Modes

[FungiUg]

I have a submissive I play with on occasion, and we have a lot of fun extending each others boundaries. Part of what I have been doing with her is extending the mental control stuff I have when we are together.

I end up putting her into a mode where she is purely a body to be used as I wish. I forbid her from speaking, from walking. I refuse her any permission to hesitate when I tell her to do something.

And you know? It works. It's like a complete transformation for her. Normally she does the shy, hestitant, blushing "will do it eventually but has to think about it first" kind of response. But when I put her into that mode, she just obeys unthinkingly.

I call it "cunt mode", where she is purely a cunt for me to fuck and use.

I know about sub-space: that floaty feeling of bliss. There's an equivalent for doms (which I know about because I get it.) This is a little different.

I tend not to leave her in that mode for much time, although I am working on that... because I enjoy her normal interactive response, and it worries me that I will take things too far. Yes, she still has a safety signal, but I doubt she would be in the head space to use it if she had to. So I am ultra careful with exactly what I do with her in that state.

Has anyone else experienced anything similar? I'm curious. Upsides? Downsides?

 

[catalina_francisco]

Could it be a form of slavespace which we had the thread on awhile back? Sounds similar from what you describe.

Catalina

 

[LittleJade]

Yes. For me, it's the closest I come to 'slave'. I am also not in it for long, when I am, but that is my own will pulling me out of it, rather than an external will calling me back from it. I'm not silent, necessarily, unless it's ordered that way...

I enjoy that mode, from time to time. Not always, but sometimes.

 

[FungiUg]

Could it be a form of slavespace which we had the thread on awhile back? Sounds similar from what you describe.

Except that she's not a slave... but yeah, it could be the same kinda deal.

 

[catalina_francisco]

Slavespace thread for anyone not familiar with the term.

Catalina

 

[littleone77]

God yes. Only I like to call it "fuck toy" mode. For me it only happens when I am extremly extremly horny or totally connected to Him. I've learned to be careful when I get there because I have done things I wouldn't normally do and later regret (i.e. needle, piss play, bleeding, and bruising). *Please note that He didn't have me attempt those, that was me going off on my own* Its like I am a worthless animal whose only purpose is to obey and be reminded contanstly of my low place in the world.

Its lower than a slave for me. I don't have that honor or privelige. I'm just a fuck toy for whomever to abuse and order about. A bitch in heat...

Okay, now I am aroused thinking of it. LOL.

 

[FungiUg]

I'm just a fuck toy for whomever to abuse and order about. A bitch in heat...

Yeah, that's the one.

 

[littleone77]

Yeah, that's the one.

I thought I was the only one who got that way. Thank you for sharing FungiUg, I feel better about that side of me now. *blush*