Nobody Knows

[BiBunny]

A tear shed for you bun-buns.

I'll cry for both of us if you can't anymore.

Thank you. Seems like all I do these days is cry.

Saturday night, one of my gay guy friends took my girlfriend Kitty and me to a drag show. It was fun, but our friend told us later he wished we'd had more fun. I apologized for making him think I wasn't having fun because I was. I was just feeling a little wistful about B. Kitty looked at me and said, "Honey, how in the hell does a drag show make you think about B.?" Damn good question, but the answer is, EVERYTHING makes me think about B. right now. Or maybe I just never stop thinking about him at all

 

[Snoozebutton2]

I wish knew some way to help you resolve your feelings. Those it's not you but me or other excuses used to spare your feelings. They don't help worth a damn. You want to know what was broke. Why they can't feel"those" feelings. Hell I want brutal honesty. I think everyone is so politally correct they carry it to relationships. They call it break ups for a reason. You need that true break to really be able to move on. Don't know if my ramblings helped. But hopefully you will get that closure you seek.

 

[BiBunny]

I wish knew some way to help you resolve your feelings. Those it's not you but me or other excuses used to spare your feelings. They don't help worth a damn. You want to know what was broke. Why they can't feel"those" feelings. Hell I want brutal honesty. I think everyone is so politally correct they carry it to relationships. They call it break ups for a reason. You need that true break to really be able to move on. Don't know if my ramblings helped. But hopefully you will get that closure you seek.

You're right, Snooze. It would help tremendously if the bastard would just talk to me, but he just up and disappeared. I'm pretty sure I know what happened, but that doesn't make his actions right. I wish I could be angry, wish I could stop hurting and stop caring, but that's going to be a long time coming, I'm afraid.

 

[Snoozebutton2]

You're right, Snooze. It would help tremendously if the bastard would just talk to me, but he just up and disappeared. I'm pretty sure I know what happened, but that doesn't make his actions right. I wish I could be angry, wish I could stop hurting and stop caring, but that's going to be a long time coming, I'm afraid.

Nothing wrong with owning your feelings. Just remember you weren't the cause.

 

[wenchhh]

Awww bunny... adding to your puddle of tears here too. I've felt like this only once in mylife, thank God. All the "if only's" going thru your head... that hollow pit in your stomach... how nothing looks appetizing right now.... and you just yearn for his arms around you. It's so hard, especially when someone "gets" you, to then go without that. I'm saying a prayer for you... and hugging you tight. Hang in there girl. You will survive, we all did... it just hurts like hell. Just wanted you to know you're not alone in those feelings. We're here for ya.

 

[the_pet]

.....sitting silently with you
.....holding your hand


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