More Than a Connection (Closed for Eklectikchik)

[Larrymartin1213]

Passing a hand over tired eyes, Shane blinked, refocusing on the screen in front of him. It had been another long day at work, but that wasn't the issue at hand. He was stuck in a rut which seemed to be endless and lonely. A self proclaimed workaholic, he worked 12 hours a day, sometimes 6 to 7 days a week when he first started his new job 10 years ago. He was trying to do the best job he could and move up in the company which he finally accomplished. In the 10 years with the company, he had been promoted twice and was now a manager with 1000 people working for him. However in that time, he never saw the toll the job was taking on him personally and his marriage.

His pretty, intelligent wife of 23 years had been his high school sweetheart and they were blessed with a beautiful daughter they had adopted from China who was the light of his life. But as he was soon to figure out, his long hours and work schedule had all but ruined the relationship between him and his family. Shane could feel the void that had been created in his marriage and in him. He had never felt like this before and he had no clue how to fill the empty void he felt inside. To feel alive again!

It was during a day like any other when he'd been introduced to a web site that his assistant manager Brian frequented in search of the ultimate bargain. Brian was known to be a frugal shopper and sometimes long hours led to a little web surfing. What Shane didn't expect was the door that website would open for him. Perusing the site, he quickly noticed the adult section and his curiosity got the better of him. Although a very conservative man when it came to sexual things, like most men, he enjoyed porn. Figuring “What the hell, reading what was on this website had to be as good as or better than watching porn and beating off.”

The “casual encounters” link caught his eye. At first he laughed at some of the titles of the posts: “A hard choice”, “make me squirt”, “make me cum”. It made for a good chuckle! Then some other posts seemed to catch his interest. “FWB” and “looking for long term FWB” were the titles that intrigued him.

“What the Hell does “FWB” even mean?” he thought to himself and consulted the Urban dictionary to find out it meant “Friends with Benefits”. The ads all stated there were woman looking for men just be friends with, have sex with no strings, and not changed their marital status. The thought of this type of relationship made him wonder, could this type of situation really work and can it be this easy to hook up with women?

Having never been with any other woman than his wife, the thought of having sex with another woman not only excited him, but also scared him. There were quite a few fears that went along with searching out another woman for a sexual relationship: would she be a psycho and call his wife, would he catch a disease from her, would she be attracted to him, and finally, would he be able to satisfy another woman or would the woman make fun of him. (The last two he figured were most men’s fear, but most men would never admit to it)

As the months dragged on, he took the plunge and talked with four women, but was able to actually meet and have sex with two of the women he had contacted off of the website. One was just interested in a one night stand, and the other was a freak that liked to do things that he found a little odd. None of the women he talked to or had sex with were interested in becoming real friends or getting “close” as he would say. Instead, after each meeting and each act, he felt empty. Wondering why on earth he'd put himself out there like that? But it all came down to the same reason, he wanted closeness. A connection with someone who understood him. At least he had one perk to the encounters. While he'd be left unsatisfied, the women were fulfilled and that he found pleasing.

Still, it never seemed enough. At home, the relationship with his wife was cold and actually knowing that he was cheating on his wife made the void feel even bigger inside of him. He was at a loss as to what it would take to fill him up and help him feel alive again. With a long sigh, Shane let his eyes drift over the site, desperate to find an answer when his eyes drifted over the link “Strictly Platonic”. Maybe this what he truly needed. Just a friend, a kindred spirit that would want to share her thoughts and feelings with him as well. It didn't take long for his interest to settle on an add which responded to, “Looking for pen pals or someone to chat with

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

More than a Connection (Closed for Eklectikchik)

Shane felt exhausted as he sat at his desk staring at his computer screen. Stretching and rubbing his eyes to stay awake, he kept reading the ad over and over again wondering if this was the right thing to do. His past dealings with ads had not gone so well, in fact they were what he considered shitty so he was afraid to have a repeat of those bad experiences. The one thing he did know for sure was the feeling of emptiness was not going away and things at his house felt like they were getting worse. The wife that he had known as his best friend, lover and one true person he knew he could trust in the world had changed to a cold, bitter person that seemed to only want to yell at him. He knew that cheating was the wrong thing to do, but in some way he felt justified in cheating because of how his wife had been treating him over the last couple years. She had become a distant woman that would rather do anything else than touch him. He knew that was an extreme thought, but damn it sure felt real to him. He would have to beg for sex once every couple weeks. This lead him to wonder, “what is wrong with me that she would not want me?” His wife would try to reassure him that it was not him, but then she would rebuff any type physical affection he would try.

After shaking off the painful thoughts of his home life, he kept reading, “looking for pen pals and or someone to chat with.” While he read, he wondered who this woman was that had posted, would she respond to his ad, would she be the person he needed to fill up the emptiness he felt all the time. Shane mind was constantly racing. The more tired and depressed he felt, the more he would analyze all situations. He would find himself over analyzing every situation and every decision he made. Even painstakingly go back over decisions he made, wondering if he could have done things differently. Because of this, he labeled himself as a worrier.

It was late into 2nd shift which he didn’t like working. The shift hours seemed to make his depression and anxiety feel even worse along with the fact that he was not sleeping much did not help things. He had a mixture of feelings as he opened up his email on his work computer to send a response to the ad. His mind raced as he thought about what to say. He would usually say the same thing in every response… “MWM, 43 yo, 235lbs, 5 ft 10 in tall. Looking for a friend to talk to and to get to know.” This seemed appropriate, but because he was cynical from his previous experiences and all of the spam mail he was getting, he sarcastically added… “if you are real and want to talk, hit me back.”

He chuckled to himself, not expecting to get a response anyway. Now all he could do was wait and see. He was curious to know if she would respond if she was truly a real person. Even though he did not want to get his hopes up, he was excited at the thought of having a new woman in his life to talk to and get to know.

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

More Than a Connection (closed for Eklectikchik)

Shane woke with a splitting headache and drenched in sweat from the dreams he'd been having. Laying there he thought back to when he arrived home from work last night. He'd gone through his normal routine before getting ready for bed and then crawled into bed to cuddle up to his wife while she was sleeping. Spooning her soft, warm body and caressing her felt good, but all she could say or do was to push his hands away, grumbling “you are as hot as a damn furnace and you need to get off me.”

This was not the first time this reaction had come from her when he cuddled her. When he asks her about it over the years, her answer was always the same. She didn't remember doing it and that he only wanted sex anyway. His wife could never understand that all he wanted was to feel that closeness he was missing. Her reaction to his attempts to get close made the void grow bigger and drove him further away every time she acted that way.

Shane looked at the clock, 6:30am. As usual he only slept 6 hrs which has been the norm for 2 years now and it was wearing on him physically and mentally. Because of the stress, his nights consisted of bad dreams, night sweats, tossing and turning and the occasional cat biting his arm because of food bowl empty which is why he was awake so early this morning. He got up and walked into the bathroom where the cat’s food bowl was, mentally cursing the feline before filling the food bowl. Larry meowed, weaving through his legs and almost tripping him. Turning away, he noticed his wife still snoozing soundly in the bed. “Must be fucking nice,” he whispered as he took care of the morning wood by taking a leak.

He finished getting dressed for the morning and noticed his daughter was already up and playing on her Kindle. Before his new found friendships, he used his cell phone for 2 things, calling and texting for work. Now he lived with and through his cell phone, but was hard to check emails when at home and wife was around. He seized the opportunity to offer doughnuts to his daughter and she happily agreed, wanting to check his mail. He went in and told the wife he was going to get doughnuts and coffee for her. She sleepily nodded.

Before Shane could even get his sandals on, he had his phone out and was logging into his email account. Being a manager at work had some perks, but he had to also dress the part. At home, he preferred more casual clothing, shorts, t-shirts and sandals. He liked wearing comfortable clothes, but wasn't sloppy. All his email account showed was spam and more spam and a handful of pictures of naked women. He enjoyed those and deleted the rest.
Disappointed by all the spam, Shane tucked his phone away. He was lonely since splitting up with the last FWB. Unfortunately, he'd wanted an “exclusive” friend which meant she would only have sex with her spouse and him, but she wanted to explore having multiple FWB’s. The idea was a total turn off. No matter how screwed up the FWB situation would seem to other people, he was able to rationalize it in his mind as less of a risk to just have one. “Too many diseases and possible spouse complications for all of that shit” he grumbled as he pouted because of the lack of response to his email from the ad. “Oh well, time to go make the doughnuts,” he said as he sat down in the car.

Shane’s day did not have the typical schedule during this school year. It was March and while most kids were getting up and going to school, his wife and daughter were still at the house because his daughter was home schooled. Because of this, he had to find things to do in the mornings because his wife was trying to school his daughter. If he made too much noise or had the TV on too loud, he would hear “stop making noise” come from the kitchen table from his wife and daughter in unison. He spent most of his mornings working out on his elliptical, lifting weights, or working on outside projects. He tried to stay busy until time to go to work because this used to be the time that he met or talked with his FWB’s and he was about to go crazy not having someone to talk to.

So with breakfast squared away, he kept with his routine until 1pm rolled around, and he could escape to work. He arrived at work 30 minutes early like he always did. After completing his normal shift start up routine of meetings and a production floor check, he remembered that he had not checked his email since early in the morning. It was now 4pm, so he figured that if she was interested and going to respond, then she would have responded by now. He quickly pulled out his phone and logged into his email account. To his delight and surprise, there was a reply to his email.

“Wow,” he thought. “She noticed the “if you are real” comment in his email and was being a little cheeky about it.” He found this amusing and intriguing about the woman. Otherwise, short and to the point, but at least it was a reply! Feeling a little giddy at the thought of finally having someone to talk to, he leaned back into his desk chair and tried to concentrate on his reply. He was still running off the high he always got when he started talking to a new woman. He was trying not to just blurt out any old thing in his email but try to sound “cool”. With Shane being a 43 year old conservative man with very little experience with women, he found it hard to be cool and not just blurt out his life story and scare her off. He decided to take it easy and send a short, but informational email back to her.
“Well you know my stats and age from previous email. I live in Prattville, AL, but moved here from Indiana. I have been here for 10 years and am a manager in the automotive industry. I am looking for someone to chat with and get to know better. Can you tell me a little more about yourself?”
He wanted to let her know that he was real and not some scam artist like other men could be. He had heard some horror stories about men and how they would play the woman on this website from the previous women he spoke with. What kind of scammer would claim to be a manager in automotive anyway he said to himself laughing at the absurdity.

A sudden call from the production floor came over the radio as it snapped Shane back into reality. “F2 entry drop lifter pusher motor overheat fault and F2 down.” Back to the grind is what he thought as he went to answer the call.

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

Shane was happy the emergency was a small one and F2 was up and running. That is how his daily work life was. One minute he would be sitting at his desk working on reports that never seem to end and then a frantic call will come across the radio or phone about an issue he would have to go solve. In a weird way, he found calmness in the fact that when everyone else was panicking, he would be calm and find ways to solve the issue fast.

Finally the lunch bell went off and he was able to sit and relax without interruption. He was excited to see if his new found friend had replied to his email. Again he was surprised but happy to see a reply.

He started thinking again like he always did when he got nervous about talking to women. "Over analyzing again... Dammit" he thought. He has never been suave or debonair, unsure of what to say to women. So it was a struggle to think of what to say at the beginning. To top it off, he'd considered himself to be a manly man, very strong, a little over weight but stout, yet not attractive. So he was afraid of rejection. "I'm not afraid of anything so why is it so damn hard to talk to a woman?", he asked himself.

Reading over her email, he found her to be interesting right off the bat. he first thought that crossed his mind was, "ooh a red head!" His wife was a brunette and he considered brunettes his type of woman but he had always been attracted to red heads. After giving it some thought, he remembered his first girlfriend being a red head and the memory made him laugh.

The next piece of information that caught his eye was the loss of her father. He'd lost his grandfather quite a few years ago but he considered him more of a father figure so he could sympathize with her pain.

Anxious to reply, he hit the reply button and started typing. It felt strange to know exactly what he was going to say in his email. He felt a surge of confidence as he typed out his response, something he had never experienced before with the other women.

"First let me say that I am sorry about your dad. I am sure you miss him a bunch. My grandfather was like a father to me and I know it hurt me tremendously when he died. Secondly, thanks for the reply. I am sure ur inbox was bombarded with emails from men and I am glad u chose to reply to me. I am looking for someone to chat with daily so I am happy that u want the same thing. I get bored a lot so it will b nice to have someone there to talk to. I am on second shift and don't get off work until 11pm so u can email anytime before then and I will reply tonight. After that, i will check email in morning and email u back. Hoping to hear from u soon. Oh, by the way, my name is Shane. What's yours?"

He hit the send button and immediately opened up the sent items and read it over. "Hoping to hear from u soon?" Did he really send that? He thought... "Damn I hope she doesn't see me as desperate.... Hey stupid now you are thinking way too much again. Stop it and get back to work." He said to himself.

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

“Another boring ass night at work” Shane thought to himself. He had only sent off his reply an hour ago, but he was impatiently waiting for a response from his new email friend. He longed to have a reply to his email tonight, but he figured with 4 kids she was probably busy and would not have time to reply. He had tried to text his wife earlier, but as usual, no response. “Damnit” he muttered.

His wife had always considered the cell phone a way for Shane to control her, so when he would text or call, she would not pay attention nor respond. This not only pissed him off, but made him feel unwanted, unloved, and unimportant to her. She of course did not understand the depth of hurt she created by not doing a simple thing like respond to a text or answer the phone.

He felt a buzz and heard the chime from his cell phone that meant he received an email. “Holy shift, did she reply this fast?” he wondered as he pulled the cell phone out of his pocket. Nearly dropping it in his excitement. As he juggled the phone, the 2 guys that were talking with him stepped back so not to get hit with his flailing hands, laughing at the display. “Whoa, settle down there cowboy.”
Back in control, Shane walked off and unlocked his phone. “It is her,” he eagerly thought. “Ah my red headed fantasy girl” he said with a grin as he started to read her email. He read through it fast at first, but then had to calm himself down and read it again.

Samantha… Hmmm… He had a niece named Samantha and he had always liked that name. This made her that much more mysterious yet appealing to him. “An exotic red head named Samantha” he chuckled. “I don’t know why, but I have a good feeling about this girl”.

There was something about the way she opened up in just her first few emails that made him feel like he could trust her already. The fact that she explained about her dad’s death and how she worded her emails, made her seem like a genuine and trustworthy person. Sure he had emailed other women and they always gave fake names or fake information so they could be protected and he understood why they would do that, but Samantha seemed different. “Why would anyone make up a story about the death of their father? That would be plain crazy!” he thought. He would try to remain cautious since they just started emailing, but something was telling him that he could trust her.

He quickly responded in hopes to catch her before she logged off.
“Well hello. Nice to meet you Samantha! Thank you for the quick response because it has been one long, boring night. I responded to you because I want someone to talk to. I seem to get bored easily here lately and wife never wants to text me or talk to me, so I need a friend to talk to. I hope that friend is you because you seem genuine and your emails have been very nice to read.

I have written other women before. I have had some good experiences on this web site, but I have also had some bad ones. Have you talked with other guys online before? What made you put up a post on the web site?
I don’t mind answering questions because like you, I am not easily offended. Please do not fee like you have to answer any questions that you feel are too forward. Also, let me know if I am too forward with anything I say or ask.

So what made you move from Kentucky to Eclectic, AL? What do you do for a living? What does hubby do for a living?

Work is boring so I do hope to hear from you soon. Shane”

He hit the send button and the email was gone. She had him curious now about what she looked like. Red hair and green/blue eyes…Hmmmm. The eyes were always something that he noticed first about women and knowing she had green/blue eyes would make her stand out to him. He was hoping to get a picture soon, but he knew not to ask yet. Asking for a picture too early could scare her off and he did not want to do that.

He wondered back to his desk and sat down to finish writing a report that had to be completed by tomorrow. His mind was still on her email as he worked and he was hoping for another quick response.

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

It was 9 pm and Shane was glad to see his shift was almost over. He sat down to start his end of shift notes and his mind started to wonder as it has over the last few months. His muddled mind started as it always does; sadness over the loss of what used to be his marriage and how cold his wife had become to him, regret over the last 3 FWB he had because they did not help anything, and finally his thoughts transferred to anxiousness over who this new girl was and when she would email again.

He heard what had now become a familiar “bling” in his pocket and felt the buzz of his cell phone. He quickly pulled out his cell phone to see that Samantha had replied to him again. “Alright! Hell yeah” he thought as he started to read.

“Hmmmmm” he thought to himself, “Shy and Quiet? Funny how we both think we are shy and quiet yet we can talk to strangers on email as if they are long lost friends.” That thought made him chuckle.

“I wonder if she is a published author?” he said to himself. “That would be interesting, but also a little intimidating. Would she be critiquing his emails for grammar or for flow?” Again he chuckled to himself.

It was weird how he was thinking about this girl he had barely gotten to know. He found himself hanging on every word in the emails she was writing. He really enjoyed reading what she wrote and he found himself day dreaming about what she looked like.

After reading the email, he hit the reply button. “Hi Samantha. Wow… Thanks for the quick reply! I hope we can keep this kind of chat going! You will make my nights fly by if we can keep the emails going like this… LOL.

I hope you think that you have found someone interesting to talk to in me. LOL. I find you quite interesting and would love to keep our chats going!

So, are you a published author? If so, wow! That is very interesting! Would like to read what you have written. What is your book or books called and did you use your real name or a pen name? (He wanted to sound at least a little educated about the writing process by letting her know that he knows most authors have a pen name.)

As for what I enjoy outside of work, I enjoy riding my Harley, golfing, movies and music, travel and all around having a good time. You like motorcycles? I love them and have ridden since I was 5 years old.

I have been married for 23 years, but been together with my wife for 27 years total. We are high school sweethearts. How long have you been married?

So… I want to ask but not be too forward… what has you bored and lonely and looking to have email pals? My reasoning is that my wife and I have lost connection. Our marriage lacks intimacy and she is just cold to me most of the time. That is the basic, general reason.

I also want to ask another question… Can we exchange pics? And I mean face pics. I am sure you get enough replies with dick pics to your ad. LMAO. If it is still too early, let me know and we can talk a little while longer before pic exchange. Remember that I don’t get offended easily, so no worries if too early.

Anyway, going to finish up my shift notes and go home. I hope to hear from you tomorrow. Hope you have a good night and sleep well. Shane.”

After he sent it, he sighed knowing that her emails were going to be the highlight of his evening and the highlight was over. He was surprised how much he looked forward to getting her emails and how much he enjoyed everyone she sent. It shocked him how good things were flowing with her. It was almost like they were long lost friends that had found each other and were just catching up. He sat and wondered how she thought things were going and did she enjoy his emails as much as he enjoyed her’s?

He finished up his shift notes and went home. All the way home he wondered what kind of mood his wife would be in and how cold she would be to him. The thought of going home depressed him.

 

[EklectikChik]

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[Larrymartin1213]

Shane woke up early as usual as his wife still lay there sleeping. He looked at the clock and it said 6:13am. He couldn't believe that he was awake this early. "Damn I wish I could sleep in one day" he thought. He rolled over to hug his wife and wish her good morning and all he got was a scoff and a groggy "morning". She asked what time it was and he told her 6:15am. She told him that she didn't have to be up until 7 so let her sleep. "Ok. I'm getting up and going to watch some TV." He told her as he climbed out of bed.

He walked into the bathroom to take a piss. "Ahhhh. Sweet relief." He thought. He washed his hands when he was done and walked out to the living room. Seeing that his daughter wasn't up yet, he grabbed his laptop and logged into his email. "Holy shit she was up early" he mumbled as he saw a response from Samantha at 530am.

He read her email with delight since he felt like this was the only joy he got out of life. His life had become stale and boring. His wife didn't want to communicate or touch him at all so he found solace in his new email friend.

"Me go first, huh..." He chuckled under his breath. "Ok. Here we go." He looked into the web cam of his computer and hit the button. He heard the snap of the camera and looked at the pic. "Oh damn. That's not any good. Time for a retake." He thought as he looked at his picture. Snap went the camera again but he hated that one as well. Finally after 4 takes, he got one he liked. He hit the reply button button and attached the pic.

He started writing: "well I have attached my pic. Hope it does. It break ur computer. LOL. Ok. Now ur turn. I am waiting in breathless anticipation. Hehe.

Thanks for the info on ur pen name and book. I will have to look u up and see if I can get a copy of ur book to read. To b honest, I have only read maybe 2 or 3 books since high school. I am more of a movie watcher than a reader.

Anyway, I will b up all day and go to work around 1 so email me back when u get a chance. Hope u have a good day. Shane"

He hit the send button and worried a little but about what she would think when she opened his pic. He was also excited to see her face pic. All he knew was she had green eyes and red hair so he was already a little turned on.

He logged off and closed computer just in time to hear his wife's alarm go off. He went in and laid next to her in the bed and tried to hold her again. This time she rolled over and gave him a peck on the lips. She then told him "don't squeeze me, I have to pee." This always irritated him but he never let it show. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom. He got out of bed and went unit living room to turn on the TV and scan the 200 channels of shit he had to choose from.

He thought back to the pic and got nervous about it again. "Man I hope she likes it" he thought as he kicked back in his recliner.

 

[Larrymartin1213]

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Sorry everyone... There was a miscommunication... We will b continuing the story... Thanks for ur patience...

 

[EklectikChik]

6:45 and she'd showered and changed, put on her makeup, styled her hair and put on some gym clothes. It seemed silly to make that kind of effort the gym, but while she had her 'bum around' moments, Sam preferred to look presentable.

With the kids just about ready to roll, she double checked with the group to see if everyone had snacks, that heads of hair had been brushed, teeth and deodorant applied. There was nothing worse than the stink of growing boy hormones and she didn't want her oldest to be labeled as the stinky kid in school.

Checking her phone, she smiled as she saw that Shane had written and hurried to her room. Promising they would leave soon. With a little bit of privacy, she opened his mail and grinned, nervously scrolling down to view his bit. Holding her breath, she opened it up and stared a moment, her heart doing a nervous little flutter. Smiling, she felt herself flush with pleasure. His smile and eyes instantly caught her attention. So blue and his smile so sweet. He was both handsome and kind of adorable, but she wasn't gonna tell him that for fear that he would get offended or take it too far.

OK...here goes nothing. She thought to herself and turned on her camera, taking several shots under different lighting until one was deemed good enough. Attaching it, she shot an email back eagerly.

“I'll be back soon. I have to take the kids to school and then heading to the gym. I wanted to say thank you for the pic. Very nice!! You hardly broke a thing. LOL!! I hope mine doesn't scare you off either. Hope your morning is going well!! Talk soon.”

 

[Larrymartin1213]

Shane woke up early as usual. The sound of the TV blaring cartoons in the living room let him know his daughter was up and was probably ready for some breakfast. He crawled out of bed and saw it was 6:45am. "Damn" he thought, "why can't I sleep longer? So tired of feeling like this." Again the loneliness and emptiness he felt would not let him sleep or get comfortable anywhere. He always felt incomplete.

After grabbing the box of Cheerios, pouring them into a bowl and starting the coffee for his wife, he sat down with his laptop to check his email. His wife was still in bed sleeping so he figured he had a couple minutes to himself.

He logged into his email and he saw that Samantha had replied. He hurriedly opened up the email and read it. He noticed the attachment right away and clicked on it. The anticipation was terrible and for some reason his internet was being especially slow today. The minute he saw she replied with a picture, his mind started racing. What did she look like? What did she think of his picture? Would she still talk to him after seeing his picture? “Classic Shane.” He thought. “Over thinking things again.”

When the picture finally finished downloading, he could not help but stare into the sparkling green eyes. Her smile was hypnotic. "Wow" he whispered so his daughter wouldn't hear him, "she is gorgeous! Damn I hope she doesn't laugh at my ugly ass picture." He couldn't help but think there is no way a woman as beautiful as that could ever be interested in him. “But this is just a talking and emailing friend." He thought. "Hmmmm. Could there be more if he wanted it? Way too early in the conversation to talk about that so get that out of your head for now."

He read the email again and realized that she was like him and enjoyed the quick back and forth they had established. He quickly hit the reply button.

"Thank you for the picture. I must say you are a beautiful woman. Nothing scary about that picture at all. LOL.

Thank you for saying my picture was nice. I must have taken 4 or 5 to get the right one to send. LOL.

Going to the gym? What gym and what all do you do when you go? I try to stay in shape, but hard with my work schedule. I have an elliptical that I ride and like to lift weights. I have recently lost 30 lbs and need to lose about another 20, and then I will be happy. Well not exactly happy, but satisfied. J

Hope you have a good workout and can’t wait to hear from you again. Shane”

Shane read back over the email before sending because he wanted to make sure he did not sound too forward with his compliments. He wanted her to know that he found her attractive, but did not want her to think that he was being fake with his compliments either.

Truth is, he found Samantha alluring and beautiful, but he did not want to scare her off thinking that he was only interested in one thing. He wanted someone to be close too, and he had a strong feeling she could be the one. Something told him that he would want to get to know this woman better and he was going to make sure he did not mess things up in the first week.

 

[EklectikChik]

With all but three children in school, Sam made sure that her youngest son was buckled up safely and had his snacks and his juice for the gym. She was thankful for the free child care they provided so that mother's such as herself could take an hour to themselves and work out. It kept her sane when she was stressed and made her feel better about herself.

The drive was relatively short and once she had her son settled with his friends in the day care, she checked her mail one more time before going to start her work out. She couldn't help but smile as she read his next email. He thought she beautiful, which was flattering. She felt a thrill of excitement, but then calmed herself down. How many times had she heard those words before from guys on the net? And none of them had truly stuck around, so it was hard to imagine the words being true. Still, she didn't want to be rude. It felt good to be complimented.

"Hi again! I'm about to start my work out. I go to the local YMCA in Wetumpka because they have child care watch there. So it's nice! I like to spin and do Zumba, but lately I've also been using the elliptical and trying out weights...I need to do something more.

Awww...thanks for the compliment. *blushing* You are too sweet. I don't see myself as beautiful, but nice to hear it.

Congrats on dropping the weight!! I wish I had could drop a good 50lbs, but I don't see that happening any time soon. Still, working out makes me feel good. So off I go...talk soon!!"

Hitting send, she smiled and entertained the thought of maybe sending him something a little more revealing and then chided herself. That might give him the wrong impression, but it certainly was fun to tease once in a while!

 

[Larrymartin1213]

Shane got out of the bath tub and did his normal get ready for work routine. Soaking in the tub always relaxed him, but then he turned and looked at the shower stall that had cracks in the grout around the tiles and it reminded him of the work he needed to do to fix the tiles. He was always like this. He loved everything he had and he worked hard to obtain all he had, but he would look at things and think about the work it takes to upkeep them. He had to be careful not to dwell in these thoughts because he it would depress him more than he already was.

After getting ready for work, he walked out and kissed his wife and daughter good bye. “I love you” he said to both of them as he walked down the hallway to the garage. He usually got an “I love you” response, but today he didn’t. Today he was going to have to play the game of “you going to say it back to me” with both of them. He said it again with more emphasis, “I LOVE you”. He finally got a response although not he spirited one he wanted. “Ahh well”, he thought as he trudged his way out the door. “Off to the grind. Man I hate 2nd shift hours.”

Once in the car and out of the driveway where he was sure the wife could not see him out the front window, he pulled out his phone and downloaded the email app and logged in. He saw Samantha had replied to email from the morning. He was so excited to read it that he about blew through the stop sign at the end of the sub division. A loud honk came from the car he about hit and the driver gave him the usual flying bird salute. “Fuck him” he thought. “I have an email to read.” He chuckled at how excited he was just to see the email from her and that he didn’t really care he about hit another car.

He pulled out of the subdivision onto the main road as he scanned the email. He finally made it to the gas station on the corner where he always stopped to get his Pepsi Max to help him wake up. He sat in the car and really read the email instead of just scanning it.

“Spin? What the hell is spin?” he said as he read. “Some type of exercise, I guess. Sounds kinky.” He laughed at himself.

“I cannot believe she doesn’t find herself beautiful. Damn, I figure she hears that a lot.” He thought. “And there is no way she could stand to lose 50 lbs. I haven’t seen a body pic yet, but her face sure doesn’t show that she could lose 50 lbs.”

He had the pic she sent him earlier that day saved on his phone and he opened it back up. “Man she is good looking!” He said out loud in the car.

Getting back to the email, he hit the reply button. He was anxious to see if she was online and if she would be able to email again.

“Wow. You do a lot while working out. Zumba, elliptical, weights and Spin (not sure what spin is). And you are an author, a mother of 4, and a beautiful read head. Are there any other surprises that I need to know about before going further? LMAO

I don’t understand how you don’t see yourself as beautiful; your picture shows me that you are beautiful. But I kind of understand because I feel like I look like a troll many days. LOL.

I am on my way to work, so would like to email you some more today. I am really enjoying our email conversations. I also wanted to let you know that I will be switching shifts next month. As you know, I am on 2nd shift right now and the first Monday of next month I will be going to 3rd shift. Basically 10pm to 7am. It may be hard to email during the day because of my wife being home, but I still want to try. Have you ever used text for the conversations or always stuck with email? Texting is sometimes easier for me. No logging into email. Would you be open to talking on the phone at any point?

What other things do you like to do? Are you political? Do you follow any sports? Figure living in Alabama, you have to follow football. LOL. So, Alabama or Auburn? That is the question I got when I moved down here. LOL. What do you and your family do for fun?

Anyway, hope you have had a good day. Talk to you soon.”

He hit the send button excited to see if he would get a reply soon.

Every time he sent an email full of questions, he would get nervous. “Am I asking too much? Am I getting too nosy?” is what he always thought. With every email they sent back and forth, the feeling of wanting to get to know her more was growing.

 

[EklectikChik]

Sam was hot and sweaty, but felt strangely revived!! Some days were harder than others when it came to going to the gym, but once she actually got there, it was all good. And it was nice to have her youngest be able to play with kids his own age or other kids in general. He liked coloring and playing games and sometimes going to the playground. So she didn't feel guilty for doing something for herself.

Before leaving, she made a trip to the bathroom and then sat her bottom down on a chair in the hallway for a moment to check her mail. Oh and there he was again! She opened the email and read it eager. Starving for more information about her new pen pal. She smiled at his sweet words and compliments. Surprises? Oh she still had a few. Hitting reply, she fired another email off before getting her son from the day care.

“LOL! Well thank you. I wish all this hard work was paying off. I suppose it is in some ways, but I still can't seem to shed the weight. Surprises...um...sorta. Even though I don't see myself as 'beautiful' in the sense I suppose most women would see beauty as, I do like taking pics. The ones that are more on the um...risky side.”

She couldn't believe she was telling him this, but it was certainly a bit of a thrill. Would he ask to see some? Would he like them? Then what would he think of her?

“I know it probably sounds bad...but I guess I see myself in a different light. That person in the pics I don't really see as me...more of an alter ego. But it's certainly fun! And you are no troll! So stop that!

3rd shift sounds like a pain. I'll miss hearing from you, but I understand. To be honest, I worry about texting because it's traceable. So I prefer to stick to emails or email messengers, you know? I want to be careful. My husband would flip if he knew we were talking. You know how that goes! As for the phone...um...sure. Maybe if we could block our numbers or use a voice program. Again...don't want to be traced if we can manage.”

She took a deep breath. Usually she didn't talk on the phone, but on the rare occasion, she did. Very rare though. Something about Shane made her want to hear his voice though. Would he be as nice and easy to talk to on the phone?

“Anyway...other things? Not too much. I like movies and music. I'm not into politics because I'm not a US Citizen,. Not naturalized. I was born in the UK, raised in Africa for the first 10 years of my life before moving to KY and then here to 'bama. I never became naturalized because I retained citizenship of Wales (where my mother is from) and Belgium (where my Dad was from). And nope, I am not a sports fan. I couldn't really give a rip unless you could watching my kids play basketball. That is a lot of fun and I get excited. I say I go for Alabama but I could go either way. What about you??

And for fun, we like going to parks, going fishing, hiking and what not. They enjoy doing artsy stuff at home, going to the zoo and just being together. Money is tight, so we don't venture too far. How about you guys? Hope to hear from you soon! Take care now! ”

Sending it, she let out a little happy sigh and got up to get her son. Time to get home and clean after a shower. Oh the joys of being a mom and wife.

 

[Larrymartin1213]

Shane stopped on the way to work to get his usual take out crap to eat for lunch. Since his wife home schooled, he found she cooked less and less for him so he had to rely on the slop du jour which usually consisted of the most convenient and less crowded fast food joint on the way to work.

He finally made it to the parking lot of his work and started to choke down the fine dining selection he made when he heard the bling of his phone letting him know an email had come in. He picked up his phone from the center console and saw that Samantha had sent another email. He was excited to see that she was emailing so quickly. “This is exactly what I wanted.” He thought. “A woman wanting to talk or email as much as I want to.” He was finding the emailing with her was starting to make him feel better about himself. The void was finally starting to fill up. It had been over a year since he had felt this way.

He found himself hanging on every word she sent. Right from the beginning, he liked what she was writing and what she was saying in her emails. He opened the email with excitement and a gleaming smile on his face.

“Risky pics? Hmmmmm. That sounds exciting.” He thought with his smile getting even bigger. “From just seeing her face pics, I would love to see those risky pics. I wonder just how risky they get and if she would send them to me? Hmmmmm.”

Reading about the risky pics got him excited, so he hit the reply button.

“So you like taking pics? Nice. What do you mean by risky pics? They sound like fun. Would you be willing to send me some of them? If it is too early, I understand. We have only been emailing for a little bit. And don’t worry; I don’t see it as bad.”

Shane’s mind wondered for a minute… What did she look like beyond the face pic? Was she as sexy as he had imagined? Did she mean naked or lingerie pics? Would she even be willing to send them to him?

“3rd shift is a pain and I will miss hearing from you, but I will do my best to email you during the day when I can. That is why I brought up calling. I know your husband works during the day and I don’t get off until around 7am, so I was wondering if you would be able to talk on the phone while I drive home. I am enjoying our email conversations so well that I don’t want us to stop communicating just because I go to a pain in the ass shift. LOL. And I understand about blocking yours or my number. It is pretty easy to do, just *67 then the number.”

After reading about the phone numbers it made him stop and think for a minute. She was right about blocking her number or him blocking his number. What did he know about her really? And what did she know about him? They could be anybody on the other end of the email and they both had to be careful. His curiosity was really peaked now. Would she be willing to give him her last name?

“Wow you are very well traveled. Africa, Belgium and Wales? That is quite a bit of places. Africa must have been very interesting place to live compared to the boring US. LOL.

I have traveled quite a bit for work, but never to Europe. I have been all over Asia. Korea 5 times for my current job, Japan 3 times for my last job, and China twice.

I am not too political although I do vote and watch things when it is time to vote. I am a die hard Dallas Cowboys fan, and like to watch pro football. Not so much into College football, although I will watch it if it is on. I like all kinds of sports and I played most of them in school. If I had to choose a school from Alabama, I would have to agree with you and choose Alabama. Just because I know more obnoxious Auburn fans than Alabama fans. LOL.

I like to go hiking, bike riding, golfing, watching TV, movies, listening to music and anything that includes going out and having fun. I just love to have fun. I try to make even the little trips to Wal Mart fun when we go as a family, which isn’t much any more.

Not much into fishing because it requires too much patience. LOL. Now if the fish are biting, I am all for it, but if I just have to sit there and wait, then it gets too boring for me. LOL. Have you ever been deep sea fishing?

I am sure with 4 kids at home; money would be tight for any family and hard to go places. Heck eating out would cost you an arm and a leg. LOL.

I want to tell you more about me because I feel like I can trust you. My full name is Shane Wilson. You can look me up on the web at a site called LinkedIn. I have a profile there that proves that I am telling you the truth about my work and background. Would you be willing to tell me your last name? And do you like to be called Samantha or Sam?

Hope to hear from you soon. Shane”

He hit the send button a little apprehensive because he had given her his full name. He sat there and thought “there is just something about this woman. I don’t know what it is yet, but I just feel like I can trust and I want to get to know her better.” For some reason he wanted Samantha to know she could trust him. It was very important to him. There was something eating at him that made him send his full name but somehow he knew it would be ok…

 

[EklectikChik]

Sam read the email that Shane sent as soon as it hit her mailbox. She had been obsessively checking ever since her 'tease' in the last email. She wondered if she'd made the right choice...not wanting to come across as slutty or weird...but what was done, was done! And obviously he was interested!

“Hello again! Yes, I like taking pics. At least, most of the time. By risky I mean, some in lingerie or more revealing clothing...some nudes, some erm...with me touching myself. That sort thing. If you'd like to see, I'll think on it. I did bring it up and all, so I would be happy to share. You've already really trusted me with so much! To be honest, I'm not sure if I'm willing to give out my last name yet...give me a little bit longer if that's alright. I've had a few bad experiences...one of which was recent. I had trusted my info for an email friend. We had never met, only spoken via email and even that was sporadic. Only he decided he was going to 'come clean' to his wife about all sort of things he'd been doing with other women. NOT me. But he gave her access to his email and found my name and number and well...lets just say she went NUTS! And I don't care to have a repeat performance of that any time soon if ever!”

Sam paused and re-read some of his email. She was actually excited to be able to call him. It had been a long time since she'd dared to do something like that, but she was curious. Very curious. And it was easy enough to block her number. She tested it between her cell and home phone, making sure it worked.

“Sure...I will call you if you'd like. I'll contact you via email first and you can tell me when you're free to talk. We can do it early in the morning or if you're ever free at work. I'm okay with that too. Especially if the kids are in school or busy doing other things. I promise not to call you or be a freak who blows up your phone without permission. I've been burned...it's not a good feeling. And I know you have your family to think about. So you can trust me with that. No worries.

She found herself liking that he'd been traveled. He sounded like a smart, well put together guy and she liked that. So many she'd spoken to in the past had no clue about the world outside their little cities or towns. She found it rather sad. She also liked that he seemed out going, which was a nice change of pace. Her husband wasn't really the type. He'd traveled also, but had led a hard life laced with drugs, alcohol and sex. Now he seemed to be all played out and an old man who preferred sitting at home or playing video games.

“That's neat that you've had the chance to travel also. I miss it. I haven't gone back to Wales since I was 15...and now it's pretty much financially impossible. I crave it though...I miss the travel part, but also being 'home'. But I love airports...people watching. It's fun.

Nope, I've never been deep sea fishing. I imagine that could be fun!! You're right, when the fish aren't biting it's a little boring. Honestly though, I like the quiet or just being able to chill and talk.

As for eating out, yes. It's a lot!! But I enjoy cooking. I cook most evenings. Once in a great while we'll go out or he'll cook, but it's very seldom. Can get a little boring trying to come up with new things to make to keep people interested. LOL!

Anyway...Shane Wilson... Thank you for trusting me. I'm sorry that I can't be as forward just yet, but soon...perhaps after a few phone calls? I go by either one...Samantha is a bit more formal, but I don't mind it. Most people call me Sam or Sammy. Can't wait to hear back from you! Take care!”

Sitting back, she previewed her message and then sent it and decided to search for suitable 'teasing' picture of herself...nothing too out there yet. Finally she located a semi recent one, though her hair was a bit longer in that one.

She attached it to a secondary email. “Here is an older pic...an example of what I play around with...hope you like!”

 

[Larrymartin1213]

The classic telephone ringer on Shane’s phone went off in the middle of his meeting letting him know that he had an email come in. “Damnit” he whispered “forgot to put damn phone on vibrate.” He looked at the screen and saw he had an email from Samantha. After he put his phone on vibrate, he went on leading his meeting. He stuttered and stammered through the rest of his meeting all the while thinking about the email and hopefully risqué pictures that waited for him in his inbox.

When meeting was over, he went back to his desk and pulled out his phone. He quickly opened up the email to see an attachment.

The picture finally finished downloading and to his amazement, before him was an absolutely erotic vision of a woman. The picture was of her on her knees on a bed in a red thong with her arms raised above her head. She was facing away from the camera so her front was left up to his imagination, but he liked all of what he was seeing from behind. Her exquisite red hair came down just past her shoulders and her smooth, silky white skin shined in the light. The thong accentuated her nice round ass, and he could picture himself caressing her from behind. “Damn! That is fucking outstanding!! And how did she know that red is my favorite color on a woman?” he thought as he stared at her picture.. “Ok. Have to snap out of it!”

As he scanned through the email, a sense of arousal over came him as he read her words and stared at the picture.

He barely was able to stop looking at the picture and read on past the touching herself in a picture part, but he managed to finish it and hit the reply button.

“All I can say is WOW! Your picture has left me speechless which is very hard to do. LOL. Thank you for the picture! I must say you know how to take an erotic picture of yourself. Damn sexy!”

He stopped for a min and thought about that sentence. He wanted her to know that he was very happy with the picture and found her sexy beyond words, but he was afraid he went too far. “Oh well” he thought, “I am going to leave it. After all it is how I truly feel about it.”

“Ok… so I guess from your description of some of the other pictures, that they get more risqué than that one? Anyway, yes I want to see them. Any and all that you are willing to send. LOL.

I understand about the last name. I just want you to know that you can trust me and that is why I gave you my last name. Want you to know that I am not the average guy on this web site that is out to just get one thing and move on. I am not going to play games or cause drama.

I will trust you with my number also, so when we are ready to talk, I will give it to you. Sorry you had some psycho go off on you and give you a scare. You don’t have to worry about me or my wife. I will not tell her and she will not know.”

He couldn’t believe he put that last line in there. “That sounds like a line the average game player would give.” He thought. “I am sure she has heard that several times if she has talked to several guys.” But he decided to leave it in the email. He really did want her to trust him.

“Yes travel has been fun. I really never desired to travel abroad, but I had to change my mind because of work. I strive to improve myself at work, and to get to the next level meant to travel. Now I find traveling fun and adventurous. I have never thought about going to England or Wales though. Now I have a different outlook on it. LOL.

I like eating a home cooked meal, but I also like eating out and we do quite often because it is just easier sometimes. Even though my wife is a stay at home mom, she doesn’t find the time to cook meals around my work schedule which can be a drag.

So I am curious and want to ask a question, but I hope you don’t think it is too forward of me. You say you have talked with quite a few guys online… Why do you feel the need to post on the web site and chat or email with so many guys? The reason I am looking is because there are some things that are not being met at home and I need a friend. Feel like someone cares about what I am saying. Do you send your pics to all of the guys? Just curious. If those questions are too forward, please tell me and I will understand. I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable in any way.

Since most people call you Sam or Sammy, I want to call you Samantha. Is that ok? I guess I want to be unique. LOL. Not just like everyone else. J

Anyway. Hope you are having a good day and hope to hear from you soon. Shane”

He asked the question about the men because he was curious about her experiences. He threw in the fact about his home life and needing a friend in hopes she would be able to see that he wanted more than just a chat partner, but he made sure it was veiled in the sentence in case she wasn’t looking for more. He was hoping he was building trust with her so he could ask further questions and find out more about what she is specifically looking for.

At first he did not want to meet anyone, he just wanted a chat partner. Now that he has talked with Samantha, he was seeing her differently. He was sure he wanted to meet her and try for a different type of relationship, but he needed to feel her out first.

 

[EklectikChik]

Time seemed to crawl between messages. She tried to remain busy. Chores. There was always something to clean, laundry to do, dusting to be done, her son always needed attention. She was eager and nervous to hear what he had to say. So when finally the message popped up in her mailbox, she dropped everything.

He liked the picture! No, he loved it. She grinned. It was a fun rush knowing that someone other than her husband found her attractive. She enjoyed creating erotic images...but hopefully tasteful as well. She certainly was curious to see if he enjoyed the rest. She'd have to surprise him with more.

“Well thank you!” She wrote happily, “I'm glad you enjoyed the pictures...I hope you don't think erm...any less of me. It is just something I enjoy. And yes, Samantha is fine. You can be different. Haha!” She giggled to herself as she carried on. “Anyway...no worries. You can ask me whatever you'd like. I am not easily offended and will answer if I can. If I cannot, I'll just tell you so.

Like you, things at home are lacking. I don't have many female friends. I don't have money to just go out willy nilly and my husband is...well, 'protective' I guess you could say. We text through the day, but I still miss talking to other adults. This just seems like an easy outlet. I've also always been a little shy in person and don't trust many people. Most of my friends in the past have back stabbed me or used me in some way. So this is safe, it's easy and I can still focus on things at home. I don't know...I guess it fills a gap. I'm sorry that you're having similar issues. It's certainly not fun. I hope I can keep you entertained while I can!!

Anyway...I've attached a few more pictures for your 'viewing pleasure'. I hope they aren't too much. Let me know if you'd like anything in particular. I'd be happy to take something more personal for you for fun!! Talk to you soon!”

Attaching one of her particular favorite sets to the email, she sent it off and crossed her fingers that he would enjoy those too. It seemed as though all the other people who had originally contacted her slowly pittered out of the picture. She was enjoying him too much. Fun emails at a frequent pace and they seemed to have a lot in common.

“PS: Whenever you want me to call, just send me your number...and we'll chat!”

 

[Larrymartin1213]

Shane had only just sent his last email to Samantha and he was wishing she had already written back. He longed to know what she was doing, what she was thinking, and how she was feeling. All of these thoughts ran through his head about her. He had already gotten to the point where he could not go very long without the thought of her racing back into his mind. “Man, I can’t help but think about her. Why is that? She is constantly on my mind.” He was puzzled because he was never like this with his other FWB’s.

He finally had to get up and walk away from his desk to get some work done. “Can’t sit there and day dream all day.” He went to go make his daily rounds of the production floor.

It didn’t take long for the familiar ring and buzz on this cell phone to go off and he knew it was her. He didn’t even need to look at the phone. He was near the back of the plant so he hurriedly walked outside to one of the smoke shacks for some privacy. It wasn’t near a break time, so he knew the smoke shack would be empty.

He quickly opened the email to see 6 attachments. “Hot damn. I hope those are what I think they are.” He said. He quickly downloaded them and opened them.

His eyes gazed upon what he knew was the hottest sight that he had ever seen. He had watched porn, but this was different. This was the most beautiful, real woman that he actually knew sending him erotic pictures of herself and the excitement almost over whelmed him.

The first 2 pictures were close ups of her pussy as she lay naked, spread eagle on the bed. She had reached down and spread her pussy lips so he could see how moist her pussy was. “Mmmm. Damn.” He thought. “That is one sweet looking pussy!” Shane loved giving oral sex to a woman. It was one of his favorite things to do sexually, so he looked at this pic as if he was about to start licking her pussy right then and there. He could see her clit and he knew exactly where he would concentrate his tongue strokes.

He was really getting excited when he switched to the next 2 pictures. “Holy shit!” He thought. “This just got fucking hotter!!” The second set of pictures had her still spread eagle with a close up of her pussy, but this time she had inserted a purple vibrator into her pussy in one picture and a red vibrator in the other picture. He could envision himself right there with her gently helping her slide the vibrator in and out of her pussy as he licked on her clit.

The next 2 pictures had her on all fours on the bed and were close ups of her pussy and ass. Like the first picture she sent him of her in the thong, he loved how her ass looked. She has such a perfect round ass and he was totally infatuated with her. “Oh my God, look at that ass!” He couldn’t help but stare at her whole body as she had perfectly positioned herself so that he could see all of her pussy, ass, legs, thighs and part of her back. He couldn’t help but think what it would be like to fuck her from behind.

He had to take a minute to clear his mind so he could reply to her email. He hit the reply button and thought for a minute. “I have to be calm about the pics. Make sure she knows how much I like them, but don’t be too overly perverted about it.”

“Your pictures have me a little flustered, so I may have a hard time typing right now… LOL. All I can say is WOW and THANK YOU! Those pictures made my day. No they are not too much. Just shows me how beautiful you really are. Your whole body is gorgeous!! And yes, they were a pleasure to view. LOL”

He read back over the first couple sentences to see how they sounded. “So much for being subtle about her pictures.” He chuckled. “Oh well, she will at least know how much he liked them.”

“Special requests? Hmmmm…. Let me think for a second. I would like to have a full frontal nude picture please. Is that too forward? LOL. I want to be able to see your whole body all together in one pic. J”

Shane thought for a minute on the special request. “Hell she pretty much sent me pictures of what I would ask for” he thought. He was a little scared to ask for too much at first because he didn’t want to put her off with anything she might find as a weird request. He liked seeing woman dress up in revealing outfits like lingerie, but he did not know how she would feel about that, so he just asked for the full frontal picture.

“Sorry you are having the same kind of issues I am having at home. Sorry you have had friends in the past that turned out to be back stabbers and users. This is an easy outlet to express feelings to people without worrying about them judging or really caring if they judge. LOL. And yes, it fills the gap or fills the void as I would like to call it.

I am like you, I don’t normally trust people right off the bat, but for some reason, I feel like I can trust you. That is why I sent you my full name already. Any chance you looked me up on the web? Any chance of me getting your last name yet? LOL. Just kidding, you give it to me when you are ready. No worries.

Not trusting too many people has led me to have a small group of friends. I have known all of them for years. My oldest friend I have known since 5th grade and the newest one I have known for over 15 years. All others I would consider as acquaintances, not friends. Friends are people you can call at 2am because you have an emergency and they drive to your house to help you out. Acquaintances know about you and some personal things, but they would never go out of their way to help you or know how to help you.

I have a feeling that you won’t be having any issues keeping me entertained for hopefully a long time! I really enjoy your emails. Not just the pictures either. LOL. I am enjoying the pictures, but I am really enjoying the conversation. From what all we have talked about so far, I think we have a lot in common.

I rotate this coming Monday. L Really want to stay in contact with you so I will get you my number when I am ready to talk.

Talk to you soon. Shane”

He hit the send button hoping she didn’t find him too perverted about the pictures she sent. He opened them all up again and stared at them like a teenage boy that had never seen a naked woman before. He still couldn’t believe he had this pretty of a woman sending him erotic pictures.

Her emails and pictures made him feel special even though he knew she had probably sent pictures to other men. He was trying hard not to get too emotionally involved yet because she had admitted to emailing several men, “I wonder how many men she is emailing along with me.” He thought to himself. No matter how hard he tried or what he told himself, he was really enjoying this email relationship and had thoughts of wanting it to be more.

 

[EklectikChik]

Folding laundry...again. Sam laughed at her son as he hoped around in the living room killing zombies and what not. As the last one in the line of four children she'd had, she had to hand it to him...he was a smart little cookie who picked up electronics fast! He knew how to work her phone, PS3, PSP and DS systems. His little mind soaked everything up and he hated to sit still for more than a few minutes. He was in fact draining, but she loved watching him grow and change. He was such a sweet little goofy boy full of love and he openly showed it. Like all her kids, he was affectionate and sharp as a tack.

With arms loaded, she started with her pile of clothes and started to put them away...hanging them neatly in her small armoire. With underwear and socked tucked away in the bottom drawers, she took a small break to check for emails. Again, there was another! Boy he was fast! She liked that.

Sitting back on her bed, she glanced back at her son who was still engrossed in his game and opened up the mail. A grin instantly split her face. Oh so he liked the pics! She scanned over it, then read over his request. Oh no...she inwardly groaned. Not a full frontal!

She sighed a little. She hated full frontals. Like most women, she had her hangups about her body. Her biggest one being her tummy. After four kids and weight gain and weight loss, she'd developed what she called her 'baby pooch'. Her stomach was soft, had stretch marks and wasn't exactly appealing her eyes. Curves were sexy, but the slight hang to her tummy made her cringe and day dream about a tummy tuck. But there was no way she was going to spend 10k on herself for cosmetic surgery. It seemed petty to her. Still, she HAD said if he had requests...so reluctantly she told herself she could come up with something.

"Hi! I'm really glad that you enjoyed the pictures. Your request honestly made me cringe a little. I know it's not asking much and I will definitely send you it here soon...just worried you won't like what you see. I have had four kids...and I hate my stomach. Just so you know...fair warning. LOL!!

You're lucky to have good friends like that. I have a few I keep in touch with on Facebook from middle and high school, but no one close to me and no one I can just call up whenever. It can be lonely. I miss just hanging out with a female friend...I go out once in a while with gym buds...or I used to. Ever since I started taking care of Dad and then after his death, not so much. It's as though since I wasn't always present at the gym people, I faded into the background. Story of my life though, so whatever. I tend to put more stock into others than they do in me. I just got tired of it and so quit trying so hard. I have one friend though that I'm taking it slow with. She's a little crazy, but I like that about her. Her son and my oldest son play basketball at the Y together. She's cool...just has a lot on her plate.

Anyway...I am going to go and take that picture for you while I have a moment!!! Don't want to keep you waiting. LOL!!!

So my turn to ask you a question...have you ever met anyone from here? I'm just curious. Hope that you're having a great day and don't let those pics be a total distraction. "

Hitting send, she got up off the bed and decided to give her son a snack and a drink real quick. Letting him now that Mommy had to use the bathroom and would be out again soon.

In her room she set up her phone's camera and the timer. Then stripped down. Hmmmm...full frontal. Hitting the putting, she rushed to the bed and climbed on, spreading her knees while and arched her back, reaching back to grasp her legs as she tilted her head back. 10 seconds later the flash went off. She checked out the imagine and shook her head. Minutes later and she finally caught the one that seemed the least icky in her mind and attached it for her new pen pal.

"Here goes nothing! I hope this doesn't scare you off!! Let me know what you think...

I'm really enjoying your emails as well. I do like that we seem to have a lot in common. Talk soon!!"