my thread

[elizabeth22673]

.......drive by hello and wishing this thread lots of smiles

 

[mrtnmoon]

.......drive by hello and wishing this thread lots of smiles

drive-by? I didn't know you were a gang-banger, lizzie.
wait, that didn't come out right.

anyway, thanks and back at ya.

 

[mrtnmoon]

take my heart - triumph

take my heart
and lay it out before you in my song
mmmmm... I play my part
and hope against all hope you play along

take my heart
take this magic from my mind
take my heart
take the dreams you always hoped to find

chorus:
take my song, take my heart
give my dreams a chance to start
take my song, take my heart..... take my love

I wear a song to mask my awkward face
the music helps to fill the empty space
I wish that I could hide it all away
instead it shows in every note I play

and I play...

take my song, take my heart
give my dreams a chance to start
take my song, take my heart..... take my love

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[mrtnmoon]

february is usually a shitty month for me. between valentine's day and the birthday of someone that I once would have done almost anything for, my heart is usually breaking. add to that the fact of how bad off we are right now financially and I would usually be borderline suicidal by now.... but I'm not.

why? because of her.

it started out innocently enough, with a song and an offer of friendship. I don't think either one of us expected anything more. which makes this all the more pleasant, at least from my perspective. she has quickly become very important to me, and being around her makes my heart smile so big. yeah, I know I already used that line in a post last night. it's not plagiarism if you steal from yourself.

I don't know where the road will lead. it may not go anywhere. all I can tell you right at this moment in time is that she makes me happy and bless her for that.

an added bonus is the messages I've received publicly and privately ranging from smiles to out and out joy at seeing me happy and declarations of how sweet we are together. those messages have been very touching and I thank you all.

a bittersweet downside is that I apparently underestimated how much I meant to someone and now she's been hurt in the process. I am truly sorry for that because I never intentionally set out to hurt anyone. in the past I'd have probably told you I'm not worth hurting over. I can't really say that right now because I feel pretty good about myself, but I am truly sorry that I hurt you.

I thought we were friends... my offer of friendship was good then and it's good now. if you can't get past your hurt and accept that offer.... again, I am truly sorry. I wish you could be happy for me, just as I wish that someday you will feel again what I feel right now. I'm happy. be happy for me.

thank you for sweeping me off my feet, angel baby.

 

[msmaggie]

Hello, Just wanted to say how happy I am for you. both.http://i261.photobucket.com/albums/ii44/msmaggie88/happy-1.gif

 

[sweetgypsy]

it started out innocently enough, with a song and an offer of friendship. I don't think either one of us expected anything more.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Hello, Just wanted to say how happy I am for you. both.http://i261.photobucket.com/albums/ii44/msmaggie88/happy-1.gif

thank you, ms. maggie.

 

[mrtnmoon]

it started out innocently enough, with a song and an offer of friendship. I don't think either one of us expected anything more.

where I was (as I almost always am) such a ramblin' guy, you cut to the heart of the matter. thank you, baby.



edited to add: damn emoticon rule. lol.

 

[mrtnmoon]

random thought...

I came across this little exchange and it made me laugh:

who is your favorite figure skater?

...do they still do that?....

I remember back to the few years following the tonya harding - nancy kerrigan mess. you couldn't turn on the tv during most weekends without coming across some figure skating competition or exhibition. now it's hard to find. I didn't really care for the olympic style competitions so much as the exhibitions like "rock and roll figure skating" or whatever it was called.

yeah, yeah... straight guys aren't supposed to be into figure skating, but I dug it. chicks with nice asses in skimpy costumes? what's not to like? having said that, the chick would have to be especially pretty or the costume especially revealing for me to sit through one of them skating to sappy music. gimme the rock and roll. or something goofy... there was a guy named (I think) gary beacom who used to do some crazy routines... I think I remember seeing him skate while standing on his hands, but maybe I'm just having an acid flashback.

for the record.... tonya harding for me. I couldn't stand nancy kerrigan's big horse teeth and every time I saw her I could see that clip playing in my head of her screeching, "why? whyyyy??!!" shut the fuck up.

the only thing she ever did that I enjoyed was when she hosted SNL. one of the skits they did was about her being part of a skating team with chris farley. funny as hell.

besides... tonya had the underdog background... and she just looked like she'd be a lot more fun to fuck.

 

[sweetgypsy]

You cease to amaze me

 

[mrtnmoon]

You cease to amaze me

ouch. is it because I was into figure skating or because I was into tonya harding?

 

[mrtnmoon]

random thought...

it's nice to hear a love song on the radio and be able to sing along and not have to turn the station because your heart is breaking.

I hope ya don't mind
I hooope ya don't mind that I put down in words...
how wonderful life is while you're in the world

 

[kendra1980]

Hey Moon

Your smile is contagious. I just read it and it made me smile!!!

 

[mrtnmoon]

Hey Moon

Your smile is contagious. I just read it and it made me smile!!!

thank you, kendra.

random thought...

there was something really funny that I wanted to post as a random thought, and I've forgotten what it was. getting old is a bitch.

 

[kendra1980]

thank you, kendra.

random thought...

there was something really funny that I wanted to post as a random thought, and I've forgotten what it was. getting old is a bitch.

Hey, don't quote me and then talk about getting old bitches!!!

Wait, that's not what you said at all...or is it???

 

[mrtnmoon]

Hey, don't quote me and then talk about getting old bitches!!!

Wait, that's not what you said at all...or is it???

now, wait a minute... don't go putting words under my fingers. lol.

 

[sweetgypsy]

Is someone getting forgetful.........definately old age!!

 

[mrtnmoon]

Is someone getting forgetful.........definately old age!!

yeah... it's a good thing some people are unforgettable.

 

[sweetgypsy]

yeah... it's a good thing some people are unforgettable.

..........must not be talking about anyone I know

 

[mrtnmoon]

..........must not be talking about anyone I know

bullshit. you know exactly who I'm talking about.

don't make me spank you.

 

[sweetgypsy]

Good Morning Moon
Hope you have a grrrrrrrrreat day!

bullshit. you know exactly who I'm talking about.

don't make me spank you.

Promises, promises

 

[mrtnmoon]

Good Morning Moon
Hope you have a grrrrrrrrreat day!

Promises, promises

*looks at the clock*
good morning, angel baby.
you have a great day, too. (sorry, my tony the tiger isn't working )

again with the eye rolling... that'll get you another swat.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I just got home from seeing my counselor. I thought about putting it off... I didn't really know if I felt like doing any heavy duty talking and I thought the crappy weather would be the perfect excuse. she didn't have another opening until march 14, so I decided to go ahead and go.

I think I'm glad I did because it was a good session. bitch done give me homework, tho. damn. I have to come up with a list of 20 good things about myself. I got nothing... well, except for the fact that I'm a spelling nerd and I'm excellent at picking my nose and scratching my balls.

 

[sweetgypsy]

I'm excellent at picking my nose and scratching my balls.

Simultaneously??

I didn't have any idea you were that talented!

 

[mrtnmoon]

Simultaneously??

I didn't have any idea you were that talented!

heck, it get even better... I , no, nevermind, that's kinda gross. you don't wanna know what I was going to say.

I am very talented, tho.