OOC: Everyone in a thread with me please read.

[Renegade]

Well it was fun while it lasted right? Yeah this site has been a blast for the most part but with me getting so much crap lately I gotta leave.

I mean, I got an email yesterday from someone, that will not be named, that was... well pretty mean spirited to say the least. Guess not everyone thought my little joke thread in the Role Playing board was that funny. I mean, jeez I was just trying to lighten up the mood over there after all the depressing threads that had been started lately. Apparently they thought I was making fun of Pooh and Tiggs, which I wasn't. I even said that at the end of that post.

This plus the crap from... well I won't say her name since it would start the fight over again, plus the constent bickering that I have been getting from a certain someone(he knows who he is)is just ruining the mood of this site for me. Not to mention that somehow someone found out my IM address and was harrassing me because of a thread I started till I got some of my friends from real life to help me chase him away through emails and IMs of our own.

I know some of you are thinking 'oh stop complaining and leave if you dont like it' well don't worry because I am. I will stay around for awhile to just help finish my Star Wars thread then after that is over I'm out of here.

I'm sorry, but I will have to pull out of all of my other threads. My deep apologies go out to Phoenix and Juliangle for what my leaving might do to what they got going on in the threads.

I just want to quickly list all those that I wish to thank for making this site fun, but cant find the words to express what I wish to say:

Kitten Eyes
Phoenix(both of you)
RoseThorn
LavaGoddesss
Kepic
Indika
Lightman
MoneyTalks
Intriguess
Roland Gilliad
Bobtoad
Gypsyprince
Dirk 13
Shila
Tiggs
Poohlive
Morgoth
Primordial Loner
CelestialBody
Zoltrix
Slash
Weapon X

If your not up there, it's not meant as an insult, these are just the people that I feel made the biggest impact on my time here. So... I'm thinking that I will miss this site and that I will regret it but just can't take the crap from the jerks anymore. So I guess that unless you post at the Star Wars thread(or if your slash because I know him in real life), this is my good bye. I'll say my byes to those at that thread when the time comes.

You know, I realy don't want to leave but I just can't come to this site with the same feeling of fun that I used to have anymore. I'm sure I'll get crap for this post from those saying that I'm just feeling sorry for myself, but I was getting it before I did anything like that so I guess I got nothing to lose. Later.

 

[Renegade]

Also, if anyone wants to give me crap for this, your gonna have to post here because I turned off my email thing. Tired of people using it to send me messages to complain.

 

[Phoenix]

Respect for Ren

Yo whoever wants to give Renegade flack for the ORP board tribute to Pooh better shut da fuck up and blame me instead. That's right I though Pooh needed to be cheered up so I tried to make him smile all Ren was doing was just following my lead. For Cris sakes people get a god damn sense of humor dammit. Any stiffer and some of you would snap when you turned your heads. As for Renegades board well most of them I was on so you got beef holla at me if you got the Spalding, but I will not hestitate to put a bitch in their place. I though I warned you oversensitive jackasses to just simply ignored what you don't like. If you do not like a thread just leave it is that simple. If you do not like a person in your thread then ignore them it is that simple. Leave Renegade alone he is one person with his own attitude and set of opinions, if you don't like it then it is too bad. Why because he is gonna be himself not some preening poster boy for normally Renegade is a crazy bastard and that is why I enjoyed posting with him. Don't worry Ren, I got your back and if Asya was awake she would do the same. Aww fuck it

Ren man I am gonna really miss you. Every thread I have been in you were in. Why? You ask because you were one of the best and you were always a blast to write with. Like I said before I can respect your decision to leave but I can not say that life goes on because simply "You were this board. At one point half the threads here was yours. Matter of fact how you kept putting out these amazing imaginative posts all the time boggles my mind.

Ren I can honestly say between you and Gypsy Prince I learned how to post. I know I should not blame you for me learning how to post but it is all your fault dammit. lol. Yup everyone I blame Renegade for keeping me interested. I would have probably quit a long time ago if it was not for you great posts that challenged me to go one better. Matter of fact in the JLA thread it became an Olympian event to make fun of Poohlive's Superman character. I will admit even though I won you gave me a run for my money.

I guess what I am saying is it is hard to let go of the people you have touched you. And as wierd as it sounds this entire board has touched me in a way because to me it means so much to write a really hot post and have someone say good job or the usual "Damn Phoenix you bastard." To me Renegade you made me better by being so damn good. You were Latino Heat for Pete's sakes, you know how sick I had write to come even close to that. I know Asya would agree with me whole heartedly when I say "Dammit Renegade you bastard" lol. Anyways in case I dinna hear from you again I want to say may you be successful in whatever you do and may this be the one thing you can remember me by and that is " Ezzard Burke, Jr aka J respected yo."

 

[Roland Gilliad]

*frowns* sorry to hear it Man, For what little time i knew you, It was Fun As Hell, im sorry someones giving you hell, And I wish ya didnt have to leave, But it's your choice brotha, *nods* Take care, My ICQ Number is known to ravenloft, get it from him so we can still talk, I'll miss you insanely Lando/Renagade/Kick Ass Dude, Wish it didnt have to end this way, See ya...*final waves*

 

[Kepic]

Say it is not so!

Well Renegade, if you've gotta go, you've gotta go. I've enjoyed posting alongside ya, and you'll be missed by many.

I don't know who's been giving you such flak, and I can't really judge not knowing the reasons behind it all etc., but they should feel sorry for themselves, methinks.

I'm not much good at this kinda thing - but, goodbye, hope you will return at some point in the future. Take care of yourself, you hear?

 

[Kanyn]

:outs::

see how you are, steal my virginity and make me really experinced and now youre up and leaving me.

All kidding aside, Ren though you didnt mention me in your goodbye post -rotten bastard you wait youll get yours- I hate to see you go. You made me feel welcome when everyone else just pushed me to the back burner, and you kept me motivated and laughing my ass off when I was in a thread with you. I wish we would have had more time to RP together -damn computer! ::slaps it a few times::, but I guess since youre hanging up the literotica pencil with matching post-it notes, this is goodbye.

I promised myself I wouldnt cry

Keep in touch and let me know how youre doing from time to time. Maybe someday the other jedi/sith/xmen/wwf superstars/pokemon trainers/super heros and myself can convince our fearless leader to return to us take the reigns and tell the rest of the world to kiss our asses.

Donny
AKA: Kanyn

 

[Guest]

Latino Heaaaaaaaaaat!

http://smilecwm.tripod.com/cwm/crying.gif I know what it's like to be flamed hon. If you leave, you'll be greatly missed. I never had the privlidge of RPing with you yet. I'm not sure what all was said to/about you hon, but remember some of the things I've gone though. I'm not gonna let it get to me enough to leave the board. I've made some wonderful friends here, and love talking to them! It's hard to ignore what the flamers say to you (believe me, I know! ), but it can be done. Hell, I think it may have made me a stronger person... But, if you feel you must leave, please e-mail me any time you want to talk. GoddessTiggs77@aol.com. My heart goes out to you hon. Take care.

~Lindsay http://smilecwm.tripod.com/legionxs/wavey.gif

 

[R Nitelight]

Renegade

And Friends

Sometimes when the Board is a little slow, I go back and read the old SRP threads. I noticed something, though. If you go back to July, which wasn't all that long ago, you'll read the names of the players and not recognize any of them. They were all as prolific as we are, and now they're all gone.
I wondered about that. But now I'm starting to understand.

I am also trying to leave the SRP Board. I will honor most of my active threads, but I have already asked out of one, and will add no new ones. My problem is different from yours, Renegade. I'm starting to feel a little burnt out. I'm falling behind in all my threads, and too many of the posts I make lack the erotic energy of my earlier contributions.
Therefore, I have decided to take a sabbatical. Might be a week. Might be a month. Might be longer. But I'll be back. And I'll be around.

Take some time, Renegade. I understand the need. But cool off, and come back. You make a valuable contribution, and would be dearly missed.

 

[forgetunome]

Renegade...

I am so sorry that someone is attacking you. I know I haven't talked with you that much but...I've read many of the stories you are participating in and I have enjoyed them immensely. I wish people could just pass over a message they don't like instead of feeling that there is a need to flame or get personal in their attacks!

I hope this doesn't come across wrong but...why can't people if they FEEL they MUST give their opinion just STATE their opinion and move on and not get personal. That's why we have soooo many words available to us...this way we have conversations and if more of us used them to lift each other up instead of putting each other down wouldn't this be a happier world.

Flamers wherever you may be....what if these tactics you use where reversed and used on you? HUH? You would be whining the blues not to mention...picture it reversed...what if you got these messages...how would you feel...would you feel like singing a song and feeling lighthearted or wanting to come back here. Think about this if you are successful at running all the people off here because of your selfish, hateful acts then who the heck is going to be left. It will be a very lonely place. That's why the golden rule is so meaningful...use it...practice it and who knows you might make a friend or two!

Anyway, I am sorry Renegade you will be missed!

 

[Silverlily]

Renegade, you have my email, please feel free to use WHENEVER you feel the need. As for my feelings about what is happening, I agree wholeheartedly with Phoenix, and I quote "Leave Renegade alone he is one person with his own attitude and set of opinions, if you don't like it then it is too bad. Why because he is gonna be himself, not some preening poster boy."

What you've written here has left a few clues as to who is responsible and I personally would love to see the craven cowards come forth rather than snipe from the sidelines. Damn, you will be missed.

 

[Juliangel]

Renegade

It was fun writing with you. Sorry to see you go.

Julia

 

[KillerMuffin]

I wish you would stay

Perhaps a temporary hiatus from the SRP board may help put things in perspective, rather than a permanent so long and thanks for all the fish. I can understand how incredibly enraging and frustrating it would be if someone were to turn nasty on me and do all that crap to me.

I've not done much on the SRP board, and I'll probably keep doing less, it's interfering with my writing rather than helping me exercise it. One or two interesting threads, but that would be it. The point though, is that all of the interesting threads I've been on have had you in them. You are intelligent, articulate, and fully able to hold your own. Don't leave us with the trolls who can't do anything but hurt other people to make themselves feel better.

As for the other, these things eventually do die down. Not nearly as fast on a BB as they do in chat, but they do go away to the point where you can comfortably ignore.

Please stay, but if you just can't, then maybe you could go away for a while, then come back in a few weeks/months and say hi again, at least.

If you'd like to email me, feel free.

 

[Indika]

In the words of the great Luke Skywalker, upon seeing Obi Wan killed, "NOOOOOOOO!!!"

Oh Renegade, what can I say to you that I haven't told you in private e-mails before. But, I understand your need to leave. If it's not fun, then why do it? It's such a pleasure writing with you on all of the threads we've been in together. Star Wars has been the best and I thank you for starting it! I agree with Phoenix, reading the stuff you wrote helped me become better, though I'm still working on it. You are a great writer and you will be greatly missed here. E-mail me anytime hon, and if you have ICQ my # is 87079871, my ICQ name is Darth Molten. Please keep in touch, off list okay?

Kate <--- yes, this is my real name, my hotmail e-mail name is based on a character from RENT!!

PS - Much love to you sweetie!

 

[Dirk13]

...thanks for saying that man, i wish you would stay, i rarely check the e-mail that i have set up...so if your really imptant, just tell me in a thread that you e-mooed me so i can check it, but for those who are my friends my e-mail is Tex_64@hotmail.com hey if you don't like me DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT EMAILING ME THERE, if you dissed ren, come on bitch, i'll out cuse, out whit, and out kick your sorry ass. Ren don't take any of their shit to heart, there dumb fucks if they even state things when you write, i will admit, i have typed before i thought, and im sorry for those i offened before, but you want to start a war with me, ren, tiggs, night, roland, lava, pooh, OR ANY OF MY FRIENDS, you start shit with me too, so you want to fight, i'll finish it either way. Now back to Ren, i hate to see you go, you helped me start off, and helped me learn the trick of the trade when it comes to this board, and several of my threads have died and gone to a better place, probibly not a better place but oh well. Its been a bomb writing with you and i wish you wern't leaving, why, cause your the man, you are the teacher, you got laid the most probibly in this whole board!...wait...DAMN YOU!...j/k he he he, im sure most of the people here will miss you, and if you think anything he writes is bad, oooh GO CRY TO YO MOMMA, DON'T HATE THA PLAYA, HATE THA GAME! and well, HES THA PLAYA, so don't hate him, you hate him, out comes sting, goldberg (thats me ) and all his otha friends, and girlfriends, and flings, and one night stands, and desires, and wisfull girls that want him, and wanna be playas that bow to him, one of which is me, and OMG ITS SNOWING!!! damnit...its snowing outside, alot...damn it all to hell...have to put the chains on the old truck soon...damn, oh well. anyways, *puts on some Blink 182- all the small things, and well of course Ricky Martin - SHE BANGS!* im sorry i could never listen to sad music unless i had a chick to hold, well...i don't got no chick right now, so we play good music, because, you know, we don't want to cry *sniff sniff* DAMNIT, i don't cry! *hits self some* 'dumb ass don't hit yourself' AHHH WHO ARE YOU!? 'since ren left, im comen to you' NOOOOOOOO!!!! 'stop hitten yourself your only hurting yourself, and making yourself look like a total dumb ass' YOU KNOW WHAT SCREW YOU! 'no thanks i would rather have a chick' yeah no shit, same here...HEY! 'ha ha ha, dumb ass' HEY ISN'T THAT CHRISITA AGULARA! 'OMG WHERES MY CAMERA, AND MY VIAGRA!' ha...that will hold him off for awhile, i hide both...he he he...well man, if you do leave, im really sorry to hear that, damn i wrote alot, i wish you would stay, cause it won't be the same without you. Well cya, probibly not but you know...if you want to chat some i got icq, and aol ims, so just ask me for one or the other, and we can chill sometime, take it easy, and please come back if you feal like you can....I LOVE YOU MAN! ren: NO YOU CAN'T HAVE MY BUD LIGHT DAMNIT! me:damnit....foiled again

 

[LAVA GODDESSS]

i don't post for two days....

and what happens? YOU LEAVE ME>........hun, puweease consider stayin, ya know what your mom used to say, about stick and stones...but names...please! your talent in writing is beautiful. and i have loved writing with you countless times, i believe that if any more of the 'good' people leave, then i must say adios also. but for now hun, you have been supportive of me, even if it was only an email that said, "just email me if you need to talk." i think that after all i have been through i can honestly say, your charisma grows after all this. but babe, PUWEEEEEESSSSEEEEE RECONSIDER. i ll kick their asses...lemme at em....

keep in touch regardless.

me.

and dirk...thanks to both of you for putting me on your 'friend' list, it is that sort of thing that brings me back..over and over.

 

[Dirk13]

hey, lava, n/p, i just hope *hint hint* get ren to stay *wink wink* cause if he leaves...i don't know what...but it will be bad!

 

[LAVA GODDESSS]

hehe

lowers head
pushes out bottom lip
slaps out the puppy eyes
looks at you innocently
'puwease ren!, who else am i gonna involve myself into thirty threads at a time with? or who else is gonna start those thirty threads, that well...the ideas are irresistable..and ........and...............WHO WILL FINISH MY GURU SPANKINS? and.....um......and........um.........who else will start threads with damn freakin hundreds upon hundreds or responses...or TEN THOUSAND PLUS VIEWS...and who else.....will make me actualyl want to stay, minus dirk and a select three other people...tell me? who? and if you can answer that...by god man...i'll kill them, so taht way there is no one...'
i really do hope you decide that your leave is temporary. someone told me this once. "you get compliments all the time, but when you get a put-down, it is like three of your compliments are wiped off the slate. " i agree, it does take at least three compliments to outrule a damn insult. but hun...would me takin off my shir.........probly not....that might not make you feel better....but without people like me and dirk...and and...the other people who posted....what would you do?

 

[Dirk13]

lavaaaa, you going to leave me hanging in the pagent!??!

 

[teresafannin]

Just a quick note to say goodbye & thank you for letting me be a part of one of your SRP's. I had never done an SRP & you made it a lot of fun. I have enjoyed the few times we "talked" & wish you well. Thanks again, hugs from Wind Song/Teresa.

 

[CelestialBody]

 

[RoseThorn]

*sniffle*

I'm sorry to see you go, Renegade. Thanks for including me among you friends, I know personally posting with you has been a blast. I'd listen to a lot of the people here and take a vaction, but not leave us completly, Please? I'm hopping you'll reconsider...But if not my E-mail:
shadowrider@blomand.net

AIM: RoseThorn130

ICQ: 29194585

Write!! Please?

 

[Renegade]

Thanks everyone

I want to say how much I realy appreciate what all of you have been saying on this thread. I had thought that other then a couple of people, not many would realy care about my leaving but it's realy uplifting to see that I was wrong.

After talking with Rosethorn and Bobtoad through IMs, and reading what you all have suggested, I think that I will try to just take a vacation from the site for now.

What I think made me want to leave, was that because of all that was going on, I had to force myself to post rather then coming here out of the joy of the site. It had been like that for awhile and when I told someone about that, he basicly told me "if it's not fun for you anymore, just leave" and that's what I was going to do. But now I think that I will try to just go on hiatus for awhile.

Not sure how long, but hopefully I will be able to get past all of the crap that's happened and enjoy the Role Playing again soon. Till then, I guess I'll just pop in for the Star Wars thread and wait till I feel like coming back full time for awhile.

Again, I just want to say thanks for the kind words and hopefully I will be able to post again without forcing myself anymore soon.

 

[ranajja]

My two cents...

Okay, y’all, in r/t, I am of the parental persuasion, but I usually leave those worries and duties behind when I come here to play amongst the frolicking literotican throng. Here, I am but a simple player, enjoying the scenery, minding my own business. Yet, when I come across threads such as these, when some of us (and you know who you are) appear to be acting like CHILDREN—the whining, the fighting, the tattling, the bullying, the smart-aleck remarks, the hurt feelings—

*skin turns ashen, shoulders double in size, fur sprouting across my back, claws pushing through my fingertips, fangs lengthen, eyes turn bloodshot, snake-like hair takes on a life of its own*

ACK! Oh no! Now, look what you’ve done! I’m turning into….*voice deepens to an other-worldly growl*….A MOTHER!!!!!

*thundering voice reverberating sickeningly throughout the halls of literotica*

Now, all of you, either play nice, or I’m sending you to--*pointing to the darkest, blackest, nastiest corner of hell*--- TIME OUT!!!!!!!

C’mon, y’all, I get enough of this kinda stuff r/t.

And can I offer a teensy weensy observation?

I, too, have noticed that many writers who were very active several months ago are no longer with us. (BTW, when I first joined, active literoticans were then complaining about the same thing). I started here a mere 4 months ago, and I have only attained the level of “really experienced.” Now, I admit, my posting is sporadic at best, yet several I see here have attained guru-ship in less than 60 days! That’s approximately 17 posts per day! It seems that when one first joins Literotica, one tends to join many threads at the same time, which is fun for a while, but one sets oneself up for the twin maladies of “burn-out” and “writer’s block”. Perhaps one should only join a few threads (quality vs. quantity) and not try to be active in forty thousand stories at one time…

(Ah, the scales, the claws, the fangs…all seem to be reabsorbing into my skin…I am slowing returning to normal…)

Renegade: Honey, I’m sorry some of us have been intolerably mean to you. Please keep in mind, the mean ones are NOT the majority—they just want you to think they are. The rest of us apparently feel as I do—I enjoy your posts and your company, and sincerely hope you change your mind and hang around with us. Ignore the nasties, they will eventually go away. See, it’s easy, just click, delete, or click, ignore….

R Nitelight: Although I have not written directly with you (not yet anyway *wink*), I have thoroughly enjoyed your stories, your ideas, your erotica….(when I read you, even my goose-pimples get goose-pimples…) Take a break, if you must, but please, please, please don’t leave forevah…

‘Nuff said. Love y’all….



[Edited by ranajja on 11-13-2000 at 08:12 AM]

 

[Always]

RENEGADE!!!!


are you, our cute 'lil latino, wussying out on us? I don't beleive it! *in shock* you can't leave! sit yer ass down before I spank it and mail me. been gone too long...

 

[Renegade]

Dont worry Shila, I've decided to just take some time off from Role Playing but I'll be back full time soon.