One of these days I will read this and laugh.

[riff]

ha ha ha.

shattered.

PC where are you? Vixen, where are you? Lavy?


histrionic.

 

[Siren]

Riff.....

 

[riff]

Re: Riff.....

Are you okay?

I am pretty fucking far from OK.

I am withdrwan. I could give a shit.

 

[heterotic]

I've noticed a couple of threads sounding like you're hurting, riff, but haven't spoken up yet because you don't really know me. I've read a lot of your posts, though, and you're not the kind I'd want to see hurt if I could do anything about it. Can we help?

 

[Calamity Jane]

riff... darlin... pm me... pm anyone... vent here for all to see... do somethin to get it out...

 

[Azwed]

Do you need porn??

You defenitly don't need more liquor.

 

[Problem Child]

I'm right here Riff. PM me if you wanna talk.

 

[Rubyfruit]

riff, talk to us, baby.

 

[TN_Vixen]

you have lots of friends here, riff.

 

[riff]

Like I said.

I'll read this and laugh.

I am not laughing now. I am going to Fairyland. I got money. I got talent. I got drugs.

Who needs anything else? I'll call a cab home if I need one. I want more scotch.

This is what you call a documentary of a broken heart. I got a little bit of reefer. I don't want to hurt no one. I just want to sleep.

kisses to all of you. I am an imbalanced fuck. I learned to FEEL. Bad idea. People should not feel.

Maybe they will pick me up for a DUI. Or possession. I am being to dramatic. Always wanted to be an actor. I am going to a titty bar where at least I KNOW what the social exchange is about.

I love all you people. I am a drunken fool right now. I am an idiot. Remind me. The bitter certainly will. I am all right!

I got money. I got drugs. I can call a cab.

 

[Siren]

Call a cab

 

[amiss]

Re: Like I said.

kisses to all of you. I am an imbalanced fuck. I learned to FEEL. Bad idea. People should not feel.

Sugar, I know feeling can be hard, but in the end, it's worth it. Just work your way through it. Take care of you.

 

[mistressastra]

Question:

where is riff typing from if he has to catch a cab?

 

[Debbie]

Re: Like I said.

I'll read this and laugh.

I am not laughing now. I am going to Fairyland. I got money. I got talent. I got drugs.

Who needs anything else? I'll call a cab home if I need one. I want more scotch.

This is what you call a documentary of a broken heart. I got a little bit of reefer. I don't want to hurt no one. I just want to sleep.

kisses to all of you. I am an imbalanced fuck. I learned to FEEL. Bad idea. People should not feel.

Maybe they will pick me up for a DUI. Or possession. I am being to dramatic. Always wanted to be an actor. I am going to a titty bar where at least I KNOW what the social exchange is about.

I love all you people. I am a drunken fool right now. I am an idiot. Remind me. The bitter certainly will. I am all right!

I got money. I got drugs. I can call a cab.

You are not an idiot or an imbalanced fuck as far as I am concerned.
I wish you well and hope that you are going to be ok.
Many of us are here for you. You are not alone.
People are meant to feel and yes, sometimes we
get hurt. I hope you feel better soon.

Take care, Riff.

 

[sch00lteacher]

I want to get mad at you, call you a dumbass, things like that. But I can't, and I won't. Because I have been there and done that myself. Because I consider you a friend.

I hope your head hurts like hell in the morning. I do wish that. Payback. You are not a kid anymore riff.

Being lonely hurts. It hurts a hell of a lot. I think it is one of the worst pains a human can suffer.

Drugs and alcohol won't make it hurt any less. They make it hurt worse. They bring it out on top.

People do feel. Even your tired ol' ass feels.

You have friends here, but we are just electronic signals traveling across the web. I am sure a 'nice' guy like you knows a few real people. You need to work on those relationships. You need to talk to someone.

Email me, PM, whatever, any ol' time fellow educator.

I am worried, as are others. We do care about you. Even if we are just e-Friends.

:insert concerned smile thing here:

 

[lawaris]

nef !!!

 

[Cupids Fool]

I might be new here and not know you from Adam or anything about your troubles, but I know pain and heartache as old friends.

You seem well loved in here Riff and I would like to think maybe I could add you to my list of friends in here.

If you want someone to vent at please feel free to PM me - I will help if I can.

 

[GreenEyedGirl]

Riff, man oh man do I know where you are.
Please be careful with yourself, the world would not be a better place if your beautiful mind was damaged.
It's odd how I don't know you, and you don't know me, but the concern I feel is real.
Please please please take whatever help from us that you can.

 

[alexandraaah]

where's our good ol' boy? anyone heard from riff?

 

[Hamletmaschine]

Haven't heard a word from him today. Has anyone?

 

[Guest]

I can't come up with anything more caring or eloquent than what's already been said. I just want to offer anything I can to help, Riff.

 

[Mellon Collie]

Hurry up and feel better before I start to really miss you.

hugs and kisses

 

[heterotic]

If you do come in this morning, Riff, the hangover cures are a couple pages down under "Magic Cures."

Summary: Gatorade, water, coke, 5-htp if you've got a GNC handy, acupressure points listed for hangover on http://www.geocities.com/jrh_iii/acupressure/acupoints.html

 

[lavender]

 

[Laurel]

((hugs for riff))