OOOOO those dang mood swings ergo the wretch

[John Roberts]

Dark is my mood of this night
happiness has fled out of the light
Sweetness of life sours and smells
I sometimes fall into my personal hell
Depression grabs me
spawned by my fears
hungry and ravenous it diminishes my spirit
for as I struggle on the precipitous slope
sometimes I cannot see any hope.
This hard person is not me you see
I am a creature of light open to the world
bound by my pain I deny myself heart
and Love goes astray, oh well....what the hell
tomorrows another day
The tears will fall in the dark and no one will see
this wretched creature that appears to be me.
Soul eater! Sickened heart! Begone! I wish to live.

I know "dang just get over it JR" Good thing I do not live in a northern climate those long nights would kill me.

 

[Kiss Me]

Okay I've got to ask. Are you being really that depressed or just being creative? Here's a kiss to brighten you up either way

 

[John Roberts]

Okay I've got to ask. Are you being really that depressed or just being creative? Here's a kiss to brighten you up either way

Hello Kiss Me First,
Actually it is both....I was feeling that depressed when I wrote it, feeling better today........I am still working through some old hurt and realization of things denial has protected me from.
A new day does help.........thank you for the kiss...