ORLANTH there are a lot on LIT with health problems including me as you know because we have met in R/L but we all need to find resons to keep us active of mind & body to whatever we can do with our health limitations & your plans for uni could well be the best I've seen you come up with so go for it.
I only know you from the Aussie thread, but I have read your words, and feel strongly that once you set a goal, your inner strength will lead you there.
Thank you for sharing your story with us. I have found that writing out feelings, especially at times of depression and frustration, releases a lot of the burdens that hold us down.
Like Gil has mentioned, many of us suffer with handicaps, whether they are physical, emotional, mental or a combination of things.
Having a goal is an important first step for you!
I have no doubt your determination will head you in the right direction.
I also hope someday that Oman and I will, finally, visit our Aussie friends!
You have many who care for you, and I hope you find some reassurance with that knowledge!