Azuldrgon
Ronin
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More than a yes.![]()
CT's gonna be one lucky bastard. I am so jellin.@_@ okay..
CT's gonna be one lucky bastard. I am so jellin.![]()
*gasps* Clerky!!!!
I also picked up Days of Ruin and Platinum. Great nerdy minds think alike, eh?![]()

What?
I'm envious of anyone who can keep really do the love thing.
All mozaku joking aside, when it comes to relationships, I'm good for sex and friendship, and that's about it.
Pardon the rant, but I just finished slaying a case of Woodchuck ciders, so I'm a little drunk.
I've been in two fairly serious relationships, both lasting about 2 years, and both spent the last six months or so hemorrhaging from every orifice. I've had a dozen or so one nighters, or lessthanaweekers.
Ah, hell with it. I'm buzzed and miserable, so take it with a grain of salt, eh?
Mostly, I suppose, I'm just annoyed about having spent too much money on sex related gadgets, and don't get to use them.
CT's gonna be one lucky bastard. I am so jellin.![]()

*huggums* Really Clerky -_-"
You have nothing to be jealous about- really. I, too have only been in 2 serious relationships. The last one tried to choke me & this one, I'm surprised as hell that it's actually going serious!!
The "choke" relationship was 4 years, and me & Chronie are 2 and a half.
I'm proud to say I never had a one-night stand and only slept with 3 guys in my 23 years of existance @_@.
Anyway; what I'm trying to say is, "The hell with it". You're special lady will come eventually. You just gotta have a little patience is all. However; having dozens of one-nighters & 1-weekers is not going to achieve that. A one night stand. Hell- even a one-week stand does not give you a change to actually know somebody! Think of it this way. You have slept with a dozen girls on the first night of knowing them. That's a dozen chances of a relationship missed.
Maybe just take some time to know a girl and not try to know her pants. Cleric or not, you KNOW this, and in a way; I'm really damn surprised that I am giving you this advice. Take responsibilty for what you want. Otherwise, you'll be stuck on that same ass boat.
A excellent person that you can learn from is Chronie. Did you know that I am the 106th girl he's slept with? But in reality, he's only dated two? Yeah, it's a lot and I'm not overly impressed that I'm lucky girl 106 @_@ but you know what? I'm with him now and I am currently the longest girl he's ever been with. How? Because he gave me a chance. Honestly; me and him actually never even really considered dating. But because I took a chance and so did he, we are in a good relationship.
If a girl is willing to chat you up, that's a huge risk she's taking. She knows nothing of you but she's willing to. You need to meet a girl half way! Give them a chance and see if you guys click. Honestly, what happened to the girl you were gloating about last week? The one you stopped sex to have a Firefly discussion?? Why don't you call her up and ask her for a coffee date or even a invite over to dork out and watch something nerdy. I'd bet she would like that. Who knows? Maybe it could blossom into something more?
Give girl's a chace Clerky. I want to see you find someone and be truly happy : )
Thanks for the hugs, and make no mistake; I'm not jealous of Tol's relationship status, but that he and Pix are genuinely right for and love each other.
*Sigh* I give chicks a chance, each and every one. I am not a 'playa' or anything of the sort. Firefly chick, for example, has not returned my calls. Which, while not heart breaking, is disappointing. I know the rules of the game, and try to be the gentlemen, but I am rapidly reaching that cynical level.
Again, just write it off as drunken cleric whining.
I never said I was unhappy being single. I wouldn't turn down a good thing, but right now, unless my high priestess bumps into me, I'm done looking for a while.
Don't be.

Thanks for the hugs, and make no mistake; I'm not jealous of Tol's relationship status, but that he and Pix are genuinely right for and love each other.
*Sigh* I give chicks a chance, each and every one. I am not a 'playa' or anything of the sort. Firefly chick, for example, has not returned my calls. Which, while not heart breaking, is disappointing. I know the rules of the game, and try to be the gentlemen, but I am rapidly reaching that cynical level.
Again, just write it off as drunken cleric whining.
I never said I was unhappy being single. I wouldn't turn down a good thing, but right now, unless my high priestess bumps into me, I'm done looking for a while.
This isn't meant to offer advice, you honestly don't need it because you already know everything I could possibly say. More or less this is just one person, reaching out to another wonderfully great person to say don't give up, but maybe step down the active searching and let that lucky lady find you.
...and of course, keep it shiny.

*Sigh*
It gets lonely up here at the top of the hierarchy, doesn't it?
Alright, all joking aside, thanks.
You too, nerd kitty.
I love you all, and will feel really bad about sacrificing you all during the Eclipse...
When (if) the Eclipse comes, I am converting.
Just so you know.
I'm working on it...
Started passing out these little red face amulet thingies... Couple promising young Lawful Evil up and comers. We'll see.
So, let me ask you this, oh wise woman and Empress mine...
Are you happy being single?
Since there is no one definition of happiness I can say a qualified yes.
I am happy with my freedom and the lack of constant arguments, fights, fear, anxiety and depression that comes with a bad relationship.
I am happy finding out what makes me who I am and what makes me happy on my own.
I miss the intimacy(yes even more than the sex) of having a partner, I miss the sex, I miss the companionship. So these things make me unhappy.
Overall, yes I am happy, but I could be happier.
Of course, the sex is nice too.Good stuff.
I'm happy too, and for many of the same reasons.
Oddly, what I miss most is the rewarding feeling of functionality. When I have someone to assist, help, pleasure, and otherwise walk with, I feel like an important part of a machine.
Of course, the sex is nice too.
Yes, *sigh* that feeling of the whole being greater than the sum of it's parts and the partnership. I miss having someone to cook for, to dress up for, to be sensual for to bring a handful of wildflowers and chicken soup when he's sick. TO make an ass of myself to make him smile when he's blue and hold him when he cries, or cry for him when he can't.
One of the things I loved to do, curl up in bed and let him just rest his head on me while I read to him. Didn't matter what the subject was, just being close and sharing that time together.
Of course I have my dog, but it's not the same. She steals my covers.
I will find my shinily innocent little greasemonkey.Yeah...
Oh well. I still firmly believe there's at least one person for everyone else out there, so we'll find ours.
I will find my shinily innocent little greasemonkey.
No force in the 'verse can stop me from that.
Well Empress, if you ever want some regular sex, you could always come visit me in Kansas. Maybe I can even give you some companionship.
As far as stealing the covers goes, I'm willing to share.![]()