Not "The Deep End", but i'm in the water!!

[nusubgurl]

VIRGIN NO MORE!!!!!!!

i went to my first play party last night and played!! It was.***** changing.

D & L are a BDSM couple who are "watching over" me..and allowed me to do a lot of sense play, watch a lot of impact play and i even helped do some needle play because of my medical background.

i started off with a Dom who introduced me to the violet wand. i would try to tell you how it felt, but one can only say "awesome" so many times...and that word doesn't even come close to describing it...suffice to say that it was i good thing D & L were holding my arms when He ran the wand down my spine because my i sorta collapsed when He hit the small of my back.

After a bit of time curled on the couch, i was watching a Dom using steel claw finger tips on a sub...i laughed and said that i have cats and those didn't look much worse than what i endure at home everyday...silly lil subbie girl for shooting off her mouth....

He offered to give me an extended demo and after getting L's blessing, i undressed and kneeled at a flogging table. He started light and it was tickly and very relaxing...and then things took a turn!! This too was awesome, only a billion times moreso. He did three short sessions totalling about 35 minutes. Each time he checked on me and after the second round, i asked..."Can you do it a bit harder?" Oh silly subbie and her mouth...

By the end of that round, we had quite an audience, mostly because i was making a bit of a scene. He had straddled the kneeler and my legs to hold me on the table as i was in a full vertical arch pushing backward into his fingertips ...and i was letting know Him rather noisily that i was having fun.

Then i put my lace tank top back on...and THAT was an awe inspiring moment...that scratchy lace on the welts was...exquisite beyond words...so today i am sporting a back and butt that look like a metal window screen...he didn't miss a spot on me.

After a drink and a cuddle and some quiet time, i rejoined the party and got to watch a lot of breathtaking scenes. I would start to space off just watching the other subs getting whipped. Spent lots of time on the floor in the corner..LOL

And as things were winding down in the wee small hours of the morning, i had a chance to experience flash cotton. Not an extended session, but first on my hands, then on my tits and last..a Y pattern from tits to cunt.. and lit from the middle to flash both directions at once. That made me a fire junkie for sure...(note to self - shave better next time!)

Next party is Saturday (and is outdoors, with a bonfire ) and i can hardly wait!!
All i can say is, if your experience with BDSM is limited to online, and you believe this is your heart's desire to live this life, you have to find or make a way to take this to R/L. i can honestly say that my hours here on Lit and on other BDSM sites prepared me well for this experience, with only one caveat: NOTHING can prepare you for this. But nothing CAN prepare you, really.

I can't say that i'm in the "deep end"...but at least i'm in the pool and playing!! Stay tuned for the next chapter in the life of a nu sub girl...

 

[shy slave]

Its sounds like you had a great time, Its good you had peple looking out for you as well.

Enjoy the swim

 

[NaughtySlave]

Damn

Wow,that sounded like fun!Glad You had such a good time.I swear I can almost see you glowing from the way you're talking about it.Can't wait to hear about the next one

 

[marieR19]

Wow. Sounds like you had a great time! I'm so glad your in the pool now! Welcome to the wonderfulness of it.


Heather

 

[chris9]

Sounds great! I'm glad for you.

Now, could you (or someone else) please explain what flash cotton is?

 

[h_i_s]

Thanks for sharing a glimpse of your first real time experience with us nusubgurl. i agree, there is nothing else which will prepare anyone, as far as being able to imagine how 'awesome' it all can be once they are ready and can manage to shut down the computer and actually jump into the pool. Good for you ..

Sounds great! I'm glad for you.

Now, could you (or someone else) please explain what flash cotton is?

It's a fabric made of cotton, and it burns quickly. FLASH COTTON (more info and a photo) ....
Magicians use it. Some who enjoy the erotic sensations of 'fire play' also use it.

 

[chris9]

It's a fabric made of cotton, and it burns quickly. FLASH COTTON (more info and a photo) ....
Magicians use it. Some who enjoy the erotic sensations of 'fire play' also use it.

TY

 

[h_i_s]

TY

Welkies ...

 

[nusubgurl]

It's a fabric made of cotton, and it burns quickly. Some who enjoy the erotic sensations of 'fire play' also use it.

it's neat stuff..like a very fine and loosely woven cheescloth with an accelerant added it. You lay a SMALL square or long strips where you want to experience the sensation and the light it...it flashes with a huge bright yellow gold flame and the heat is very intense for about 1 second. The visual is half the mind fuck effect...

we had to take some precautions...keep your hair back..no ceiling fans, A/C vents blowing on you...nothing "flashable" nearby...but i was kinda sprawled on a sofa...so no specialized table, etc...

and He was very experienced...

The heat is...ya know i can't really explain it...it was HOT and warm and very stimulating, but there wasn't even a red mark...

Now i know he was just demonstrating.. and actual play might be a bit more intense, but it really brings the blood flow up to your skin and primes you for whatever comes next

 

[FurryFury]

Your first time sounds great! I'm happy for you. Congrats!

Fury

 

[babiesmiles]

Congratulations

 

[Shankara20]

(and is outdoors, with a bonfire ) and i can hardly wait!!

More fire play??

 

[Shankara20]

It is Sunday

Next party is Saturday (and is outdoors, with a bonfire ) and i can hardly wait!!

OK - so now it Sunday, nu sub gurl.
Stories - I want stories
It's not nice to keep Me wanting
HW

 

[nusubgurl]

OK...as promised, Chapter 2

The party was wonderful...we started out outdoors in a big pasture, with all the amenities..equipment, lighting, good music, a HUGE bonfire and kinky folks

But alas, some of the more skimpily clad subs clearly demonstrated they were cold and so the party moved indoors. I think moving all that heavy play equipment into the house took the edge of some Doms' arms...

i watched alot...and no surprise here: was completely entranced by a new style of fire play. The Master, B, is a long, long time professional firefighter and so the trust was there. And this technique kinda needed that level of trust.

First i wrapped my hair up and stretched out on the floor on my belly. Then B took two batons, about as long as drumsticks and wrapped at the end with some sort of absorbent material to make, in essence a giant qtip, and soaked them in alcohol. He lit one and proceeded to take the unlit one and swipe a small path with the alcohol soaked one across my back and ignited it with the lit one which He IMMEDIATELY extinguished with a swipe of his hand.

WWWWOOOOWWWWW!!!

i had watched two other women being played and so i THOUGHT i knew what to expect, but nothing can prepare you for this. The alcohol is cold, then the flame is first warm, the VERY briefly ~~HOT~~ but then a fraction of a second later it was gone...the heat is there so briefly i could never be certain it was uncomfortable. This pattern was repeated rapidly (about one touch every 2 seconds), in small swatches all over my back, hips, ass, and my sides.

He did this for about 15 minutes, but it seemed to last forever. I was so out of it...

Anyway, another Dom friend mentioned that i am a *serious* sensation junkie and B proceeded to ask for a second toy box...and told me to stay down and keep my eyes closed (okay..NOT a problem )

Next thing i know i feel cold steel on my warm back...that WILL take a gurl outta subspace.

B then proceeded to gently rake across my back, starting at my shoulders and working down..then turned to lengthwise strokes...i could feel the checkerboard appear

And of course, accompanied by my endless moaning and arching, he just raked and clawed me into oblivion. At one point he actually took the points and dug them lightly into the high curve of my hips and then *pricked* me down my ass...OMG....O*M*G

Once He was finished with me, He showed me what he was using...these were actual knife blades, about 3-4 inches long and shaped like eagle talons, fitted into metal sockets that fit over the tips of His fingers. The mind fuck of seeing them was kinda bizarre...

Good thing He waited till AFTERwards to show me...

And i have pics!! Be patient till i can d/l them from my camera (need to get a cable) and you will see how much fun i had!!

Oh yes, i got my first spanking, too...but it was a trivial matter of being trapped in the corner of the kitchen by my (now ticked off) Dom friend after i took the last piece of fried chicken...turns out he has a thing for backs and thighs! LOLOLOLOL - Love ya <MF>

are you happy now HW??? Love you too...

And the saga continues...

 

[FurryFury]

I'm so fucking jealous girl!

Congrats!

Sounds incredible!

Fury

 

[Shankara20]

are you happy now HW??? Love you too...

And the saga continues...

This story pleases Me, yes.
I can almost feel your warm skin from here, and the red marks must look good on your body. I trust you will be able to feel them at work on Monday - as you do smile - any be the only person there knowing why.
I was wanting you to get more impact experiance
but there is always next time
We will connect soon.
Sleep well.

 

[nusubgurl]

Class is now in session

I can tell you now i am a submissive-in-training, and my first class was WONDERFUL!!

A local submissive's lifestyle group had a FemDomme play school on Friday night. Seven different rooms were set up, each with one or two Dommes demonstrating specific play techniques. They were wax play, devils' fire, knife/sense play, violet wand, bondage, caning, and needle play/piercing. 20 submissives, male and female, could pick and choose to experience whatever they wanted. I chose the first four.

1) Devil's fire - ya'll already know from the first two parties that i am a fire slut, so more fire play was number one on my list. Two Dommes had me on a regular bed on my back..and each had what you might remember as dissection probes from biology class: 4" long fine pointed steel pins mounted in a wooden dowel handle. They heated these in the flames from cans of sterno until they were glowing (only did this initially - that sterilizes them) and then to play, simply heated them and then, rapidly pricked straight down onto my skin. As the hot point touched my skin, i could hear the POP! of the skin cell rupturing and the white hot pain for just barely an instant. The mental rush is that you THINK it hurts, but it's gone so fast, you can't be sure...and then the endorphine rush comes on just the same!!!

They started on my tummy till i got the feel of it, then started making rosettes around my nipples. I was having my usual, vocal good time...and then they started on the inside of my thighs. A little hotter, a little longer touch...and i was FLYING!!! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW... Thank you Ma'am may i have another????

2) Violet Wand - this was my first time to play with this on all those sensitive lil bits that make up a girl. Before, I had only felt this on my back and arms. She started with the big bulb (larger surface area gives a milder sensation) all over my belly, breasts, vulva and thighs. Good...but i was waiting for something a bit more intense. She delivered!! Next she used an attachment that looked like a three fingered comb. She started in my hair...<shivers>...that was deliciously good...then she would focus one tine on my nipple...YoWza!! It was really fun..but i still think that there's more to violet wand, and hope to experience that at the hands of real expert at playing in that style. (DVS.. can i come up??)

3) Hot Wax - IMPORTANT NOTE: if you do fire play and wax play in the same scene, make sure you either do wax last, or make a point to remove all the oil from your body before you begin fire play. The oil residue can cause scarring from the fire play.

The Domme <TC> doing wax play was a very mature and well known Domme visiting from New York. This woman was very no nonsense and had an aura around her that made you speak VERY respectfully to her. As luck would have it, i was given the job of attending to her, getting her drinks, etc. during the evening. Talk about a mixed blessing...

And another aside about her...<D>, one of my protectors, and I were at a fund-raiser for a leather-dyke group last weekend, and she was giving spanking demos. He took me aside and told me "If that nice little old lady over there EVER asks you if you want a spanking from Her, you say in your most polite tone of voice 'No thank you very much, Ma'am'!"

So, back to wax...

First i stood in front of Her, hands behind my head, on a plastic tablecloth, while she oiled me down . Then i lay on the floor on a paper drape on top of the tablecloth. And She didn't give me much of a warm up: She started out with a jar candle of BLACK wax!! She made a freeform drawing from my tits to my vulva (remember to shave!!!) of a cat..what else? For 20 minutes, she used about a dozen different kinds and colors of candles to draw on me. It was ecstasy. The steady stream of hot wax, the spread of the warmth, the "spot weld" effect as some of the hotter melting waxes would drill down through the already melted wax coating on my skin...lovely.

Her art was fleeting thought as the moment i started to get up off the floor, it began to crack off...but something even better was yet to come

4) Knives - What's the best way to get wax residue off?? You got it...a nice sadistic Domme with a hunting knife in Her hand! <LR> really did scrape the remainder of the wax off just to help clean up... however She also helped rock my world. If you've never had a Lady staring deep into your eyes while holding a very sharp knife point pressed to your jugular vein, then you have missed out!! Sliding the blade across my throat, down my sternum and belly to my vulva and down the inside of my thigh... i never knew i could be that rigid and that still...she kept having to stop so i would breathe. But then things got wiggly...she got out a wartenburg wheel... now that's a fun toy!! She also used claws, which i love...but i asked Her to go back to the knife, which i think pleased Her. I would like to play with Her again..

It was fun...but just a taste of each...not enough to reach subspace, just enough to want MORE!!

I watched the bondage, and HEARD the caning <EEK!> and helped with the piercings. It was a good time. The FemDommes have agreed that they would do this again, so i hope to attend the next one as well.

 

[FurryFury]

*sighs and smiles*

Too cool!

Fury

 

[Shankara20]

Talk about a mixed blessing...

hee hee hee

 

[FurryFury]

hee hee hee

OMG! What is your av a picture of exactly? *shivers*

Fury

 

[Shankara20]

OMG! What is your av a picture of exactly? *shivers*

Fury

Me - here, have a full look-see

 

[greenmands]

jealous

Too bad they don't have something like that in my town. The few lifestylers I've met here were, how can I say this politely?, Snobbish, clannish ? They acted like if you haven't been in their little patch of hellish heaven for years, you weren't worth talking politely to.
Of course that is a total of 9 people I met here. I'm quite sure the others in this large city are most civil, polite, and will assist newbies. I pretty sure there are several hundred lifestylers here since I know that there are at least 10 gay leather bars here. I just haven't managed to locate a straight leather bar just yet. If I had a car, it might help.

 

[greenmands]

Ps

nusubgurl, do you have a blog ? Your adventures are very entertaining and informative. Thank you

 

[FurryFury]

Me - here, have a full look-see

Oh! Now I can tell exactly what that is! Thank you Shankara20!

Ouches though. Something about pierced or needled skin being pulled makes me shiver.

My dude would NEVER let me do anything like that to him. He's just not "wired" that way. However some of those jeweled sound thingies might just have to be played with someday. They are soooo pretty!

The other night when we did our interest inventories, he told me that everything, even stuff he said NO about could be done if I REALLY wanted too. Just I said to him. What a couple of pleasers we are eh?

Each to their own right?

*smiles*

Fury

 

[jadefirefly]

Wow...

I'm just so jealous now! ^_^ Lucky, lucky!