Luna's Haven~closed save for invitees.

[dragonrazor]

*slips in to give Luna a hug and some S'mores poptarts, then slips out to play his newly acquired Metroid Prime 3*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I retreat from the cyber world of flirtation and fast talk, slipping back to the quietude of my Haven. I owe posts. Noon. Darkness. Possibly a third one that I just can not remember. And my brain has turned to mush. And I hate it.

So retreat seems to be in order.

 

[dragonrazor]

I retreat from the cyber world of flirtation and fast talk, slipping back to the quietude of my Haven. I owe posts. Noon. Darkness. Possibly a third one that I just can not remember. And my brain has turned to mush. And I hate it.

So retreat seems to be in order.

*slips in, hugs a vulf, putting a note about the attempt we were making for a giant robot god thread in her pocket, then slips back out*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I pull out my lap top, turn on the music and move to a spot just before my fireplace. There are other pieces owed. Ondine. Dahmia. Jakee. New notes for Celestine. So many different characters. So many different thoughts. So many things that I can not rush through. No matter how much I want to.

Writing with people who write well means that I have to tweak and work and prod and try and edit....

*A low sigh*

I can do it. I know I can...BUT I hate it when my brain freezes.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I want to cry from not being able to focus. My brain won't slow down. It never slows down. And it stresses me out, so very fucking badly.

*breathe*

I can't get it together. I can never get it together. And I want to.

*breathe, bitch*

And to think, I want to write. I love to write. So why the fuck ain't I writing??

 

[dragonrazor]

I want to cry from not being able to focus. My brain won't slow down. It never slows down. And it stresses me out, so very fucking badly.

*breathe*

I can't get it together. I can never get it together. And I want to.

*breathe, bitch*

And to think, I want to write. I love to write. So why the fuck ain't I writing??

*pulls Luna into a hug and starts gently petting*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I'm Sensitive

The music is soft, and I am humming under my breath. Concentrating on the piece for Darkness. Last piece owed, at least for now.

Who Will Save Your Soul

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

White Flag

Thank You

Linger

Music continues to play. Things that soothe, that settle, that help me to focus.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Bela Lugosi's Dead

Slipping fitfully into Jakee's itchy skin...

Dominion

 

[dragonrazor]

*watches quietly, then slips Michael Jackson's Thriller into the Vulfen one's music to see if she notices*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

STAY OUT! WOLF WRITING! COME BACK TOMORROW!!!

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

*snips away*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

There is silence here. In her cabin. In her place. There are no people making her feel unwanted or unwelcome. There is just silence. And that is good. Wholesome. Refreshing. She needs that.

So many emotional ups and downs in the past week. And no one to trust with the information. Maybe kitty twin. When she comes around. Her daddi knows. But watching the munchkin hurt, hurts her. And the others? She can't tell. Not now. Not yet. Maybe later.

So she sits in the cabin, the Haven...and thinks...in silence.

 

[Noon_Shadow]

Noon gave a quick knock at the door, understanding that perhaps Luna wanted to be disturbed, but his main purpose was to give notice that he had posted to their thread. He suspect that she would receive the message, regardless whether she answered the door or not

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Opens her front door and steps out onto her porch. She keeps trying and it is getting no where. So, she quits. No point in any of it, any more.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Torn

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Hurt

 

[LoganDarkHolme]

Hurt

*nuzzles and offers comforting hugs*

 

[dragonrazor]

*slips in, leaving a hearty, seven course breakfast*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Retreating to my Haven, I go about tearing up the few things that no longer matter. I rid myself of all the things that have no bearing. I delete and clean every aspect of anything that might make me cry. And when I am done. The Haven contains no presence but my own.

It is good.

I breathe once, dash the tears from my eyes...and leave for the real world.

 

[dragonrazor]

*sets a tray of tea and cookies on the porch for when Luna returns, then slips out*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

No company. Stay Away.

The sign appears on the tree nearest the path that leads through the forest and to my home. I focus, making sure it won't come loose in the rising wind and then retreat inside the cabin, my hands itching for my lap top and the release that words written in blank spaces will give me.

The door is locked. The blinds drawn, curtains closed. I don't need company. I don't want help. I just want...peace.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Because I am thinking.

Sail

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Because I miss this

System

Forsaken

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Slept So Long