Wild_Honey_66
sweet freak
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I clearly remember the night someone showed me the difference between giving a blow job and worshiping his cock. I'd always enjoyed sucking cock, the taste, the feel. Hearing him moan when my tongue hits the right spot. Feeling his hands on my head, in my hair.
But this night, my partner talked to me about worship. Opening my mouth and my heart to his cock. At first I thought it sounded all weird and zen. I was like, hey! I already like ya! What's with the heart stuff?? I just want your cock in my mouth.
He wanted me to stop trying to control his pleasure. He wanted me to open my mouth, let him in, relax my throat. My mouth was my cunt. He wanted to fuck my mouth. He didn't want me giving him a blow job. He asked me to put my hands on his butt, look up at him, keep my eyes locked on his. Just open my mouth. Keep my tongue flat and let him push in to me.
As I write this, as I remember this moment, I can't write anymore. I don't want to remember it. I'd rather tuck it away, leave it alone. For a while, these memories kept me company. Made me happy. Now, they just feel far away. I'm not sure how to say it without feeling super weird and down. I won't ever have this with my guy anymore. How can I keep replaying scenes from the past without my heart or my cunt or my brain exploding with need and sadness??
At times, I crave his cock in my mouth. I can still feel it. The weight of his balls in my hand. In my mouth. Tasting that first bit of pre-cum. Loving my guy more by opening up my mouth and my heart to his cock. And I cannot have that anymore.
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I just really dig this picture. Wasn't sure where to put it.
So here it goes!
http://i.imgur.com/wkWXlcz.jpg
I like this one, too. Her dark areola, his furry belly...
It may or may not remind me of someone I know.
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Hi Simon!

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