My Last Night

MorgaineLaFay

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Tonights my last night in my little house on the water.

I am filled with so many emotions.

I'm nearly postal.

I look forward to the future and change. But right now I am scared as hell.
 
Nashville

Words and Music: Amy Ray

As I drive from your pearly gates
I realize that I just can't stay
All those mountains they kept you locked inside
And hid the truth from my slighted eyes

I came to you with a half-open heart
Dreams upon my back illusions of a brand new start...

I fell on my knees to kiss your land
But you are so far down I can't even see to stand
...
You forgot the human race
You see with half a mind what colors hide the face
...
I'd like to know your fate
I'd like to stay a while but I've seen your lowered state today
I've seen 'em today honey I swear I've seen 'em today
I'm running away
 
Thanks.

I am so glad no one can see me right now.

I smile one moment and burst into tears the next.

For fucks sake! I am 33 years old and I feel like I am a lost 18 year old.
 
Good luck to you. I can understand how you feel. Its such a tough time, and a rough road, but you're doing what you need to for you and I'm proud of you.
 
Without A Trace

It will be alright, precisely because you do feel.
MorgaineLaFay said:

For fucks sake! I am 33 years old and I feel like I am a lost 18 year old.



No one here to talk to
No one here to care

Only you to taunt me
Leaves me in despair

Tried to find solutions
Too much time I’ve spent

Hiding in the shadows
Breathe in discontent

...

See the wind beneath me
Lifts me from your might

Swallows all my sadness
All without a fight

Silence starts to guide me
Away from your embrace

Today I flee from madness
To join the human race


Music by Sabrina & Spyro Karagiannis
Lyrics by Sabrina
 
MorgaineLaFay said:
Thanks.

I am so glad no one can see me right now.

I smile one moment and burst into tears the next.

For fucks sake! I am 33 years old and I feel like I am a lost 18 year old.

You are human.
But you are taking it with you and only its the good sides.
Give you some time.
A live cannot be rewriten in one night.
 
Best of luck to you Morgie.

I'll think of another script to violate and make sure you are the first one on the casting couch.

Best of luck to you.
 
scrymettet said:
You are human.
But you are taking it with you and only its the good sides.
Give you some time.
A live cannot be rewriten in one night.
Quel livre est la lecture de chiot? If he has half your wisdom I'll buy him.
 
LukkyKnight said:
Quel livre est la lecture de chiot? If he has half your wisdom I'll buy him.

Been there done that. It makes it easier to understand.
 
Good luck Morgy! I wish you all the best in your great new adventure. I know it is really hard, and very scary, but I know how strong you are. You have my support and warm wishes. I think this is great for you.
 
I never did figure out which was harder. . .making the decision or carrying it out. But, it does get easier. With time. And tears.

Good luck to you.
 
theGatsby said:
Good luck Morgy! I wish you all the best in your great new adventure. I know it is really hard, and very scary, but I know how strong you are. You have my support and warm wishes. I think this is great for you.

Dude..are you free in say...30 minutes?
 
Insight from Bob Newhart:

Laughter gives us distance. It allows us to step back from an event, deal with it and then move on.
From the character Mark Twain:

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear.
 
best of luck to you, Morgy! And though we haven't talked much, I'm here if you need to talk.
 
Ehhh...strength? I am not sure I have it these days. But still I am one of the strongest women I know. Funny how something can break you down and make you feel so weak you just want to cry out for your daddy.
 
We all have our "I want my daddy" moments. It takes strength to admit moments of weakness. It does not define you, though.


:rose:
 
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