Lovely Saturn Return, where are you?

[Guest]

I’m dating a woman who reads my posts on here sometimes, so I’m posting anonymously just so she won’t get jealous like the last time I said I had a crush on somebody here.

(lived in the doghouse for a week!)

I’m really missing a certain charismatic, intelligent, shiny poster who called herself Saturn Return.

Has anyone heard from her?
Any one else miss her?

If your reading this, SR please start posting your insightful, beautiful thoughts again!!!

 

[Guest]

 

[Guest]

Yeah the assholes hang around this place forever while all the cool people leave.

What is up with that?

 

[Rubyfruit]

I miss Saturn also.

I have heard from her and she is just busy this time of the year. I hope she comes back soon!

I also miss sigh. Where has she been?

 

[Guest]

Ruby

You've spoken to her?
Good to know she will return. I miss Sigh as well. Jeez, there are a handful of really great people that I can name off the top of my head that just dissapeared off of lit without a goodbye and then there are some people I'm so tired of seeing their lame posts over and over.

 

[Guest]

It sucks when someone disapears and you have no way of contacting them besides this place and your pms go unlooked at.
*GGGGGRRRRRRrrrrrrrrr*
Ever thought of what happens to a friend you don’t know if they are ok and you can’t find out?

 

[Saturn Return]

I’ve received several messages from people who’ve wondered where I’ve gone off to…

So I want those of you who’ve shown concern..to know that I didn't go out without some sort of explanation.

In the grand scheme of things it doesn't really matter anyway.

Members will come and go…very few are remembered and as the new faces make their wonderful appearance, there will always be enough drama to entertain the masses…
In other words..the board will go on as life will go on and the old threads will get buried and forgotten.. as new content arrives to fill the voids we all bare.

I realize of course that everything in cyberspace is a grand illusion, a fictional projection.. it's my job to know this after all.

And I believe that's a beautiful thing, because as my husband says, if fiction wasn't useful, humans would have stopped creating it a long time ago.

And across that ephemeral divide, true humans can connect meaningfully. But fiction can also be a crutch, allowing you to connect to things that bear no *real* meaning, because you are only connecting to things you already have in your own head.

In these times fiction becomes a drug, an escape, a denial.. a lie.
An extremely addictive one.

It's like a drug, being here, and it keeps pulling me back.

Some of you really know what I'm talking about.
~smiles~

And since I habitually hide from my own sexuality due to some serious trauma that I suffered as a young teen…this place has made it just that much easier to do so.

Hiding in cyberspace -from my husband- created a wedge in our growth as lovers.

And escaping into a fictional, virtual world has disallowed me to become a better, more evolved…ever expanding human.

I don’t want to continue to hide anything from myself, or my magickal..amazing incredibly special man.

And the simple truth is…there's only one true way I'm going to awaken sexually.
It's going to have to happen in *real* life.

I’m definitely ready, because right now two things are true..

I want to escape the cyberworld and go back to the real one, embracing all it has to offer..
~and~
I am going to walk up to my husband, get on my knees without saying a word, and suck his beautiful cock.

So, to make a long story medium-sized.. If you don't hear from me for a very long time..

You'll know I'm doing well.

Goodnight, Literotica.

 

[Rambling Rose]

Goodnight, Saturn Returns...and thank you.

 

[cymbidia]

Night, darlin'.
One does, sometimes, have to make such choices.

I wish you well.
I wish you happiness.
I wish you contentment.

 

[Guest]

proud of humans like you, girl

Once again Saturn, you've proven yourself to be an beautiful, thoughtful woman. More people are going to miss you than you realize. People like you truly affect how other people think and feel. And more than once you’ve changed my mind on topics and ideas. Your decision to leave here is something more people could afford to make. I read how one woman said if her man could spell “literotica” she’d be in trouble. You’ve got estevie and Southern being married to other people and yet having a public affair for us all to see. You’ve got Ruby telling the board she’d basically fuck anyone then in the next breath saying to everyone something her husband was sad to read about on a board. She called it monitoring her. Truthfully, she just made her home life a little more sad. I wish you the best, SR. And as much as I think you are doing the right thing for yourself, I hope I see yuour words again, soon!!!

 

[Southern37]

Re: proud of humans like you, girl

You’ve got estevie and Southern being married to other people and yet having a public affair for us all to see.

Be a man...show yourself. I think its cowardly to express your thoughts and not be man (or woman) enough to at least let us know who you are. If you think what we are doing is wrong...have some nuts....show yourself. Its not like i can crawl through the computer screen and kick your ass....huh?

 

[Guest]

Why ruin this thread, Southern? This is about Saturn than what you do on a board with your cyber girlfriend while your wife is in the dark like anyone knows anyone here like having a name changes how people view you.

 

[Marxist]

I miss Saturn, even though I was just beginning to know her. But life goes on and so does the board although right now it's kind of dull and witless.

Regarding the feud up above, take it somewhere else please. Ruby is open and honest in both her private and public personas, more than I can say for many here, so please leave her flirtations out of it.

 

[Guest]

My intention was never to diss ruby, marxist, I was talking more about how more people could use a break. Or just really not cause harm their real lives just to hang at a chat board. Meant no harm to anybody.