New Beginnings (Closed)

[Mayu]

Life could be rather complicated that was easy to know, Eden Wolf had seen what life was like first hand. Life could be simple, could be complicated and rather different every single day. Her friend Tim was a good guy and was rather handsome as well, he had been with his partner a good five years. Tim and Josh were a good ten years older then her at least. They were funny and very good friends, though the peace and happiness was not to be.

Unfortunately it was on the way from the movies, she was in the back seat. Tim was driving and of course his lover was in the passenger seat. Talking and relaxing, they had done this all the time. But out of the blue a drunk driver went through the read light, smashing into the car. A piece of car went right into Josh's stomach and she struggled wanting to help. But she was pinned, both legs pinned and she could not move at all.

When she woke up she was in the hospital room with Tim, and unfortunately when she woke up he was crying. And Eden knew that Josh had died, she felt so bad for him as well. Eden and Tim became rather close, and she helped him through Josh's death. She had accepted years ago her friends were gay, since she had feelings for Tim. But never said anything since it was not her place to, now life seemed meaningless for Tim.

It was easy to read him and he could read her, what pissed her off is those who were gay were stereotyped a lot. Gay men are suppose to walk funny, talk funny. But she knew better then that. A few times a week they hang out and today was one of those days. Tim had just arrived they were going to watch a movie together, she showed him in and sat on the couch. Looking at her friend she smiled a little bit, and decided to ask.

"How are things Tim?"

 

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Tim sighed and shook his head. He ran a hand through his hair. He normally gave himself a buzz cut regularly, but he had lost motivation recently. His dark brown hair wasn't long, but it was several inches longer than normal. "I'm doing alright, I guess," he said. He missed his lover so much. Nothing felt right without him. He could barely even go to the gym anymore without thinking of Josh. Tim had once been very muscular, and he was still toned, but he had now lost a lot of his muscle mass. "I miss Josh a lot, obviously. It just feels weird not having anyone there when I wake up. I miss going on hikes with him, or to the movies. I even miss boring things like buying groceries together." He smiled faintly before he continued. "Most of all, though, I miss the sex."

Tim hadn't had sex since Josh died, he hadn't even masturbated. It didn't happen often but he would sometimes find himself checking out women he was so horny. He especially liked to look at Eden. He realized his eyes were roaming her body then and he looked back up to her eyes. "But enough about my depression, isn't your birthday in a few days? I bet you're excited to finally turn eighteen."

 

[Mayu]

Eden could tell Tim was hurting and it hurt her as well, thinking for a moment she wished she could do something for him. Hearing what he said she nodded to him a little bit, reaching over she took his hand in hers and squeezed it. "I am sorry about Josh I miss him to, he was a good guy someone who loved you the way you should be loved. I have never had a boyfriend so I don't know how you feel I am just sorry I couldn't do something" Eden said sadly and looked down. Thinking about it hurt.

But there was nothing no one can do, it was just something that happened she knew. But right now there wasn't any kind of word she could help him with, she loved Tim very much but was quiet about it. She offered a smile and a gentle touch. "Your strong Tim you always have been, you where there for my early graduation and was there when my parents were killed. If you need me for anything Tim I am here you know that right?" She said and hoped that he would be okay since she worried.