Moochie’s Meandering Missives (and a pic or two)

Because he’s not as important to me
As he used to be
And he knows it
But can’t fathom it yet...

Or am I braver than I think?
Am I as strong as He thinks?
So many questions without answers
Biting my brain and eating away at the thoughts that keep
Sanity at the forefront.

He and he.
:rose:
 
The last five days
Nights
Of grueling hell
Punctuated
With little slack jawed sleep
And less sex
Has left loose a long loved lost languid launch learnt loop
Of longing
And why did that matter?
Why does any of it?
As I lay here concealing
Truths about my soul
Because I’m a coward and can’t go back
And going back means I would want now more
An ultimatum yesterday
And a stupid one
Now I hate him for saying it
Thinking it
And myself worse for not choosing what he wants
Because he’s not as important to me
As he used to be
And he knows it
But can’t fathom it yet
And I know it
But living
And working so hard
For him to sit on his ass and act like king
Gets me pissed and makes the trickling stream water
Turn to rushing rivers of an almost detestable magnitude
And I am in a small canoe as it approaches the falls
Laid out before me
What the fuck does a canoe do against a rapid?
Does backpedaling help?
Or am I braver than I think?
Am I as strong as He thinks?
So many questions without answers
Biting my brain and eating away at the thoughts that keep
Sanity at the forefront.

I so feel this!
 
Your hands
Wrapping
Holding
Rubbing
Grabbing...

Your mouth
Kissing
Licking
Nibbling
Biting...

Your body
Moving
Thrusting
Using
Melting...

...All of me

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Right The Fuck Now

I want to peel the clothes off of you
With so much passion
That they may not be in a state
For rewear.

I want to rip them,
Feeling the fabric give
And your body under them
Within sight for coveting.

I want to toss each item aside
With one hand
And use the other
To tackle the next item until you’re bare.

I want to kiss every inch of your
Salt sweaty skin
Marveling in the taste
And smell of you finally.

As a child in the lunchroom
With their favorite dessert
Found in their pail
I will lick you

Claiming you.

You’re
Mine








Now.

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rtfn.
 

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I want to peel the clothes off of you
With so much passion
That they may not be in a state
For rewear.

I want to rip them,
Feeling the fabric give
And your body under them
Within sight for coveting.

I want to toss each item aside
With one hand
And use the other
To tackle the next item until you’re bare.

I want to kiss every inch of your
Salt sweaty skin
Marveling in the taste
And smell of you finally.

As a child in the lunchroom
With their favorite dessert
Found in their pail
I will lick you

Claiming you.

You’re
Mine








Now.

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rtfn.

Mmmm... delightful written and visual imagery as always.
 
There is a place
In my mind
Where you live
And I find

There is a hunger
In my eyes
I need you to see
I could never disguise.

There is a need
Only for you
That I’m unable to word
And only do.

There is an end
That can’t be found
Because my feet
Haven’t touched the ground.

There is a knowledge
To whom I belong
It feels so secure
And never wrong.

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There is a place
In my mind
Where you live
And I find

There is a hunger
In my eyes
I need you to see
I could never disguise.

There is a need
Only for you
That I’m unable to word
And only do.

There is an end
That can’t be found
Because my feet
Haven’t touched the ground.

There is a knowledge
To whom I belong
It feels so secure
And never wrong.

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This here... this gets my attention.
 
Handwritten notes...

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Shockable rhythm? Defibrillate.

The way you sound
Like stepping into a shower room
Thick with steam,
And coat my skin in your touch or
With what you do to me.

The way you think
Rungs ahead on the ladder
Dropping hints with ease,
And leave my mind spinning
Ready for more, so much more.

The way you feel
Like sleeping in my own bed
After being away for an extended visit,
And how we fit together
Like pieces of a universal puzzle.

The way you kiss
Like it is the first and last time
Every time,
And how it leaves me breathless
With anticipation for the next.

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The way you sound
Like stepping into a shower room
Thick with steam,
Coating my skin in the thought of you
And what you do to me.

The way you think
Rungs ahead on the ladder
Dropping hints with ease,
That leave my mind spinning
Ready for more so much more.

The way you feel
Like sleeping in my own bed
After being away for an extended visit,
And how we fit together
Like pieces of a universal puzzle.

The way you kiss
Like it is the first and last time
Every time,
And how it leaves me breathless
With anticipation for the next.

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I love the imagery...beautiful as always Moochie
 
He was a military man
and had no need for a woman in his life
to soften edges
or weigh him down.

She was a military woman
and had no need for a man in her life
to make her feel vulnerable
or less than worthy.

Eating at a table in the mess
across from each other
the toes of his boot
touched hers.

While in uniform
any affection between personnel
is frowned upon
and unacceptable.

The toes of their combat boots
under the table
were all that they touched
of the other for months.

Finally, they had the time
and the privacy to speak
alone with one another
after two months of meals.

The intimacy they already seemed to share
from their time spent
toe to toe
was unpredictable

That moment
when they kissed for the first time
was nothing short
of miraculous.

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So wonderful catching up here in your beautifully adorned abode x
 
Yup. That pressure to fall asleep and stay asleep so that you’re not falling asleep at work later is the worst.
 
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