Luna's Haven~closed save for invitees.

[Nina327]

christ...... the switch.... hips... that beat.......... mmmmmmm just fuck

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Haven starts to darken...as wolfling gets sleepy...but now 50 Cent and Justin start playing.

Ayo Technology

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

fingertips trail up a pretty kitty's leg...and hips swerve...bounce....wicked laughter..

 

[Nina327]

beat pulls, fingers touch pulls.... hips, body pull, slipslide... to wide kness on the floor...

lips reach, tiny tongue reaches... touch, taste upper thigh, high high high... one and the other... eyes lift.... lips licked..

Had to taste before little wolf went to sleep...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

In drawn breath...stops...stops....

husky laughter as a particularly apt song starts.

Just a Lil Bit

Placing kitty hands on wolfly hips as they tick tock...left right...

G'night kitty

Leaning in to brush kitty mouth with sweet kiss...and whisper in her ear

All a nigga really need is a lil bit,
not a lot baby girl just a lil bit..
we can head to the crib in a lil bit..
I can show you how I live in a lil bit,
I wanna unbutton your pants just a lil bit,
take 'em off pull em down just a lil bit,
get to kissin' and touchin' a lil bit...
get to lickin' and fuckin' in a lil bit...

 

[Nina327]

low low low low low low low purring giggles...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Journal Entry 11/22/11

So they ask for the truth and I give it to them. And somehow, some way. I am wrong. Always wrong. I explain how I feel and I am wrong. I explain what it seemed like to me...and I am wrong. I have proof to back up what I say but I am wrong.Always and forever wrong.

No one considered my feelings. No one considered how it would feel to be the one on the outside, the one who gets brushed off, ignored. No one considered that maybe I am only fucking human, not a monster, not a fucking wall, not a damned Amazonian warrior, just a woman. And no one wants to listen when I say, no words now. I will say it wrong. I don't want to hurt you. Don't want to hurt me. Don't want to cause pain. Just let me ignore it.

Just let me deal with it on my own. I will handle it. because if you expect me to be the wall, the monster, the Amazon then at least leave me my fucking pride. But no. I am wrong for that too. Always wrong. Bitterly fucking wrong. As per usual. Since this shit started, I have been the wrong one.

While they live in their bubble of everything is fine and everything is fine. I am the wrong one. While people pretend that I am just jealous, that I must want to ruin what they have because obviously I am such an asshole that I live for things like that. As if I didn't ask for clemency, for leniency. For a chance to deal with it all.

But no...I am obviously wrong. Because it can't be that anyone else is wrong...so it has to be me. Obviously, it is definitely me. So, why am I the only one still struggling to hold on to friendships that obviously don't matter? Let's be real. Unless I reach out, there is no conversation. Unless I say hi, no one notices my absence. I guess then that the friendship is not worth it.

So how do I fix that?

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Marily Manson

Heart Shaped Glasses

Man That You Fear

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

More Manson

Long Hard Road Outta Hell

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

And even More Manson

This is the New Shit

Personal Jesus

Beautiful People

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Nods and blares this song, loud enough to scare the night birds from their nests.

Apologize

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Eminem

Not Afraid

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

More Marshall Mathers

Like Toy Soldiers

Sing For The Moment

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Some more Eminem

No Love

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Yelawolf

Alabama hip hop...go hard

Hard White

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Pop the Trunk

 

[Annisthyrienne]

*Slipping in respectfully to her haven, crossing the room to the dancing Wolf, and slipping warm arms around her just to let her know she's appreciated.*

You should have been a DJ Luna. You're already up at night.


Well, I'm on my way to bed. Just wanted to say hi. Good night.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Soft smile as a Blessing comes, leaves a warm hug, some kind words and retreats. I am finally able to focus. Finally able to sit down and maybe put words on this screen that will make some sort of sense

And it's about time. Two of my favorite co-authors have left me brilliant pieces of writing to work with. My head is filled with ideas for both of them. But first? More music. Soothing. Something mellow, smooth. Conducive to thought. Ahhh I got it. Some blue eyed soul. Jon B, Robin Thicke.

They Don't Know

Are You Still Down

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Soft voice singing, thoughts of my daddi in my head...her smile, her eyes. Her scent.

Someone To Love

 

[Daddi_DJ]

Pop the Trunk

Love the songs munchkin....love you! If you need to vent anymore you know I am here. *pokes and runs away giggling*

 

[Daddi_DJ]

Soft voice singing, thoughts of my daddi in my head...her smile, her eyes. Her scent.

Someone To Love

Too funny! Get out of my head! lol

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Voice gets just a touch louder...thinking back on all the bullshit I have heard in the past~almost 18 plus years of bullshit, off and on.

Don't Say

Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will
Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will

I know you mean well
But looking at you one can't tell
You've got changes to make
Cause the why you treat me girl
Just ain't right
Always fronting on someone
But never think about the damage you've done
To me and it's about damn time I talk about it
Everytime I do for you
You turn around and make me feel like a fool
With your actions
So much for the words
Baby I love you yes

[Bridge:]
Cause now I've wised up girl
It's time for me to go
You better think about it
Cause I'm hear to let you know

[Chorus:]
Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will
Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will

I wanna make good love to you
I wanna do the things you wouldn't do
But you're forcing me to look the other way baby
I'm seeing things that I really shouldn't see
Girl you better hurry 'cause you're running out of time
And this is the last chance for you to be mine
And i'm asking you what you gonna do
Tell me what you gonna do

[Bridge:]
Cause now I've wised up girl
It's time for me to go
You better think about it
Cause I'm hear to let you know

[Chorus:]
Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will
Don't say what you won't do
You know you'll be the first one
To go on through yes you will

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Love the songs munchkin....love you! If you need to vent anymore you know I am here. *pokes and runs away giggling*

Am cool daddi love. Most of my venting was done when I wrote it out. Now I am just chillin and waiting for the stupid sleepin pills to kick in.

Too funny! Get out of my head! lol

You love it....

 

[Daddi_DJ]

You shouldn't be worried about the past 18 yrs...you should be worried about our first 18 together :0). Much better thoughts don't you think?? Oh, and no I don't like the fact that you are in my head all day every day even when we aren't together. I can't be sneaky *smirk*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

You shouldn't be worried about the past 18 yrs...you should be worried about our first 18 together :0). Much better thoughts don't you think?? Oh, and no I don't like the fact that you are in my head all day every day even when we aren't together. I can't be sneaky *smirk*

Not worried about em...thinking on em...different all together'

*smacks your butt*

ahhhh

Don't Talk