slippedhalo
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April sighed, looking at Austin. "Just stop it." She said simply, her hand on the back of his neck to still him. "For once in your life you get confirmation that not only are you not useless but actually are special and THIS is how you react?" She shook her head, "I can't do or say anything to prove to you how this is bigger than you, than all of us, now." She stood, "Do you think we're not scared? Every one of us could fuck things up for everybody. But, not trying could be more disastrous than any mistake. We're stuck in this, all of us. We can embrace it, do our best, and hope it works out or we could...do whatever the hell that is, there...." She kissed the top of his head then said, "Fix that wall before day's end whatever you choose. That's an order. I know what I choose. I'm going to Med Bay. I want my new life. I like these people and I like the opportunities for adventure and community this situation brings so I plan to give it my all. I'm going to Med Bay so I'm not late for my first assignment. I hope I'll see you there."
Then, she walked out of her room hoping some of what she said would sink in. Austin exhaustion had kicked in and she needed to go someplace else to calm down. Med Bay for training would be just fine, as far as April was concerned. She could lead a horse to water but couldn't make it drink. He had to decide to put their needs ahead if his self doubt himself.
Then, she walked out of her room hoping some of what she said would sink in. Austin exhaustion had kicked in and she needed to go someplace else to calm down. Med Bay for training would be just fine, as far as April was concerned. She could lead a horse to water but couldn't make it drink. He had to decide to put their needs ahead if his self doubt himself.
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