my thread

[skittles_lm]

Howdy! Long time... how's you?

 

[asian_princess]

Howdy! Long time... how's you?

*pounces on Skittlebum and ravages her over and over*


I'm good wench..how's you?

lol...well it IS "my thread."

and i fink moonie wouldn't mind us gettin' a lil naughty here

*gets out a flashlight*

speaking of which...Moooooooooonie..where are you? Come out and play with us...we'll be gentle!... for the first 5 minutes...

 

[skittles_lm]

*pounces on Skittlebum and ravages her over and over*


I'm good wench..how's you?

lol...well it IS "my thread."

and i fink moonie wouldn't mind us gettin' a lil naughty here

*gets out a flashlight*

speaking of which...Moooooooooonie..where are you? Come out and play with us...we'll be gentle!... for the first 5 minutes...

Gentle... is that english? LOL

I miss you brat! I am going out of town for the weekend, so I wont be around... so ravish me now babe!

*kisses*

 

[mrtnmoon]

speaking of which...Moooooooooonie..where are you?

well... for a few days I was feeling kinda down so I kept to myself. then I was out of town. remember my big midwest dada tour? I got back saturday night. been trying to recover since then. now that I know I only got one PM in 10 days offline... who knows, I may start feeling down again...

the dada shows were awesome, tho... it's really a shame that living on the other side of the world you'll most likely never get to see them. they really shine on the concert stage. I only got to 2 of the 3 shows, but I still had a great time.

on a sexual/geographical note, my last morning in chicago I realized that I had jacked off in 3 states in the last 5 days. after that dawned on me I thought about stopping in a restroom in indiana to make it a clean sweep, but I was too damn tired and wanted to get home.

a hey there to skittles, too.

 

[Yang4yin]

on a sexual/geographical note, my last morning in chicago I realized that I had jacked off in 3 states in the last 5 days. after that dawned on me I thought about stopping in a restroom in indiana to make it a clean sweep, but I was too damn tired and wanted to get home.

Well, that's a shame. Maybe you should plan on doing that on the next trip.

 

[pleaz_me]

remember my big midwest dada tour? I got back saturday night. been trying to recover since then.

Uh huh... I do remember....

on a sexual/geographical note, my last morning in chicago I realized that I had jacked off in 3 states in the last 5 days.

Why did someone not get hold of me?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Uh huh... I do remember....
Why did someone not get hold of me?

I guess this makes me look bad, doesn't it?

if you want the complete, honest truth.... I wasn't sure if you were serious about maybe trying to meet up for something/anything, or if it was strictly a bit of a teasing back and forth thing that we had. I've been through things before where I thought someone wanted to meet me only to find out I was wrong, and it's really gotten me hurt a couple of times. I was already feeling kind of down before I left last week, so I didn't want to take a chance. I hope that makes sense to you.

 

[pleaz_me]

I guess this makes me look bad, doesn't it?

if you want the complete, honest truth.... I wasn't sure if you were serious about maybe trying to meet up for something/anything, or if it was strictly a bit of a teasing back and forth thing that we had. I've been through things before where I thought someone wanted to meet me only to find out I was wrong, and it's really gotten me hurt a couple of times. I was already feeling kind of down before I left last week, so I didn't want to take a chance. I hope that makes sense to you.

That makes sense to me. I would have been willing to meet you for a drink or a cup of coffee though... and show you around the city a bit. No worries though, I'm sure there will be other chances

 

[mrtnmoon]

That makes sense to me. I would have been willing to meet you for a drink or a cup of coffee though... and show you around the city a bit. No worries though, I'm sure there will be other chances

well, I appreciate that you're not going to hold it against me. I promise if I ever get that way again I'll let you know. thanks for understanding.

 

[mrtnmoon]

it's funny how something can change your mood so quickly. I was having a pretty decent day, it being my birthday and all. then I got a call from the dr.'s office and my heart is in a little worse shape than it was last year... now I'm kinda thinking what's the point?

 

[pleaz_me]

it's funny how something can change your mood so quickly. I was having a pretty decent day, it being my birthday and all. then I got a call from the dr.'s office and my heart is in a little worse shape than it was last year... now I'm kinda thinking what's the point?

{{{{{mrtnmoon}}}}} Sorry to hear that hon... but remember that your body's been through a lot of changes in the past few years. It's going to take time to be 100% again keep your chin up and remember to celebrate each day and treat it as if it's the bestest day ever!

 

[mrtnmoon]

so, I get these posts from AP wondering where I've been, but now that I'm around again, not a peep. nowgirl seems to be awol, too. ah, well.. life goes on, such as it is.

 

[muskokan]

*taps foot impatiently*

 

[mrtnmoon]

*taps foot impatiently*

I wondered what that constant tap, tap, tapping upside my head was. I thought it was the raven, but it was so much more.

 

[muskokan]

I wondered what that constant tap, tap, tapping upside my head was. I thought it was the raven, but it was so much more.

I'm everywhere and nowhere all at once. apparently you are nowhere all the time?

 

[mrtnmoon]

I'm everywhere and nowhere all at once. apparently you are nowhere all the time?

I'm also nothing. don't forget that.....

 

[muskokan]

I'm also nothing. don't forget that.....

Oh you're lots, but we won't get into that, some people just need to face their personal issues to work them out.

 

[asian_princess]

*barges in* Hey Moonie- i missed ya!

oh!

sowwy. hello Muskinana I'm AP

just leaving some pocky and an mp3 player here for mooniness

talk soon, babe!!

 

[mrtnmoon]

Oh you're lots, but we won't get into that, some people just need to face their personal issues to work them out.

feel free. I know I suck, so say whatever you feel...

 

[muskokan]

*barges in* Hey Moonie- i missed ya!

oh!

sowwy. hello Muskinana I'm AP

just leaving some pocky and an mp3 player here for mooniness

talk soon, babe!!

*waves*

 

[muskokan]

feel free. I know I suck, so say whatever you feel...

you make me want to tie you up and tease you until you say something nice about yourself...

or at least admit you have some fucked up ways of trying to get attention

 

[virgin_not]

feel free. I know I suck, so say whatever you feel...

Someone say *suck*??? Knew it you good in sucking

oops..sowee.don't mind me,just Im lil crazy today!

 

[mrtnmoon]

you make me want to tie you up and tease you until you say something nice about yourself...

or at least admit you have some fucked up ways of trying to get attention

maybe I misread you. I thought you were pissed that I haven't written you, so I was giving you leave to say whatever you need to. I keep promising, but whenever I sit at the computer I can rarely put more than 4 or 5 coherent sentences together.

I've had a lot of physical problems, a lot of well documented emotional probelms, and lately I like taking xanax way too much. in short, I suck. not seeking any sympathy, although that would be nice..... just letting you know where my head has been.

I can come on here and pretend everything is ok for the most part, but that's mostly because I type in short sentences and paragraphs.

I took a marvelous trip to milwaukee and chicago last week, but once I got back to my reality that joy didn't last long. so I come in here and pretend sometimes, but mostly I am nothing.

I'm a poor, fat, bald white boy with the blues. I hope things are going well for you and that you don't hate me by the time I get around to sending you a proper reply.

 

[muskokan]

I don't hate you, somewhat dissapointed at first but after a couple months of waiting it kind of drifts off, until I come back here and see your thread and then realize that I miss talking to you more, you used to inspire me on some level I guess

I have an understanding of life and personal issues let me assure you, but don't stop from writing me because of coherence, or even because of length

 

[mrtnmoon]

I don't hate you, somewhat dissapointed at first but after a couple months of waiting it kind of drifts off, until I come back here and see your thread and then realize that I miss talking to you more, you used to inspire me on some level I guess

I have an understanding of life and personal issues let me assure you, but don't stop from writing me because of coherence, or even because of length

it's bedtime for me now. I did send you an e-mail, and I promise there will be more to follow. I used to pride myself on following through on things, but a lot of stuff has been falling by the wayside lately. I miss you, too, so my apologies for not being a better person or at least a better friend to you.