Old Photo (Closed)

[rockinzoe]

Old Photo (Closed for TirithIre)

Nearly three years had been building to this moment, three years she had been in an online relationship. Messages every single day, calls nearly every night. She was smitten with this man, and though he was young he was certainly a man alright, a true Gentleman.

Jessica had been nervous on the train down, but that nervous excited way. It had all been arranged and he had paid for everything, one great job and they were having a weeks holiday in the countryside, the first of many they would tell each other at night. The taxi driver who picked her up at the station had made the usual polite conversation with her, she had responded in truth that she was meeting someone for a mini break. It had thrilled her telling someone else about their plans, as she had kept it a secret. Her parents thought she was camping as part of a course and her friends thought she was going solo hiking. Nobody else knew about him.

The hotel itself was remote, beautiful but not much around it except coast line on one side and hills on the other. She hadn't worried about it as she got her case out of the car, they had planned this holiday together, planning to spend a considerable time inside the hotel itself anyways.

She had smiled warmly giving her name at the reception, looking around the hotel had looked even better than the pictures they had looked at. This was going to be heaven.

Her room was lovely, though it was the most basic of all the rooms it was still high class, comparable with the fanciest of penthouses. Jessica would grin like the Cheshire cat one moment then frown, considering whether this had been an incredibly stupid idea after all.

"I cannot wait to hold you in my arms tonight. xx" The oing of the phone and message it brought gave her confidence again, somewhere in this very hotel he was in a room waiting for her.

The dinner reservation was only a few hours away, she showered, shaved every conceivable piece of unwanted body hair away, applied moisturiser from tips of her fingers to her toes leaving her skin soft and smooth. A little light make up and her hair down, she had slipped on her little black dress and heels, she had even gotten his opinion on it, he preferred a more modest look and she happily obliged with the dress.

The old grandfather clock on her floor chimed loudly. It was time. She took the lift down to reception, following directions to the restaurant bar where she sat and waited, showing her fresh i.d. before sipping at a pink G&T.

"Jess?" The voice she knew immediately, the same voice that had talked to her only the night before whispering as she went to sleep. Her grin was stuck to her face, she could not move it as she turned around.

 

[TirithIre]

The photo. It was something Aiden still lamented over to this day. It wasn't as though he had lied to her outright... it WAS a picture of him, it just wasn't a current picture. The truth of the matter was that he thought if he had showed her what he looked like currently, he didn't know if she would even have given him the time of day, much less have given him a shot of wooing her. That was something he had certainly done over the last three years.

It had taken time of course. Time which Aiden was very much willing to give for her. At first, it had been a message, then another, and before either of them had really noticed it had been a month of messages, then two months. At three months was when they had shared photo's, and going through the photo's he had, he had picked one from when he was younger because he had already invested quite a bit of time into getting to know her, he didn't want something as trivial as age to get between them.

From there, they had gone to text messages and calls. She knew his voice oh so well by the time they were to finally meet, the rich tenor tone hanging in her memories as they both worked in different jobs and cities, they had to make time for one another. Jessica was the woman for him, he held no doubts of that in his mind. They had planned this getaway together, down to the events they wanted to enjoy. They had even shared some secrets with one another, one of which Aiden was planning to give her so long as she didn't go running out of the hotel.

He himself though nervous, was confident as well. He had a good idea that once he had her in his sights and could physically touch her, well then things would work out. He had arrived earlier that day and had checked in. He wanted to make sure that everything was ready for tonight, so he had taken his time like she had to ensure that he showered, styled his hair and dressing in a pair of black dress style pants he also had a simple black and silver belt and finally a dark blue shirt as well. Making sure everything was in order he slipped his shoes on as he checked the time.

Smiling to himself though as he sent that final text message, he took a few breaths before he headed out from his suite himself. Aiden worked as an executive in a pharmaceutical distribution company, so Jessica knew that he was an incredibly intelligent guy, but even as the doors opened to the reception he headed out and around to the restaurant himself.

By the doors though he paused and slipping his hand into his right pocket he fingered the metallic plug which rested in there, before he took a final breath and headed in. Going to the bar area she wasn't actually all that hard to find. She was wearing the black dress he had 'picked out' for her, the long tumbling brown hair, the flare of her hips from the back... it all fit.

He spoke her name and inwardly held his breath as she turned. Aiden in real life was stockier than the photo he had shared with her. He was still in very good shape and he did have blonde hair along with those deep rich brown eyes, but he wasn't the skinnier young man that she had thought that she was going to be meeting. He instead held an air of maturity... confidence and yet a tinge of nervousness as well. After all, this COULD all go very badly as well!

 

[rockinzoe]

This man was not Aiden. He looked like he could be his father but not the young man she had spent the last 3 years talking to and falling for.

"Aiden?" She had asked frowning as she stood up from her seat, without much hesitation she walked past him quickly heading out of the bar to the front door of the hotel.

It had been too good to be true, she had been fooled by some dirty old man who she had poured her deepest desires to, this was supposed to be a week of bliss, of truly getting to know each other, possibly the start of their lives together.

Her heels clicked against the floor as she walked, something caught her wrist as she was passing the toilets, she could see the lobby of the hotel, if she got there it would all be fine.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden's smile faltered slightly as she asked that, and even as she hesitated and then headed out, though as she did pass him he turned and followed after her.

” Jess come on…”

He followed after her of course, and as she was passing the washrooms he caught her wrist, giving little slack as he caught her there, though as she turned to him he added.

” I did send you a photo of me, it was just when I was younger… It’s still me… and I’m still here, a thousand miles away from home, meeting the most amazing woman I have ever met in person for the first time.”

He wasn’t really holding onto her very hard. If she REALLY wanted to get free and leave he wouldn’t blame her, but he added anyway.

” We’ve already planned out this weekend and paid our shares… wouldn’t it be a shame if we threw that all away?”

He was hoping that she’d re-think things… they were in private as well, so looking her over he breathed out a soft groan.

” You look stunning.”

 

[rockinzoe]

She had given a little jerk of her wrist but he had still been holding on. After all those years of longing for his touch, now she wasn't so sure she wanted to receive it, although it was all wrong, it did feel slightly thrilling to be touched even though this is not who she thought would be doing it.

It was Aiden though, she could see that, recognising the voice she had shared her bed with and could see the same face, only a few more lines and grey hairs.

"You lied to me!" She said, hurt by it, "You lied to me for three years! You are supposed to be 25 not an old man!" She exclaimed looking at him.

He had paid the lions share of their trip, good, it would serve him right to lose all the money he had spent. Despite being told not to she had looked up the price of everything, it had been such a thrill knowing her man could afford to treat her.

 

[TirithIre]

He felt the little jerk of her wrist and even as she said that his features flinched ever so slightly as though she had struck him, which in a way she had.

" Trust me, I know that I did... though HEY, I'm no old man."

He retorted as he actually pulled her hand to him and placed it over his chest, his eyes looking deeply to her.

" Feel my heart Jess..."

As he said it she'd undoubtedly feel the thumping of excitement and nervousness from him, and yet her persisted.

" I'm still the same man... the same man who you shared so many messages, so many nights talking together. I didn't put my voice into a changer to sound younger, my heart is for you, my desires, waiting for you."

He watched her carefully though added finally.

" Since we're both here... why don't we still have dinner? The reservation still stands, and after all your travelling you must be hungry."

He desperately wanted her to stay, and despite his nervousness he was confident that she would!

 

[rockinzoe]

She stood in silence, feeling the thumping in his chest, it matched her own nervous heart.

"Dinner?" She had asked slightly dazed. "I'm going home in the morning." She whispered with a certainty, it was too late for her to catch a train now and at least they had separate rooms, he wouldn't be able to find her that night.

Her fingers brushed the softness of his shirt "This is a nice shirt." She nodded as a consent to dinner, her stomach empty and she had trusted her Aiden, maybe not this stranger but the man who said such things to her must be inside somewhere.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden waited patiently, letting her feel how he wasn't going away, though as she said that he nodded to her.

" I understand, and if I only have one night with you I will treasure it."

It was only them in the hall there so he heard her comment, though as she nodded to a consent to dinner he smiled as he let her hand go though instead of immediately heading back to the restaurant he instead looked to her.

" Before we go we do have one thing to take care of don't we?"

He looked to her with such meaning, though stepping around her he pulled open the door to one of the washrooms and looking to her he nodded.

" Step inside my sweet."

He had the things ready for this next step... after all she had said it WAS the first thing he was to do to her!

 

[rockinzoe]

Her eyes widened in shock remembering the conversations. He couldn't be serious could he? He was serious she realised as he stepped away from her. Aiden had promised to make that secret wish happen, as they had lay in bed touching themselves they had discussed it.

She hesitated, crossing an arm over her stomach to hold the other one she stumbled inside, it was probably the second most stupid thing she had ever done, number one obviously meeting a stranger she knew online.

Nervously she had turned as he came in behind her, it was only one night and he would get nothing else from her, she could allow this at least.

 

[TirithIre]

He could see her eyes widen in shock as he mentioned that secret wish... and even as he stood there, his eyes never wavered from her as he waited for her to do as he asked. Even as she stumbled inside though he stepped right in after, and flicking on the lights it was a single washroom with a toilet, vanity as well as soap.

Turning, he turned over the lock, it sliding smoothly into place as he looked to her.

" Do you want to see it first?"

His right hand had slipped into his right pocket, his fingers holding the base of the toy as he watched her. He knew her desires, just as she knew his, and though she was nervous and even perhaps a bit scared, he wasn't going to hurt her, that wasn't his intent at all.

 

[rockinzoe]

Her eyes moved from his down his body to where his hand has disappeared into his pocket. She had always wanted to see one, to touch one though she never had the courage to get one for herself.

"Yes" Her voice had faltered slightly. "Yes, please." She had added sounding more certain of herself, her hand dropping from holding her arm she placed her small clutch on the vanity, taking a step towards him.

God she hoped it wasn't too big.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden watched her eyes travel down his body, and even as she came to the realization that he was actually going to do what she had wished for, his smile crossed over his face fully even coming to touch his eyes as he slowly pulled it from his pocket.

The smooth metallic butt plug had been the topic of their conversations for many nights. The pink bejewelled base was a nice touch, and even as he brought it out she could see it wasn't large, nor was it small. It was a good size, and smooth so as to make putting it in easier.

Handing it to her his smile turned slightly sly.

" When you're ready, I will ask you to hand it to me, turn and present yourself by bending over the vanity and holding onto it."

He said it full of confidence. This was the easiest of their desires to explore... and since she had agreed to dinner he figured she'd be 'fine' with doing this. It was her idea after all, Aiden just had the confidence to 'make' her do it in real life!

 

[rockinzoe]

She had a flutter of nerves as his hand came out of his pocket, they eased as it was presented to her.

Her fingers reached out touching the smooth metal, it was kind of beautiful, it was thrilling, butterflies exploded in her stomach, she had been desperate to try one for so long, here she was with the stranger she had poured her desires out to about to do it.

She examined it further, clenching it in her fist, rubbing her thumb over either end of it. Her lips pulled up into a slight smile. The small metal bullet held no fear for her, it looked perfectly reasonable.

His voice had brought her back out of her daze, she felt like Frodo looking at the one ring, suddenly snapped back to life.

Small steps she had taken to the vanity, she could see herself in the mirror above it, the pink jewel in her hand.

"It won't hurt will it?" She had asked as she leant against the vanity.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden smiled gently as she looked nervous, and yet as he brought the plug out he knew that she would feel better when she saw it. He had chosen a smaller one, though it was large enough that she would feel it when she moved or sat. He watched her as she explored it, it was smooth and warmed to the touch, though as she seemed to come back to him, his smile never left, though his eyes watched her as she made her way over to the vanity.

Taking a few steps until he was behind her, he reached back into his pocket and brought out a small bottle of lube which would do just fine for this task. Reaching past her his hand gently covered hers as he slipped the toy out of her hand, though he shook his head easily.

" No my sweet Jessica, it won't hurt you. This is a smaller one, it will fill you but it won't hurt."

He assured her and yet as she leant against the vanity Aiden gently ran the side of the toy down her back, letting her feel it touch her slightly as he used his other hand which held the bottle of lube to lift her dress up and past her hips, hiking it up slowly, even in that he allowed her to feel the sensualness of the moment, though as he finally lifted it up and saw the black thong of a panty which covered the crease of her backside, he could not help the soft growling groan which escaped his lips.

" You are so beautiful Jess..."

He knew that she knew it, and yet even then he leaned down and placing a hot kiss onto the flesh of her ass he set the toy onto the vanity beside her, before she would feel him sliding his hand up her thigh, caressing, smoothing, squeezing the muscle as he held the lube in his other hand... first things first was the lube of course... THEN the toy would be pressed into her tightest of holes.

 

[rockinzoe]

She had nodded as he spoke and removed the plug from her hand, bending herself over the vanity she leant on her arms, able to still see him behind her through the mirror.

There had been shivers running through her body as it had ran down her back, shivers as he lifted up her skirt and she had tucked it so it would not fall down, luckily they were internalised and would not let her partner know.

Her eyes had met his, blushing as he complimented her, she had wanted to be beautiful for Aiden, longed to hear him look at her and tell her what he thought.
"Thank you." She shouldn't be pleased at his praise given everything but she could not help the words slip out of her mouth.

Neither could she help the gasp that escaped when his lips met her flesh, or his fingers touching her skin.

"Do it." She had whispered, eager to get it over with, eager to have the experience and be out of this mans grasp.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden's smile hadn't wavered as he removed the plug from her, and even as she shivered, he watched those shivers roll through her, though as she met his own eyes, he looked confidently to her, though that trance was broken as he leaned down and kissed the firm flawless flesh of her ass. Her little gasp only made him, smile more, though as she said that he clicked his tongue.

" We have a few minutes... and a first time such as this should not be rushed."

He admonished, though even saying that his now free hand smoothed over her presented back side before she'd feel him pull the thong to the side, his fingers gripping into the flesh of her ass he pulled her open to his view. An audible popping sound was heard as he flicked the lid of the lube open, and positioning it closely to her presented back side he tipped it, allowing the liquid to ooze out and dribble onto her exposed ass. Setting the bottle onto the vanity beside her he then used a single thick finger to rub the lube into her ass, massaging the tight crinkled star of flesh as he even applied some pressure, making sure the lube got slightly into her hole.

Finding everything ready, he removed his finger and covering the plug with more lube, he held the base as she'd feel the small tip touch her ass.

" Breathe in, and then breathe out."

He waiting until she was breathing out before he pressed the toy, slipping it up and inside her until it popped into place. Only then did he step back, his hand releasing her flesh as he admired the way the pink base looked snugly held between her ass cheeks, the rest inside of her firmly held by her own bodies muscles.

 

[rockinzoe]

She couldn't take her eyes off him, jumping slightly as the cold lube dripped down her, his finger bringing out a gasp from her, it was so strangely intimate and yet he was doing what he said he would do.

His finger tip alone had felt strange, but also pleasant inside her, she was surprised to find even the shortest time had left her missing it when it was removed.

She jerked against the cool tip, terror and excitement washed over her at once. Feeling it pressing in her hole opening wider and wider, the smooth relaxing feeling as it closed back round the narrow neck, the pop as the flat base sat against her hole.

Her body was ever so slightly flushed, she could feel it inside her, tingling her nerves, her butt clenching round the intrusion.

"Can I?" She had asked moving a hand round without waiting on an answer, her fingertips rubbing base, tapping her nail against the gem, being able to feel the light vibrations inside of her.

"It's in." She stated obviously looking at the stranger through the mirror. Her thong made its way back to its place, she stood up, skirt falling back over her bum, her hands holding the edge of the vanity as her body explored the feeling of something new inside her.

Jessica laughed then, the absurdity of the man she met 15 minutes ago witnessing and participating her first dangle into anal. She laughed as she moved slightly, it felt like something was tickling her insides. She took a couple of steps, without meaning to her body was arching her back, pulling her bum in and pushing her chest out, all because of a tiny silver plug.

"I need a drink." She sighed out, her cheeks pink.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden's eyes were focused on what he was doing right then... and though she jumped ever so slightly he chuckled though he worked on getting her ready. It wasn't long until he was working it in, and even as she asked that he nodded to her, his eyes on hers as she rubbed the base, her explorations and innocence in such matters only enticing him even more.

" Yes, it is."

He grinned to her, and as she straightened and explored the sensations, he turned when she said that she needed a drink and un-locking the door he pulled it open, though he offered her his arm first.

" Our table awaits, and we have wine on order. Come my sweet, let us go."

She was perfection to him... and though he was older than what he had said, he did not dissapoint in the way he handled her. His confidence was assuring... she was safe... yes he had lied about his age, but if anything he was even more powerful than he had been online. After all the slimmer young man who had wooed her may not have had the nerve to do what Aiden had just done, or treat her with the class that he was. She wasn't breakable, and he wanted nothing more than to explore their desires together.

First though... would be dinner!

 

[rockinzoe]

Although the plug was distracting to her, she was brought back from her haze by his voice. Remembering the online Aiden in comparison to the one who stood before her. She nodded picking up her bag and following him out.

The plug moved from side to side ever so slightly as she moved, or perhaps it was staying still and she moved around it, either way it continued its tickle as they were led to their table, pushed itself in a little more as she sat down. It felt lovely. Strange to explain it as lovely but lovely it was.

She stayed silent as they were handed a menu, without looking at it she took her glass of wine from the table, silently draining the glass, she needed it. Taking the bottle from the cooler at the side of the table her eyes fixed on the man in front of her,

"So you are not 25, how old are you? Her face serious, eyes narrowed slightly as she held her full glass in her hand.

 

[TirithIre]

He looked to her as she was certainly flushed with the experience, and even as they made their way out, he settled down and though he was tempted to order for them both since he knew her favorite foods, he instead remained quiet, letting her settle her nerves as well.

As she asked that though he nodded to her gently.

" I am forty years old Jess."

He was through with the 'lies', there were no more lies than that one... everything else he had shared with her was true. He had a black labrador dog at home named Felice, he was an executive with a pharmaceutical company, and he DID want to pursue a relationship with her. He considered it though... wondering what she would say or ask next. For his part he chose a caesar salad to start and would be having a steak for his main course. He ordered it medium rare which is what she knew he liked, along with the mashed potatoes which had sour cream chives garlic and butter with it.

He himself took a good swig of his wine, though he was confident he could get her to stay longer than tonight... well at the same point she was acting very cold towards him, so he didn't want to get his hopes up even more.

 

[rockinzoe]

Forty.

She had taken another mouthful of the wine as he said it, "Forty" she had repeated out loud, looking away and swallowing more wine.

Politely she had ordered the carbonara, she had been tempted to ask for extra garlic, to make it clear there would be nothing available to him from her. No starter for her, she had already looked ahead at the menu weeks ago and would have ordered the same as him, but she wasn't quite in the mood anymore.

"Why did you lie?" She asked as their server left the table, "Why did you continue to lie to me for three years? Did I not deserve the truth before now?" She had continued without letting him answer.

 

[TirithIre]

Aiden knew his age would shock her... which was part of why he had lied. As she repeated it out loud though he nodded to her as he sighed more to himself than to her. He noted what she ordered and was dissapointed, she had raved about the steak previously, but he didn't mention it at all. He was sure he had ruined their time, but he considered her question.

At first he was going to reply, but she continued in the same vein without letting him speak, so instead he quietly let her continue until she was 'done' with her tirade of sorts.

" To be honest... because I was afraid."

He admitted it openly, not wanting anymore lies between them. Yet taking another swig of the wine he added gently.

" You are young, and beautiful... and you could have anyone you wanted. I was afraid that if I told you online that I was older that you would log off and I would never get the chance to know you."

He didn't look away from her, even as his eyes softened as well.

" Then... I got to know you... and your desires... and every time, it was harder to not tell you. I thought if I could get the chance to meet you in person, I might have a chance. I still believe that."

He fell quiet again at that point... his eyes watching, hoping for some kind of emotion other than anger from her. He didn't want to give up on them... the truth was that he felt more strongly for her than he had ever felt for another person. He did not want that to all be in vain.

 

[rockinzoe]

"Afraid?" She had asked when he was finished. "I feel afraid now! Its like I don't even know who you are!"

She sat back in her seat, looking at him. He did look like her Aiden, but in so many ways not. He was like the grown up version of him, well she supposed that's what he was. He was broader and more toned than the young version, she could see the shirt tightening around his arms and across his torso. His face was Aiden, she recognised so much of him and yet it was such a shock.

"I liked Aiden." She stated, "You know I did, it's quite unfair you never told me. Even before we met! It's only because the last train has left and we are in the middle of nowhere I am staying tonight." She added, looking him up and down.

"And I trusted you! In fact it seems I still do given.." Her eyes emphasised as her free hand pointed a finger down, referring to the plug, "Yet you couldn't trust me enough to tell me, let me make up my own mind!" She finished as his salad was brought over.

She had felt such strong feelings for the boy she met online, it was confusing her greatly that she could still see him somewhat in front of her.

 

[TirithIre]

He nodded, though he understood where she was coming from.

" That's not quite fair Jess."

He replied quickly, his own tone picking up a slight harshness to it as he added.

" The only thing I lied to you about was my age. Every other thing I have shared with you is the truth."

He took offense that she might think him a liar about everything. Even his shoulders squaring slightly cast a more mature and masculine 'aura' about him.

Yet he thought about her accusation, one thought came to his own mind and he spoke it before he had really thought it through.

" Let me ask you something Jess. Had I told you straight out that I was a forty year old man, would you have stayed on the chat?"

They had met on an online role playing chat room, and from there things had just... well developed. The question lingered though... had he told her 'the truth' straight out, would she have actually given him a chance? would she have spent three years getting to know every like and desire that they both had?

He for one was interested in knowing the answer.

 

[rockinzoe]

She had nodded accepting that he was quite open about most of it, so perhaps he was the man she knew well, the facts remained though.

His question made her sit back, silently considering it. She watched as he ate, both silent.

"I don't know." She admitted both to him and herself. "But you never gave me the opportunity to see." Her voice was smaller, softer then.

She had always preferred a man older than her, every single celebrity she had every had a crush on always had at least a decade on her.

"If you had told me after a year or so, once we really knew each other I might have been fine with it anyways." She considered their conversations in the beginning, she had been the first to message him, "Why did you respond to an 18 year old girl, I know I approached you but you responded. You would have been what? 37?" She had felt slightly saddened, she probably would still have been sitting with him now if she had known his age.

"I had fallen for the person, not the age of them." She finally added as their mains were brought out.