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I really wish that there was more “real people cock worship” porn, too.
My BF and I were inspired to record ourselves a bit, and it was both hot and completely embarrassing to watch back.
I’m so glad we did, though. There is no way we can be those black and white gifs with the perfect string of spit.
 
I think there's going to be a question in here somewhere. Something to do with attitude and oral and cock worship. Cock servitude.

The majority of the images posted are big cocks, bigger cocks, physically fit and fitter people. While I don't think any of us are so intimidated by these images, it prevents us from sex and oral and all that good stuff! But I do think - at times - some of us - or maybe I should just speak for myself - I will second guess myself. It fucks around with my self esteem just a little.

On the flip side of this - I think the fact some AV's are dick pics or profile names are "9inchpole4u" validate the idea a big cock is the holy grail.

When I met my husband, he was up front about the fact he had erectile dysfunction (ED). Although he still felt stuff and could cum, he never got hard. Bummer!! Mr. cookie pondered whether he should try surgery or meds because he felt without a big hard cock, I wouldn't be satisfied. And I actually wondered if I could be with someone who didn't get hard. How important is that in a relationship if you knew you'd never ever have that?

I fell in love with Mr. cookie and, since I believe that cock worship is more about the man than the cock, we'd figure it out. But what if that cock never ever got hard? The question lingered - could I truly be in service to his cock?

The answer is a definitive YES. Because Mr. c stepped up to the pervy, kink Dominant plate and demanded it from me. He made me crawl for the pleasure of kissing his small, soft cock. I had to earn his cum. He would tie me up, legs spread wide and rub his soft cock all over my pussy, my clit until I was sooooooo close to cumming. "Don't cum, cookie, be a good girl."

Sometimes he'd straddle my chest, leaving my pussy empty, clenching on nothing. He'd rub his cock, wet because of me, all over my chin, my lips. He'd lean over me, push his soft cock in my mouth and tell me to open wide. He was all growly and aggressive and he'd face fuck me with that small cock and it FELT like I was choking because he was pumping his hips, I could feel him getting ready to cum down my throat. Once he came down my throat or on my face, he would take the time to finger me, eat me, play with my clit until I came because I'd been a good girl.

Other times, he would fuck me hard with a big fat dildo and let me cum, make me squirt, leave me dizzy and consumed with my orgasm and my lust and I'd hear him - through my orgasmic haze - laugh and say cookie! It's so cute how you're such a selfish cunt. With no time to think twice about cumming again or feel all cuddly and gooey - he'd grab my hair and pull me to his cock and because I felt so so so amazing and connected and greedy for more, he inspired me to get on his cock and thank him for this feeling.

It's clear attitude has a lot to do with amazing sex. It's been discussed here and recently in the Inquiring Minds thread. I'm wondering more specific to oral. How much do these perfect images affect your attitude toward oral? Have you ever let your self-esteem (or lack of) get in the way of amazing sex? Or dealt with a partner who felt less than?? If so, how did you deal with it?

(Oh. Umm. So maybe this whole post was simply for me and my trip down memory lane. Thanks for indulging me. :heart: )

To your questions.
Yes. My ex stopped wanting me when I put on weight, which in turn made me heavier, more insecure and less sexy. I worked on it. But it’s hard to get that back alone.
In turn, he didn’t want me to touch him, because he got heavy. I didn’t care. I loved him. A lot. I also like Dad bods.
I kept trying until he outright rejected me.

Now, I’m happy, older and probably heavier than I was with my ex. The man I’m with now doesn’t seem to care, and thinks I’m a sexy fuck. I am, too.

I love reading your Mr. Cookie posts, c.
 
Thanks, everyone for the :heart:

I will add Mr. cookie wasn't always uber confident Dom about the whole soft cock situation. One day, he came home with a strap on because he wanted to "fuck the shit out of me."

I just about broke my eyes rolling them BUT I didn't roll them at him -- I wanted him to feel good about taking some initiative to think outside the box.

Let's just say it was pretty interesting. :devil:
 
That is a wonderful post Cookie!

I am a photographer and I photograph, well, anything. I have had clients talk to me about their insecurities of their bodies. the, "Well, I don't look like her." happens a lot, and my reply is, "Everyone is a super model to someone." And it is true, someone knows you are sexy and beautiful, it doesn't matter your waist, breast, thigh or butt size.

As far as the oral servitude part, I have had a shoot that the male was very nervous as he was not large. But the same line pertains to him as well, "Everyone is a porn start to someone." It is not about the size, it is about the passion. Oral servitude isn't about making her choke and gag it is about the passion of taking it and making love to it.

And it goes to the servitude of a woman as well. Some women don't really think their downstairs is very nice. Every woman has a scent and that can make a woman nervous or hesitant about being served. Ever heard the expression, "Her pussy is beat up!"? That is a concern I have heard as well. So it does flow both ways.

If size or look is going to stop someone from serving, well they shouldn't have been given the opportunity anyway.

The bolded part - this is what the husband said to me - that's how he saw me. :heart:

Do you photograph naked people?


I really wish that there was more “real people cock worship” porn, too.
My BF and I were inspired to record ourselves a bit, and it was both hot and completely embarrassing to watch back.
I’m so glad we did, though. There is no way we can be those black and white gifs with the perfect string of spit.

Gah! I don't know if I could watch myself!! Kudos to you guys.

I look for "real people" porn. I think Shank has an eye for it in his thread. Someone asked me once why I don't just look at amateur porn. I guess it's because I still like to look at "artsy" or evocative images, too. Some amateur is a little too real! It is difficult to find images that reflect diversity in all areas.
 
Cookie, thats so sweet!

I think there's going to be a question in here somewhere. Something to do with attitude and oral and cock worship. Cock servitude.

The majority of the images posted are big cocks, bigger cocks, physically fit and fitter people. While I don't think any of us are so intimidated by these images, it prevents us from sex and oral and all that good stuff! But I do think - at times - some of us - or maybe I should just speak for myself - I will second guess myself. It fucks around with my self esteem just a little.

On the flip side of this - I think the fact some AV's are dick pics or profile names are "9inchpole4u" validate the idea a big cock is the holy grail.

When I met my husband, he was up front about the fact he had erectile dysfunction (ED). Although he still felt stuff and could cum, he never got hard. Bummer!! Mr. cookie pondered whether he should try surgery or meds because he felt without a big hard cock, I wouldn't be satisfied. And I actually wondered if I could be with someone who didn't get hard. How important is that in a relationship if you knew you'd never ever have that?

I fell in love with Mr. cookie and, since I believe that cock worship is more about the man than the cock, we'd figure it out. But what if that cock never ever got hard? The question lingered - could I truly be in service to his cock?

The answer is a definitive YES. Because Mr. c stepped up to the pervy, kink Dominant plate and demanded it from me. He made me crawl for the pleasure of kissing his small, soft cock. I had to earn his cum. He would tie me up, legs spread wide and rub his soft cock all over my pussy, my clit until I was sooooooo close to cumming. "Don't cum, cookie, be a good girl."

Sometimes he'd straddle my chest, leaving my pussy empty, clenching on nothing. He'd rub his cock, wet because of me, all over my chin, my lips. He'd lean over me, push his soft cock in my mouth and tell me to open wide. He was all growly and aggressive and he'd face fuck me with that small cock and it FELT like I was choking because he was pumping his hips, I could feel him getting ready to cum down my throat. Once he came down my throat or on my face, he would take the time to finger me, eat me, play with my clit until I came because I'd been a good girl.

Other times, he would fuck me hard with a big fat dildo and let me cum, make me squirt, leave me dizzy and consumed with my orgasm and my lust and I'd hear him - through my orgasmic haze - laugh and say cookie! It's so cute how you're such a selfish cunt. With no time to think twice about cumming again or feel all cuddly and gooey - he'd grab my hair and pull me to his cock and because I felt so so so amazing and connected and greedy for more, he inspired me to get on his cock and thank him for this feeling.

It's clear attitude has a lot to do with amazing sex. It's been discussed here and recently in the Inquiring Minds thread. I'm wondering more specific to oral. How much do these perfect images affect your attitude toward oral? Have you ever let your self-esteem (or lack of) get in the way of amazing sex? Or dealt with a partner who felt less than?? If so, how did you deal with it?

(Oh. Umm. So maybe this whole post was simply for me and my trip down memory lane. Thanks for indulging me. :heart: )

Loved your story! I am widowed, and had dated a dame my age (74) for 4 years. But, she was so jealous, and I didnt wanna settle down to one dame. So I met Doris, on FetLife, who is NOT jealous, and lives in Canada. I have been up there twice, for a long weekend,and will return. Doris is oversexed like me, 38DD, trilingual and pretty. Very sexy! She promised to swallow if I took her to a French resto and wore a tie. I did my part; but we laffed and fucked so much she never got around to swallowing. But, so what? Guess who I am taking to NYC next month to shop?


Oral is an idea; nobody gets to be perfect.
 
I am a photographer and I photograph, well, anything. I have had clients talk to me about their insecurities of their bodies. the, "Well, I don't look like her." happens a lot, and my reply is, "Everyone is a super model to someone." And it is true, someone knows you are sexy and beautiful, it doesn't matter your waist, breast, thigh or butt size.

https://i.imgur.com/RjllOSU.png
 
Loved your story! I am widowed, and had dated a dame my age (74) for 4 years. But, she was so jealous, and I didnt wanna settle down to one dame. So I met Doris, on FetLife, who is NOT jealous, and lives in Canada. I have been up there twice, for a long weekend,and will return. Doris is oversexed like me, 38DD, trilingual and pretty. Very sexy! She promised to swallow if I took her to a French resto and wore a tie. I did my part; but we laffed and fucked so much she never got around to swallowing. But, so what? Guess who I am taking to NYC next month to shop?


Oral is an idea; nobody gets to be perfect.


Three cheers for Doris! :rose:
 
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