Mom - son. Closed for susurrus

[36b7]

I met my husband four years ago and at first I was reluctant to tell him I was a single mom with a teenage son but as our relationship deepened and there was talk of marriage between us I realised that I'd have to tell him about my son and hope that he was the good and loving man that I thought he was.
I needn't have worried.
He took my revelation in his stride and soon the two were as close as if they really were father and son.

Like any newly weds, we wanted a child of our own but we didn't have any luck.
Of course I knew I could conceive - my son was proof of that - but my husband was reluctant to have any tests, perhaps feeling that his manhood was in question.
So what to do?
I didn't want to have a child by a stranger and without my husband's consent I couldn't go to a fertility clinic.

Then a terrible thought crept into my head. What about my son?
But sex with my son is unthinkable. It would be incest and I can't do that.

 

[susurrus]

At first I was pissed. Why the fuck Mom thought she needed to get married again after all this time, I sure as hell didn't understand. I mean, we'd done just fine without a man in the house for over twelve years, so why now? Only thing I could think of was that Mom figured I'd be leaving for college soon, so she thought she needed someone around, someone to take care of. It was bullshit, but I knew there was no convincing her she could make it on her own.

Fortunately, Kyle was a good guy and we hit it off once my resentment and suspicion wore off. After that, we did a lot together.. I won't say we were inseparable: I had my own friends and my own life I'd been leading before he came along, but when I wasn't with friends or doing school stuff, it seemed like I was doing shit with Kyle.

They got married a month before my eighteenth birthday, and once that ring was on and he was staying under our roof, it seemed like Mom and Kyle's bedroom door was always closed and the bed making telltale squeaking sounds. Of course, if it wasn't the bed, the fact that neither Kyle nor Mom could keep it quiet in the bedroom would have told me they couldn't keep their hands off one another. Hell I couldn't blame Kyle. As I got older, I began to appreciate just how hot my mom was. When my buddies started to make comments about each other's moms and how they wouldn't mind "hitting that," mine was always on the list. I couldn't argue. As "doable" as a lot of the guys' mothers were, mine still sat at the top of the pile, as far as I was concerned.

Of course, I remember conofronting Kyle one time shortly after he and Mom met. I told him if he broke her heart, I'd search him out and mess him up. He just laughed and said, "No need to worry about that, Taylor. I have no intention of hurting her in any way."

So, they fucked on an almost daily basis. Sometimes more than once. While yes, to some extent it was a little embarrassing, on the whole it turned me on. It was warped, but on occasion I found myself beating off to my very own porn soundtrack.

However, regardless what I thought of Mom and Kyle's bedroom activities, I wssn't ready for the bombshell they dropped on me three days after graduation...

 

[36b7]

Kyle and I knew this was going to be difficult for Taylor to hear but there was no way that we could think of telling him other than just coming out and saying it face to face so we told him we had something to tell him and got him sitting down in the living room.
Since Taylor was my son, I figured I should be the one to tell him and although I was nervous, I couldn’t help smiling as I told him.

“Taylor honey, you know that Kyle doesn’t have any children of his own although I know that the two of you get on so well but we …” I glanced and smiled at Kyle as I said this, reaching across and holding his hand … “we’re going to have a baby, or at least we’re trying to.”
I smiled again at Kyle, knowing that what we were trying to do was making both of us so happy.

“So, fingers crossed, before too long, you’ll have a baby brother or sister. Of course it’ll mean we’ll have to rearrange things a bit in the house but I’ll be at home, looking after baby, and we’ll both be here for you, just as we are now.”

I was trying to read Taylor’s face, trying to understand how he felt about our news but his face was a blank, showing nothing, and an awkward silence fell between us.
Kyle cleared his throat.

“Of course, we’ll still be buddies, going to the ball game and hanging out but your mother and I want this very much and we want you to feel part of the … well part of the project if you see what I mean.”

The silence was deafening.

“I mean, if there’s anything you’d like to ask or say …”
Kyle's voice tailed off into the silence.

 

[susurrus]

A baby? Eighteen years apart? What the fuck?

Then something Kyle said tripped an alarm...

"Part of the project? What does that mean?"

 

[36b7]

"Well, perhaps project wasn't quite the right word. What I meant was for you to feel included in our larger family."

 

[susurrus]

The more they talked, the more confused I became.

"Well, of course I'll be part of the larger family. Why wouldn't I be? I'll just have a brother or sister eighteen years younger than me. I can live with that. But don't think you're shoving diaper duty off on me."

I couldn't figure out why Mom and Kyle were being so weird about this. There had to be something they weren't telling me. I just wasn't picking up on it.

"I'm happy for you. Honest. I can hear you having sex like, all the time. I hope when I'm your age, I can be so active."

I hoped they'd let me in on whatever the hell it was they were being so cryptic about, and soon.

 

[36b7]

I just don't know what to do. It's been six months now since I came off the pill and I'm still having my periods. It's not as if we aren't having regular sex. Kyle is eager and I want him so we're at it almost every night and often during the day so I just don't know what's going on.
I'm certain the problem doesn't lie with me, my son is proof enough of that.
Kyle cums ok, quite a lot in fact so it's not that but he doesn't seem keen to get checked out and I wonder if there's something else going on. Perhaps he feels his manhood would be challenged.
I just don't know but he tells me he wants us to have a child but at my age we need to get on with it and I'm starting to wonder if there's another way. Sperm donor perhaps or another man?
But if it is a manhood issue then I can't see him agreeing to that. Not only would I be fathering another man's child but that man would have fucked me to get me pregnant.
I just don't know.
Perhaps I'll have a chat with Taylor about it.

 

[Coinhunter51]

I had a similar exposure of this subject. My childhood friend