Most enlightening experience as a sub/slave

[esclave_PP]

Awhile back I had created a post in my old name (mwbs_slave) about what was all of our most enlightening and eye opening events that have happened to us in the lifestyle and how that affected us over all.

I wanted to ask again but really just for submissives/slaves. How has this highlight or eye opening moment(s) affected your service overall? If with a Master or Mistress, have you used this experiece to further improve yourself for your Master or Mistress? If so, how, and does your Master or Mistress enjoy that? Has your Master or Mistress directed you in any particular way that helped you reach this moment? Please don't leave any details out!

Thanks for satisfying my curiousity!

 

[esclave_PP]

Does no subbie/slave have any real eye opening moment?

 

[snowboundsubbie]

Awhile back I had created a post in my old name (mwbs_slave) about what was all of our most enlightening and eye opening events that have happened to us in the lifestyle and how that affected us over all.

I wanted to ask again but really just for submissives/slaves. How has this highlight or eye opening moment(s) affected your service overall? If with a Master or Mistress, have you used this experiece to further improve yourself for your Master or Mistress? If so, how, and does your Master or Mistress enjoy that? Has your Master or Mistress directed you in any particular way that helped you reach this moment? Please don't leave any details out!

Thanks for satisfying my curiousity!

I am now aware of who I am, why I act the way I do. I find myself trying super hard to please anyone who is Dominant. I have known for a few years my need to serve but put it on the back burner when I felt I was just crazy.
I have noticed a big improvement in the way I behave even though I do not have a Master or Mistress yet. I find myself wanting to please people esp in the Dominant role. I am afraid of consequences for bad choices. I have moved ahead in leaps and bounds and no longer a trouble maker of the internet

 

[erotic_writer_girl]

my experience

HI,

I am now only just exlporing this submissive side to me. For many years I have had to be in control. Had kids to care for and a lot of life issues to deal with. I was even cheekily christened by a freind as "Li'l Ms Diminant" which made me laugh at the time as I imagined said friend tying me to the bed and having his way with me.

One partner who was quite controlling actually got angry with me for being "so damn submissive" and went on to tell me that although he liked being dominant and me being submissive it wasn't right!! He even suggested I was being submissive just to tease him and the he 'knew' I was really dominant by the way I handled yself in daily life and with the kids.

Ohhhh if only there was a way to get people to understand that just because I am strong and capable and a very good mother that does not make me dominant...seething underneath (now surfacing) is one very submissive woman!!

Since joining Literotica and reading so many posts, and replying to the threadds of interest to me I have had the opportunity to talk to others too who understand that strength and ability do not denote a dominant personality. And that one does not have to be weak and whimpy to be submissive!

I am so pleased I have had this time to explore myself and my own feelings and thoughts. I have found my strength in my submissiveness and understand myself a lot better.

I will be here a long time. I have found so many interesting threads and also been able to submit (still pending) stories that explore these things more widely for me. there are so many great people here at this site who willingly express their experiences and offfer ideas, concepts, and advice that I no longer feel, weird or odd about this side of me.

Thanks to all.



EWG