One that Got Away...

StrongMaster7

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I imagine most of us have one person in our memory who we knew who was our sexual dream-come-true that we never got to be with.

In college, there was a girl in our dorm named Ann Marie. She was the quintessential beach blonde bombshell. Long blonde hair, cute face, and a Playboy centerfold body. Plua she had this 'dumb blonde' persona that she would slip into and out off whenever she liked.

She was serially monogamous with almost every guy in the dorm except me and my three closest buddies. She liked us and flirted with us, but she just never got around to fucking any of us.

Twice I was alone with her and she may have been giving me the green-light, but neither time worked out. And here's the killer. I was going to stay over after a big party at a friend's house. Ann Marie and her current guy apparently slipped away to fuck (on the bed I was going to sleep on). I was later informed by my friend that the bed was "soaked" and not available for anyone to use. So, I have this image of a gorgeous centerfold blonde who fucks like a pro and either gushes gallons of she-come or who loves watersports.

Too good to be true? I'll never know.
 
My English penpal back in 2004, when I was twenty seven. She was submissive, but she wanted monogamy, so we were incompatible on that score. Too bad, but that’s life. A British cutie for a love slave would have had its upsides for sure. Gods, I love that accent!
 
My English penpal back in 2004, when I was twenty seven. She was submissive, but she wanted monogamy, so we were incompatible on that score. Too bad, but that’s life. A British cutie for a love slave would have had its upsides for sure. Gods, I love that accent!
She spoke English. All others speaking “English” have an accent. But agreed, proper English is sexy.
 
Ah, man. I was young and naive and probably still a virgin. This beautiful young woman who probably was vision naked leaned into my arms as we watched the fog lift from the mountains just before dawn.

And I was so proud of myself for not making a move because I had a girlfriend.

But it didn’t work out with my girlfriend so I look back at that time. I didn’t have a condom and giving in would have likely had consequences.

But consequences be damned that might have been a perfect moment. Now it’s a moment that escaped me … only masturbation and fantasy to dimly reconcile the moment.
 
When I was going thru my divorce decades ago, attorneys cautioned me about dating. I went out with co workers after work one night. Usually I don’t mix but got lots of encouragement from my staff. Surprisingly I had a great time! :)
Before all the alcohol was going to hit me, I decided to call it a night. One of my employees told me that she needed to talk with me about something and could she walk with me to my vehicle? Small talk as we walked thru the parking lot. While at my car, she pushed me back against it and gave me a kiss filled with desire and passion. “I have wanted you for a very long time,” she whispered to me in my ear. She had one of those looks that told me she would be an incredible passionate lover and make me thankful that I am a man!

It was but a moment in time but it seemed like time stopped. The liquor and lust were on one side but respect, consequences, and professionalism were on the other side. I held her hands in mine and kissed them and painfully told her that although she is a beautiful woman, i don’t think this is a right choice and I am just not ready. I guess those are one of those “white lies” that people speak of? Hardest thing to come out of one’s mouth, lol. I got into my car and drove to my apartment.

Many fantasies transpired after that encounter while I was alone. She had begun to date another after the papers were signed and I didn’t pursue.

One that got away.
 
I was raised to wait until marriage. My "one that got away" is me. I missed my chance to be the whore I was meant to be.
This is one of the reasons I came to Lit. But having slutted around Lit, and also been monogamous a couple times. I would say monogamy and the things experienced in it was 💯 more incredible than the other encounters. But that has to do with individual needs and maybe I’m just a relationship person. Just my two cents. 🤷🏻‍♀️
 
This is one of the reasons I came to Lit. But having slutted around Lit, and also been monogamous a couple times. I would say monogamy and the things experienced in it was 💯 more incredible than the other encounters. But that has to do with individual needs and maybe I’m just a relationship person. Just my two cents. 🤷🏻‍♀️
My monogamous relationship isn't sexually fulfilling, though. It's amazing in other ways (and imperfect in some, too, of course), but I'm left wishing I'd let loose before marrying.
 
My monogamous relationship isn't sexually fulfilling, though. It's amazing in other ways (and imperfect in some, too, of course), but I'm left wishing I'd let loose before marrying.
My marriage is not sexually fulfilling.

I didn’t find my slutting around here fulfilling either but I think I had to experience it to point to the fact that my monogamous LitLove situation was what was best for me.

We just broke up so I’ve had a chance to reflect on this a lot. And a lot of LitFriends point out to me that I’m a “Coupler.” So everyone else knew before I knew. Which is cool…

I hope you don’t think I’m judging you. We actually seem to have similar backgrounds.
 
My marriage is not sexually fulfilling.

I didn’t find my slutting around here fulfilling either but I think I had to experience it to point to the fact that my monogamous LitLove situation was what was best for me.

We just broke up so I’ve had a chance to reflect on this a lot. And a lot of LitFriends point out to me that I’m a “Coupler.” So everyone else knew before I knew. Which is cool…

I hope you don’t think I’m judging you. We actually seem to have similar backgrounds.
Not feeling judged. Glad to talk to people who understand. :)

So you paired off with someone here in addition to your marriage? Online only or...?
 
I'm not really broken up over him but I did miss him at first. I was a freshman in college and he was a senior. Great guy and I spent a lot of time at his apartment and in the bedroom. Great oral skills and a rather sizable cock, but then he graduated. The last I heard from him he was getting engaged so she ended up the lucky one!! lol Life goes on!
 
Not feeling judged. Glad to talk to people who understand. :)

So you paired off with someone here in addition to your marriage? Online only or...?

Online only.

My previous Lit Coupling was (and as recently as Tuesday) is pressuring me to meet in person. I won’t. At least not with him.

But yes. I was slutting around. 1st guy convinced me to be Coupled. Actually no, he just announced it to everyone and I didn’t refute it. That ended.

I committed to second guy without him requiring it and that has ended too.

I was convinced that I could just go back to slutting but I don’t even want that anymore 🤦🏻‍♀️
 
Best friend's redheaded girlfriend - he had a car at the time and I didn't - after she sat on my lap in his two seat car while he drove us around she really became the subject of fantasies, for both us it turned out. A few years later after they broke up, I saw her again when she met me at the airport on a trip home from the coast where I was working. I thought we were going to spend the night but it turned out to be just a very heavy petting session though most all our clothes had to be put back on before she sent me home for the night. We ended up missing each other after that with one of us always being in a relationship when the other was free.
 
About 6 months after my divorce with my first wife, I met a woman who was totally amazing. She was fun. We liked the same things. Same sports. Same foods. Same beer. We were both single parents. Similar jobs. We had amazing sex. But I wasn’t ready for a long term relationship. My ex was still close by and causing us problems. I wish I would have met her about three years later. It would have worked. She later met another guy and got married. I later met another woman and got married. But I always wondered what might have been.
 
There’s always one...regrets can last a long time....😟...I still love her :heart:
 
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