Okay, the ice cream was a cover up

[BgMma]

I wanted to take a moment and say that I have a crush on JazzManJim.

Okay, I barely know him, and I have not spoken to him that often, but I feel that there is something great there.

Okay, I am willing to admit that this is a desperate attempt to overcome my true shyness and act like I have a shining pair of platinum balls, but I don't.

I can't fake bravery anyway, so I do this here, so my humiliation will be complete.

I am really sorry if I have screwed up everyone's day.

 

[Freya]

How would that screw up someone's day? I'd think he'd be flattered.

 

[BgMma]

I am out of my mind, woman.

I think I have finally blew it good. I am not good at this emotional crap, I just fuck it up anyway.

I hope he's flattered. This is really hard.

 

[Ezarc]

Yeah BgMma99. It is good to just go for it at times.

 

[Guest]

Is this yet another "blurt" thread????

 

[His_kitty]

Well I have to say that I admire your bravery .... I couldn't do something like this in a million years, too shy.

But who wouldn't be flattered to hear someone has a crush on you? So I'm sure he'll feel that way as well ....

 

[BgMma]

Ah, at least I have a bit of support.

Thanks, E




And yes, I think this could be another blurt thread. Fuck.......

 

[Kitte]

Sometimes you have to risk to get reward... I am sure he will be very flattered.

 

[Freya]

I am out of my mind, woman.

I think I have finally blew it good. I am not good at this emotional crap, I just fuck it up anyway.

I hope he's flattered. This is really hard.

Sometimes you just have to play your cards, as hard as it is. If it fails, at least you tried. And you take the chance of something really good.

 

[penguindance]

 

[Guest]

Is this yet another "blurt" thread????

Blurting is good..... sometimes it's the only way to go.....

 

[BgMma]

This is part of a whole new can of beans here.

I have been out of the loop for ten years so I am so lost.

 

[BgMma]

Damn it, I thought you loved ME!

I do. On Monday, Tuesday, and every other Saturday...,,LOL

 

[penguindance]

 

[BgMma]

We are really sad, aren't we, honey?

 

[Cheyenne]

Hey, I just got done telling JMJ earlier tonight that it was time he let the women come to him, he's a good guy.

Did he see this yet???

 

[JazzManJim]

Well wow!


I hardly know what to say!

Okay, I do know a little of what to say. Like I'm ever going to be caught without something to say? Feh! Thank you, immensely.

I'd have to look damned hard to find someone who, in a short time, has turned out to be so damned cool.

Thank you BigMma. Very much!

(Sorry I didn't see it sooner. I"m one of those ADHD kids. If it's not on the first page, I don't often get to see it. )

 

[Aphrodisiac]

Wha ?!

I wanted to take a moment and say that I have a crush on JazzManJim.

You also have a crush on him !!

 

[BgMma]

You know what, now that Jim has seen this, I am reall embarrassed.

I always regret it once it's over..............now I have to acknowledge it!!!!

*huge grin* Hey Jimmy......

 

[Cheyenne]

I feel like such a matchmaker bumping this thread up last night to make sure he'd see it.

From what I've seen so far, you two would make a cute couple.
Now, off to PM's with the the both of ya...

 

[BgMma]

Ah, such a sweetie.

You didn't have to bump this. I would have been perfectly happy dying in embarrassment without Jim having to see this.

*sigh* So, here it goes..........

 

[mbb308]

Oh, Pooh!

He's flattered. Just run with it. If it goes nowhere, Have fun in the process.

Embarrassment is relative, anyway.

I'm flattered when someone notices me. I often wonder what it is/was that caused them to notice, from a sea of words. Sometimes, I even ask.

 

[BgMma]

You are very sweet.

I yelled at myself this morning because I did this when I was in an odd spot here at home. Tired and I wanted to drink about a case of beer, but Idon't really drink anymore.

Okay, I am shutting up.

I make no sense on a normal basis and when I get into emotions and all that, I am more strung out than Spinaroonie. No offense, my dear, you know I like you.

 

[mbb308]

I've had my emotions caught in the thresher of life on more than one occassion. It may happen again. So I'm not the most coherent person on that topic, either, sometimes.

Let me just say that I understand. We do the best we can and go on. Courage is facing the fear and doing it anyway - it ain't about being fearless. If it were, very few chances ever would be taken.

 

[BgMma]

Yep. I see where you are coming from.

Being an emotional cripple has its advantages, but I think it's harder to admit you like someone than anything else.

I get shot down all the time. Pretty sad. I guess no one likes big girls anymore.