Hello, I have been thinking about sucking a cock for quite some time now. The problem is I am just too nervous to go through with it. I am married and it has to stay my secret, but I just can't quit thinking about it. I keep hearing how wonderful it is. I don't understand what the attraction is or why I am so obsessed with it. I went so far as to meet a guy once, but never had the balls to really hook up with him, though he was willing. Should I just try the glory hole thing so I don't have to look anybody in the face? Advice would be greatly appreciated.