my thread

[sugared]

do you ever have weird dreams? do you ever remember them?

brie's question got me to thinking about using food during sex. it's not something I have any experience with, other than whipped cream, but thinking about it triggered a memory for me. sort of.

I had a dream a few times about this girl I used to work with. I had major hots for her... I was a fat and shy teenager and pretty much had a crush on any pretty girl I knew that was nice to me.

I don't really remember any details as far as how it came to be, but in this dream I was at her house, she'd been drinking and she had passed out. I took her and put her to bed. t-shirt and panties. I'm a gentleman... I'd never dream of going any farther with someone that couldn't give consent.... except... there was a candy bar on her night stand. a snickers bar.

next thing I know, I'm using the snickers bar to rub her through her panties. she's still asleep, but moaning. I put the candy bar inside her.... don't really remember much after that.... I'd never even seen a porno, so I didn't know what a woman having an orgasm looked or sounded like. I remember eating the candy bar, tho.

that's probably one of the very first erotic dreams I ever had. I don't really have any logical explanation for it, other than as a fat kid I was definitely into food, and before I ever actually had sex the thing I fantasized the most about was going down on someone. I guess eating the candy bar was my way of combining food with eating pussy.

hmmmm... I hope this isn't one of those cases where I've said too much.

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[mrtnmoon]

....

well... hello there, sugar baby...

new av... a tribute to the beatles white album?

 

[virgin_not]

Mr.moon..you sure do have a good heart

 

[purrbaby]

sorry... didn't mean to cause you any pain. lol.

hey... the girl I had my dream about was a blonde.

p.s. welcome to my thread and thanks for sharing...

Pleasure to be here

And I'm a dark blonde, barely counts lol I only use it as an excuse for my dumb moments Which are mostly on purpose because for some reason people find it funny lol

 

[sugared]

well... hello there, sugar baby...

new av... a tribute to the beatles white album?

bwaha.. never even crossed my mind.

 

[purrbaby]

::bump for Moon::

 

[mrtnmoon]

Pleasure to be here

And I'm a dark blonde, barely counts lol I only use it as an excuse for my dumb moments Which are mostly on purpose because for some reason people find it funny lol

I'm sure the pleasure is more mine than yours, but I do hope you enjoy whatever time you spend here....

we have something in common... I like to act goofy or even dumb sometimes to make people laugh. the bad part is that sometimes I don't think they believe it is/was an act.

 

[purrbaby]

I'm sure the pleasure is more mine than yours, but I do hope you enjoy whatever time you spend here....

we have something in common... I like to act goofy or even dumb sometimes to make people laugh. the bad part is that sometimes I don't think they believe it is/was an act.

lmao Don't worry Moon hun, I'm the exact same way. Last time I went the long track to see my fiance, we were in my hotel room, and I fell off the bed... I did it to get him to laugh (and come pick me up ) He didn't know it was an act until last month lol

And it's always fun to hang out at a friend's place.

 

[mrtnmoon]

lmao Don't worry Moon hun, I'm the exact same way. Last time I went the long track to see my fiance, we were in my hotel room, and I fell off the bed... I did it to get him to laugh (and come pick me up ) He didn't know it was an act until last month lol

And it's always fun to hang out at a friend's place.

that definitely sounds like the kind of thing I'd do.

I wish I could hang out with you some more, but I have to work in a few hours so I need to go back to bed in a few minutes. I'm not usually on this late but I had to pee.... and since I was awake I sat in front of the computer and here I am...

hope you have a good day, PB.

 

[purrbaby]

that definitely sounds like the kind of thing I'd do.

I wish I could hang out with you some more, but I have to work in a few hours so I need to go back to bed in a few minutes. I'm not usually on this late but I had to pee.... and since I was awake I sat in front of the computer and here I am...

hope you have a good day, PB.

You too Moon! At least I get to stay home and... clean house tomorrow lol

 

[au_man]

I'm sure the pleasure is more mine than yours, but I do hope you enjoy whatever time you spend here....

we have something in common... I like to act goofy or even dumb sometimes to make people laugh. the bad part is that sometimes I don't think they believe it is/was an act.

Moon,

At times I am impressed with your sly humor, but at other times it seems more a lack of confidence...

Typing on a board makes it tough to understand some people and you Sir are not dumb...

Complex... Yes.

Tough to get to know, again, Yes...

I suggest letting down your guard as we are all strangers here and who gives a whit if we are liked...

Be natural. Be yourself and allow the wolf to run wild...

 

[mrtnmoon]

Moon,

At times I am impressed with your sly humor, but at other times it seems more a lack of confidence...

Typing on a board makes it tough to understand some people and you Sir are not dumb...

Complex... Yes.

Tough to get to know, again, Yes...

I suggest letting down your guard as we are all strangers here and who gives a whit if we are liked...

Be natural. Be yourself and allow the wolf to run wild...

hey au man...
thanks for the pep talk and the kind words re: my humor.

I'll cop to having low confidence and even low self esteem. I guess it comes from being so fat and shy when I was growing up. even tho I'm not as big as I once was, I'm still larger than average and it's hard to not still feel like that fat kid, and feel all the stigmas that go along with that.

I dunno how it is where you are, but in america it seems that if you're fat you're also smelly, lazy and stupid, among other things. at least that seems to be the common perception among the population at large. it also seems like fat people are the last group it's ok to make fun of....

having said that, in general I don't consider myself stupid. I can see how you might think I do... I probably say it a lot. when I get down on myself or just down in general, I feel kind of dumb because I can't just let go of things or I wish so much that things were different. then again, there are other times when I'm just trying to be self-deprecating.

now... in the case of my post to purrbaby (good lord you're a long-winded bastard, moon!!), I was thinking about a couple of incidents in particular where I did things to make people laugh... only to not be believed later when I told them it was intentional. hence, "the bad part is that sometimes I don't think they believe it is/was an act."

 

[Buttah]

Mornin' mrmoon...

 

[mrtnmoon]

Mornin' mrmoon...

gmorning, parkay. how you doing this a.m.?

 

[Buttah]

gmorning, parkay. how you doing this a.m.?

Tired but I will sleep some more later. How are you?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Tired but I will sleep some more later. How are you?

tired also, but I stay that way. I also feel kind of guilty because I'm playing hooky from work. other than that, so far, so good.

 

[mrtnmoon]

butterfly jones

I've talked a little bit about a band I really dig called dada. to recap, I think they're pretty much one of the best things since sliced bread. they remind me of the beatles with jimi hendrix on guitar... they can play kick-ass rock'n'roll and some of the prettiest ballads you'll ever hear. well worth checking out, IMO. if you go to the website's store I think most of the songs have clips you can listen to, although I'm sure they're not long enough to really do the band justice.
their website

ok, then... 2 of the guys in dada had another band called butterfly jones. they released a cd a few years ago called napalm springs. another brilliant slice of rock'n'roll like dada, but a little poppier. this is the review I wrote of the cd for amazon.com when it came out:

Kind of hippie, kind of trippy, but with a definite modern edge, Butterfly Jones has delivered a debut cd loaded with memorable melodies, cool and insightful lyrics, and the slash and burn guitar of Michael Gurley.

Gurley and fellow former dada member Phil Leavitt (along with a cast of.....well, OK, maybe a dozen or so) have crafted a set of songs that touch on a variety of musical styles and emotions. Love, hate, confusion, hope, rock, pop, grunge, it's all there, laced with an acid-tinged psychedelia straight out of the late 60's. Think of the Beatles with Jimi Hendrix on guitar (*note - sorry, I can't seem to get away from that description ) locked in a studio with a drum machine and laying down some jams for the new millennium.

I'm not sure if you can still buy napalm springs anywhere, but it's well worth looking for.

it's not the same without the music, but a lot of the songs just have cool lyrics.... I thought this one especially might appeal to the perusers of lit:

sunsine and ecstasy - butterfly jones

Hey don't look at me
I'm not the one to tell you what to do
But since you're here
Lend me your ear
And I'll turn up the music
And maybe we can use it
For a while
To see you smile
A million miles
And we'll be rolling through the morning in the

Sunshine and Ecstasy
Peace Love Sex and Be Free
Sunshine and Ecstasy
Peace Love Sex and Be Free
Free Free Free

Sometimes I don't know why
I'm on this earth
For what it's worth I know I'm not alone
We've all been there
The bottom stair
No one to help you on your way
And so you stay inside the gray
But not today
The night is young and so are we

Sunshine and Ecstasy
Peace Love Sex and Be Free
Sunshine and Ecstasy
Peace Love Sex and Be Free
Free Free Free

I feel you I know you
I am you understand you
Right now

There's nothing between us
No Mars and no Venus
To bring us down

Sunshine and Ecstasy
Peace Love Sex and Be Free

 

[mrtnmoon]

another cool one...

if I'm interpreting this song correctly, it's basically about how society seems to want its women to be pretty and dumb... "she still feels so alone".... I think that's telling the ladies not to buy into all that b.s.

but I could be wrong.

the systematic dumbing down of terry constance jones - butterfly jones

I used to be an actress
Doing plays out in the lot
Then I became the world's most famous
Female astronaut
My drawings drew the masses
At my one-man woman shows
And I must have saved a thousand lives
With my trusty firehose

But now my hose are stockings
And they run when I go walking
And I can't seem to get my
High heels off the ground

Though my focus is much thinner
I will still be skipping dinner
'Cause I've really got to lose
Those thirteen pounds

It's the systematic dumbing down
Of Terry Constance Jones
She used to be a surgeon
Now she operates the phones
With all her magazines and TV queens
She still feels so alone
It's the systematic dumbing down
Of Terry Constance Jones

Well I played my share of baseball
And I beat the boys at pool
I was smart and silly way before
I found out about bein' cool

Now it seems it's never ending
And my fingernails need tending
And there's no way in hell I'll ever be the
Best
Looking
Back I can't remember
As I gaze at Miss September
My life would be so great
If I just had those
Breasts

It's the systematic dumbing down
Of Terry Constance Jones
She used to be a chemist
Now she wants to be a clone
With all her magazines and TV queens
She still feels so alone
It's the systematic dumbing down
Of Terry Constance Jones

Now boys will be boys
They want toys they can play with
Noise so much noise
Can't hear the voice of yesterday

With all her magazines and TV queens
Lean Cuisines and wrinkle creams
Baywatch Babes and dishonest Abes
Who lie like rugs to get between your legs
And the newest buys that advertise
Blue contact eyes and thinner thighs
And who's the bomb
And Hollywood moms
With their perfect hair
And their own dot coms
And the Howard Stern tarts
We call shock art
And the latest weight loss
Of Calista Flockhart
Perhaps maybe it's not too late
To go resurrect my childhood fate
But that little girl will have to wait
'Cause tonight I've got a real big date
And dammit I'm out of tight white blouses
And besides mother said
People who live in glass houses
Should really not throw stones

It's the systematic dumbing down
Of Terry Constance Jones

 

[mrtnmoon]

one more...

are we in love again - butterfly jones

Monday was our big disaster
Tuesday we fell back in bliss
Wednesday you were through
'Til Thursday night when you adored me

I'm either walkin' through your field of eggshells
Or skating down your street of dreams
I don't mean to stir this pot of gold
But there's one thing I've got to know this morning

So
Are we in love again
Is it off is it on
Are we going am I gone
Is it wrong is it real
Baby tell me what to feel
And I will pretend
That you meant what you said
And we'll jump back into bed
I don't want this to end
So are we in love again

Sometimes I get the strangest feeling
That we have both been here before
And I don't want to spoil your meal
But babe how do we feel this evening

So
Are we in love again
Is it off is it on
Are we going am I gone
Is it wrong is it real
Baby tell me what to feel
And I will pretend
That you meant what you said
And we'll jump back into bed
I don't want this to end
So are we in love again

Cause your love's like a rain fallin' down on me
Yeah it feels so good and it feels so free
And I can't escape
There's no one like you that can turn me on
When we're lyin' here in the naked dawn
I can see forever now

solo

So
Are we in love again
Is it off is it on
Are we going am I gone
Is it wrong is it real
Baby tell me what to feel
And I will pretend
That you meant what you said
And we'll jump back into bed
Will this ever end
So are we in love again

 

[sugared]

Good morning Moon... nice to see you jammin today

 

[mrtnmoon]

Good morning Moon... nice to see you jammin today

hey sugar, baby...

it's nice to be jammin'.... for a long time I haven't hardly listened to any music at all. how be you?

 

[sugared]

hey sugar, baby...

it's nice to be jammin'.... for a long time I haven't hardly listened to any music at all. how be you?

I'm dooin it fine...I cant live without music, think I would go mad after a day or two. Some favs at the present are She wants Revenge, Death from above 1979, Arctic Monkeys, MC Lars, Rev. Horton Heat, MasterCraft, goodness sakes I could go on for a while. So many great new bands!

 

[purrbaby]

if I'm interpreting this song correctly, it's basically about how society seems to want its women to be pretty and dumb... "she still feels so alone".... I think that's telling the ladies not to buy into all that b.s.

but I could be wrong.

the systematic dumbing down of terry constance jones - butterfly jones

Oooh... Love those lyrics lol It's so true...

 

[mrtnmoon]

I'm dooin it fine...I cant live without music, think I would go mad after a day or two. Some favs at the present are She wants Revenge, Death from above 1979, Arctic Monkeys, MC Lars, Rev. Horton Heat, MasterCraft, goodness sakes I could go on for a while. So many great new bands!

gee... wish I could get you to check out dada.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Oooh... Love those lyrics lol It's so true...

no wonder I couldn't find myself... I was looking on the 2nd and 3rd page and you'd got me bumped back up to the front page. lol.

glad you liked the lyrics... it's really a lot cooler hearing the music to go with them. dada and butterfly jones are both such awesome bands. real neat guys, too. I've met them several times.