I'm not sure what my problem is with receiving. It's not that I'm too sensitive. What he does feels good, I can climax that way but I have to be in the right mind set. Useless is a good way to describe it, I feel like I should be doing something lol.

I was talking to someone on Fet a while back who asked me what turned me on, what I liked. I had to think a moment. Everything I know I like I like because it's with Master, of it would be different with someone else. I explained it to him like this : I can't say what will turn me on because I don't know. Master can flick me in the forehead and make me wet in the way he does it. But no one else can switch me on like that. I think if Master wanted me to watch him and describe to him what he's doing to me I don't think I could. I would get flustered and embarrassed, especially if he was making eye contact, it would just tie me up in knots. I'm not particularly good at talking dirty, especially if he wants me to tell him what I want. I'm so much better at doing

 

[cookiecat]

Thanks

I'm not sure what my problem is with receiving. It's not that I'm too sensitive. What he does feels good, I can climax that way but I have to be in the right mind set. Useless is a good way to describe it, I feel like I should be doing something lol.

I was talking to someone on Fet a while back who asked me what turned me on, what I liked. I had to think a moment. Everything I know I like I like because it's with Master, of it would be different with someone else. I explained it to him like this : I can't say what will turn me on because I don't know. Master can flick me in the forehead and make me wet in the way he does it. But no one else can switch me on like that. I think if Master wanted me to watch him and describe to him what he's doing to me I don't think I could. I would get flustered and embarrassed, especially if he was making eye contact, it would just tie me up in knots. I'm not particularly good at talking dirty, especially if he wants me to tell him what I want. I'm so much better at doing

Do you like humiliation play? Does it help you get past the fluster and embarrassment or does it keep you stuck there??

 

[MastersDelight]

Do you like humiliation play? Does it help you get past the fluster and embarrassment or does it keep you stuck there??

I don't particularly dislike it if done correctly but oh do I get stuck lol. I'll move eventually but it's hard and I'm stubborn with a streak of bratty.

 

[Farawyn]

To those of the women who feel uncomfortable receiving oral, is it because you think
of yourself as a giver? And this feels like taking?

 

[MastersDelight]

To those of the women who feel uncomfortable receiving oral, is it because you think
of yourself as a giver? And this feels like taking?

I think that may be part of it, but mostly for me it's just not something I enjoy as much as other things. To me it's not so much taking. My body is his to use as he wishes, if that's going down on me then I'll happily serve. Sometimes its what he wants, but he knows its not something easy for me to endure so he only partakes as needed.

 

[cascadiabound]

It's never just "lickin' pussy," at least for me. I was fortunate enough to have a slightly older than I was partner for my first bumbling teenage attempts at pleasuring a female - a girl who took the time to actually "teach" me. And one of the things she taught me was the proper way to go down on a woman. It's remained my very favorite sexual act ever since.

In the sense that when I go down on a woman I want to give her as much pleasure as I possibly can, I suppose you could say that there is an element of servitude to it, but really, for me it's all about the word "worship." It's worshiping the organ itself, yes - I mean, is there anything on earth that can give a man more pleasure? But for me it's also worshiping the woman.

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Let the worshiping commence.

 

[cascadiabound]

Omg

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Fuuuuuuckkkkkk

 

[cascadiabound]

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your wish is granted Sir.

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[rbijon]

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your wish is granted Sir.

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[cascadiabound]

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[cascadiabound]

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I don't think she is going to be able to hang onto that glass for long...

 

[cookiecat]

To those of the women who feel uncomfortable receiving oral, is it because you think of yourself as a giver? And this feels like taking?

That is partially it. I'd say it's 60% HOW I'm being touched down there. I don't mind if he's playing with my pussy, using a vibe, teasing the clit, fingering me and kissing my inner thigh. It's just more the tongue stuff. Or biting. It's taken me a while to feel confident enough to ask for what I like.

The other 40% is similar to what MastersDelight described. I can't get out of my head. I feel like I'm just lying there when I should be pleasing him. It's almost like he has to convince me this is what HE wants and then it becomes what I want. I start worrying if I'll cum, what is he thinking, where did I put my keys, what do I taste like, what should I do next? that was awesome when he spanked me, omg he's too close to my butt, omg is that his finger in my butt, wtf?

Sensory deprivation - especially a hood where my entire face except mouth is covered - really helps. Maybe I don't feel like ME - more of an object, so I can be used how he wishes and if that includes going down on me, then I can accept it more easily.

 

[cookiecat]

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I don't think she is going to be able to hang onto that glass for long...

LOL. I like how she's dressed but just her breasts are exposed. And he's dressed, too.