BiaTcHiNFiRe
lost in my thoughts
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- May 30, 2006
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I have read this BDSM story the other day and I must say I loved the idea so much I just had to apply it into my real life.
Well it was a story about Master ordering his sub to do this "meditation of a sub" and he ordered her to do that daily, every time when she lay down to sleep in the night.
He told her to totaly undress, lay down to the bed, bend the knees, spread her legs wide open as he was there to inspect HIS property and lay still and think of him. Think he standing right next to her bed and watching her. Watching her laying there all naked infront of him not knowing if he would touch her or if he would just watch her lusting for his touch. He told her to close her eyes and imagine he's right there with her, watching her closely. He told her to think if he would slide his finger in there or not he told her he knows how embarrassed she would feel if he was watching her like that. All naked, with her hands below her knees and unable to stop whatever might happen. So open for him, so naked and so HIS. Laying there as a shameless slut just like her Master told her to and leting the thoughts of Him consume her body and mind. Let the desire reminds her whos she is.
Well to make it short I have tryed this and I must say I enjoyed it to no end. This will prolly do no well to sub's who live with their PYL's, but for me and for those who are in long term or online relationship I must say I find this as a sweet daily reminder of HIM.
Theres days when I don't talk with my Master at all, life is just damn busy sometimes. Sometimes we don't talk for days and I miss him real bad. I can just say this lil daily "meditation of a sub" makes me feel very nice and it reminds me my Master in a very nice sensual way on days when he's gone and busy with work. I needed something like this, something what would remind me my Master when he's gone and I must say I have found it.
When I get naked, lay down to my bed with legs open wide, close my eyes and think of HIM, think of HIM watching me like that, watching me lusting for HIS touch - in a while I feel him all over me and I fukin love and enjoy the feeling it gives me. It's hard to explain, but it surely keeps me safe from feeling so damn blue on days when he's gone for work.
I must say the first time I tryed this I had a real prob to lay still as I felt such a need of HIM. I fall alseep whimpering and in incredible need of HIS touch, but happy feeling HIM deep inside of me. I slept like a lil baby after this and thats not quite often lately.
Well it was a story about Master ordering his sub to do this "meditation of a sub" and he ordered her to do that daily, every time when she lay down to sleep in the night.
He told her to totaly undress, lay down to the bed, bend the knees, spread her legs wide open as he was there to inspect HIS property and lay still and think of him. Think he standing right next to her bed and watching her. Watching her laying there all naked infront of him not knowing if he would touch her or if he would just watch her lusting for his touch. He told her to close her eyes and imagine he's right there with her, watching her closely. He told her to think if he would slide his finger in there or not he told her he knows how embarrassed she would feel if he was watching her like that. All naked, with her hands below her knees and unable to stop whatever might happen. So open for him, so naked and so HIS. Laying there as a shameless slut just like her Master told her to and leting the thoughts of Him consume her body and mind. Let the desire reminds her whos she is.
Well to make it short I have tryed this and I must say I enjoyed it to no end. This will prolly do no well to sub's who live with their PYL's, but for me and for those who are in long term or online relationship I must say I find this as a sweet daily reminder of HIM.
Theres days when I don't talk with my Master at all, life is just damn busy sometimes. Sometimes we don't talk for days and I miss him real bad. I can just say this lil daily "meditation of a sub" makes me feel very nice and it reminds me my Master in a very nice sensual way on days when he's gone and busy with work. I needed something like this, something what would remind me my Master when he's gone and I must say I have found it.
When I get naked, lay down to my bed with legs open wide, close my eyes and think of HIM, think of HIM watching me like that, watching me lusting for HIS touch - in a while I feel him all over me and I fukin love and enjoy the feeling it gives me. It's hard to explain, but it surely keeps me safe from feeling so damn blue on days when he's gone for work.
I must say the first time I tryed this I had a real prob to lay still as I felt such a need of HIM. I fall alseep whimpering and in incredible need of HIS touch, but happy feeling HIM deep inside of me. I slept like a lil baby after this and thats not quite often lately.
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