Mending

"The next woman?" I say looking at her puzzled.

I hoped I hadn't made the biggest mistake of getting attached in a friends with benefits relationship. I tried not to think of it too much. "That was the best I ever had too but about this next woman stuff, I hope you're the only woman I have sex with for a long time. I know you don't want a committment and I'm not sure I do either but based on geographical convenience, I think we've got a good thing going. But if you've got some lonely divorced friends who you want to share me with, my going rate is $250 an hour, $400 for the night." I said with a wink.

"Tonight, really sparked my interest in a whole side of sex I never dared to venture into. Is there really much a demand for guys willing to let a woman use a strapon on them? Sorry...I'm doing it again, rambling because I'm nervous. I should be exhausted but surprisingly I'm not. So if you fall asleep while I'm talking, I won't consider it rude."
 
Little did he know but she did want a commitment now. Things had changed inside of her. Being with someone who cared about her pleasure and was willing to risk himself by letting down that macho wall that most men had. He was handsome, a great lover and seemed to care. She couldn't imagine sharing him with anyone else. But, of course she wanted to play it cool. She sighed, "Yeah, I mean it is convient for us to not have any other lovers. I mean, after how good it felt with each other I don't need anyone else."

She looked up to him and chuckled, "As for female friends, I don't have any. I hate to shatter you image of suburban women. But, I have had no sorted affairs. I don't even my neighbors. When I played Tennis it was with Steven. And even if I did have female friends, I would not share you."
 
I wondered if she was seeking reassurance when she talked about her lack of friends. "Hey maybe it's a good thing neither of us knows many people around here. I mean that way we won't feel like we're in competition if we need to break a date because we've got other plans. I'm not going to ruin this evening by throwing out a bunch of what if scenarios, all I know is that we're both happy so we'll leave it at that." I watched her eyelids grow heavy and soon she asleep.

Despite being exhausted I couldn't sleep. I think I finally managed to drift off for a couple of hours but woke up when I felt her weight shift off of the bed. Trying to keep still I kept one eye open as I watched her go into the bathroom. I heard the shower begin running soon after that and decided to give her a little alone time. I felt pretty confident about where things were going so I decided not to try to make her breakfast in bed. After all if she came out of the bathroom and saw I was gone maybe she'd panic. Or maybe she'd think I was spying on her or trying to rob her when she found me in her kitchen looking through the cupboards and drawers. I didn't need that type of stress and I'm sure she didn't either so I just lay there in bed enjoying the smooth cotton caress of her bedsheets.
 
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