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muskokan said:
Wishing your mom the best
:kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
thank you, too. save some of those wishes for me... having my own little "surgery" wednesday. if it doesn't kill me, I'll e-mail you when I get out of the hospital.

I know, you're wondering why I don't e-mail you right now..... I'm kinda lost in my own little world of self-pity because I've been off work after being taken out in an ambulance a week ago and "the girl" hasn't even tried to find out how I'm doing.
 
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mrtnmoon said:
I am, right this second, but of course you're not noticing me. :rolleyes:
Well you know why I didn't lol And I'm sorry.

I'm gonna be praying for you babe, so get out of this okay alright? I won't forget out little deal ;)

Be safe hun... :kiss:
 
mrtnmoon said:
thank you, too. save some of those wishes for me... having my own little "surgery" wednesday. if it doesn't kill me, I'll e-mail you when I get out of the hospital.

I know, you're wondering why I don't e-mail you right now..... I'm kinda lost in my own little world of self-pity because I've been off work after being taken out in an ambulance a week ago and "the girl" hasn't even tried to find out how I'm doing.

Ick.. so sorry

:heart: you always have my best wishes, and more.
 
mrtnmoon said:
sometimes you start chatting with people here and you ask them something that they won't answer. it doesn't have to be anything terribly important... just a "make conversation" question like what do they do for a living or something. they won't answer because they "like to keep their lit life and their real life separate."

fair enough...

then if they turn around and tell you that they're thinking about you, or you're in their prayers, how are you supposed to take it? I mean... are you supposed to think they really care, or are they just saying the kind of shit they think you want to hear?

My guess is more the latter, being polite ... I think there are some attachments people make in Lit, but there probably aren't many strong attachments if they won't give you ANY personal details.

Sorry to hear about you and your mom, good luck to you both in your recovery efforts. I'll be thinking about you, you'll be in my prayers ;) I actually will try to keep you in my thoughts while you are out of commission for awhile.
 
hey mrmoon - i'll be thinking of you tomorrow. :rose: :rose:

(even though i'm thinking of you right now.......................)
 
nowgirl said:
hey mrmoon - i'll be thinking of you tomorrow. :rose: :rose:

(even though i'm thinking of you right now.......................)
thanks for the good thoughts nowgirl and pa and and pb and ap and musky and everyone else. good news and bad news... due to a scheduling snafu, I have been pushed back to friday morning.... so I get 2 more days to worry about things before-hand. :rolleyes:

on the bight side, my mom is showing some signs of improvement. :)
 
mrtnmoon said:
thanks for the good thoughts nowgirl and pa and and pb and ap and musky and everyone else. good news and bad news... due to a scheduling snafu, I have been pushed back to friday morning.... so I get 2 more days to worry about things before-hand. :rolleyes:

on the bight side, my mom is showing some signs of improvement. :)
It's good to hear about your mom doing better. And while the extra day to dwell on things sucks (I hate having to wait on things like that), I suspect you'll be just fine. I hope so.
 
Per request...

Moon's doing fine, his brother emailed me today. He said the surgery took about 40 minutes and he didn't mention any complications and at 40 minutes I'm assuming there weren't any. Keep up the prayers though, no such thing as too many and I wanna make sure he's okay.

Oh and babe, when you get back here to see if I DID do what you asked... I'm still holding up to my promise ;) A deal's a deal! :D

Feel better soon Moonie! :rose: :kiss:
 
thanks to everyone for the good wishes, and a big thanks to purr for providing an update. I may not be online much today.... they gave me some xanax and percocet at the hospital and it seems to have made a nice little cocktail. hurting a little bit but not too much and I'm pretty mellowed out and sleepy. as my part of a deal with someone, tho, I promised to get online as soon as possible and let them know I'm ok. she lnows who she is. ;)

even better news for me is that mom is finally making some real improvement. she's off the ventilator now and hopefully will be moving out of the ICU in the next few days.

thanks again.... see ya 'round.
 
it's only been a couple of days, but I really put my defibrillator to the test today. I didn't get a chance to ask the doc how long it'd be until I could masturbate, but since I was home alone I decided to find out if it would do anything. it seeemed to take a little longer than usual to get turned on and get off (maybe the pain pills and xanax), but other than that it went off without a hitch.... until my bro knocked on the door. yikes! I told him to hang on cuz I was trying to cover up, but he came in before I was really ready... dunno if he knew what was going on or not, but I'm thinking if anything is gonna give me a heart attack that might be it. so far, I'm still ticking. :eek:
 
mrtnmoon said:
it's only been a couple of days, but I really put my defibrillator to the test today. I didn't get a chance to ask the doc how long it'd be until I could masturbate, but since I was home alone I decided to find out if it would do anything. it seeemed to take a little longer than usual to get turned on and get off (maybe the pain pills and xanax), but other than that it went off without a hitch.... until my bro knocked on the door. yikes! I told him to hang on cuz I was trying to cover up, but he came in before I was really ready... dunno if he knew what was going on or not, but I'm thinking if anything is gonna give me a heart attack that might be it. so far, I'm still ticking. :eek:
This made me laugh. :D
 
sortacurious said:
This made me laugh. :D
it made me laugh, too, after the fact. I have no idea how much he saw or if he knew what I was doing, but I damn sure ain't gonna ask him. lol.
 
it's been more than 2 weeks now since I've seen or talked to "the girl". she's popped up on AIM a few times, but doesn't even say hi. at this point, I know it shouldn't bother me. she's married to someone else....

I just don't understand how someone's feelings can change so completely. we work together. we're supposedly friends. she hasn't even made any effort to find out how I am. part of me wants to e-mail her and tell her how much it hurts. sometimes part of me wants to really fuck up her world, which I could do with one phone call. I can't do that, tho, because I still care about her. I know that makes me a fool. why do I care so much when she doesn't?
 
mrtnmoon said:
thanks, but I'm not a nice guy. I'm a fool.

well, i don't think you are. we all have and do things that we think makes us fools but that's just being human...no one is perfect.
 
MoonShadowLady said:
well, i don't think you are. we all have and do things that we think makes us fools but that's just being human...no one is perfect.
well...I guess being a fool doesn't make me not a nice guy, does it? I should have just said thanks. thanks. now... tell me why you're a slug....
 
mrtnmoon said:
well...I guess being a fool doesn't make me not a nice guy, does it? I should have just said thanks. thanks. now... tell me why you're a slug....

you're a nice guy. i know what feeling like a fool is like so {{{{hugs}}}
 
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