You came into my life a year ago unexpectedly. We qucikly fell for each other, you even quicker than me. Almost immediately we were inseparable. I would call you every night before I went to bed. And since you worked at home, we could keep in touch on Yahoo all day. You intrduced me to this lifestyle. It was like I'd found what I've been missing my whole life. I could never go back to a vanilla relationship now. I visited you in July and we were so very happy. It was like a honeymoon. I fell in love with your town. We had such happy plans. I couldn't wait to move to be with you this year. In October of last year, our happiness was ripped from us when we just barely found it. I'm so thankful I was able to be with you after you got ill. You were still the loving man I knew. A month later, that was gone, too. Your stroke/heart attack left you helpless. I can't imagine how horrible it must be. Now, you don't want contact with anyone and I've respected that. I just wish our last conversation had been a happier one. It's been 2 1/2 months since then. I miss you so much. I wish I could change things. It's so unfair that our happiness was taken from us, almost as soon as we got it. I always tell my friends that you gave me the honeymoon I never had with my two bad marriages. You showed me what love could and should be like. I will be forever greatful for that. I hope you got the letter I sent you. You're a great man who doesn't deserve what happened to you. I'll always have a place in my heart for you. One day, we'll be together again and then, it will be forever. I just wish you could see this, that we could talk again 
I hope you will find peace.
I hope you will find peace.
for your kind words.
