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“You look beautiful!” one of the handmaidens assured her. “Lord Baellenor is the luckiest of men this day!”
The woman to whom she spoke sat rigidly in her chair as the final touches were being done to her veil and hair, numbly staring forward. She didn’t respond to the pandering and nearly felt insulted that the other woman would be so cruel as to act as if everything were right with the world. She knew as well as everyone else in this damned city that Garrenth Baellenor had a taste for the flesh of men. Only men. His marriage to her, a noble of a far lesser House, was nothing but a sham to appease the expectations of Garrenth to the world at large.
Avari hadn’t the slightest idea how she was to produce an heir. She’d rather have nothing than suffer through the pain of bedding a man that had no sexual interest in her. Given her inexperience, having remained pure as is expected of all noble ladies, she doubted she could have much proficiency coaxing him into such an act even if she wanted to.
And, assuredly, she didn’t want to.
“My lady?” one of the handmaidens asked, looked at her with a puzzled expression. Apparently the surrounding women had continued to speak as Avari was lost to the present moment. The bride snapped out of her trance, her eyes focusing on a woman she knew to be called Kenaria.
“Hmm?”
“Are you alright?”
“You know that I’m not.”
Kenaria frowned. For a moment she turned her attention to the other women, bidding them to give the two some privacy. Once alone, the dark haired handmaiden kneeled down in front of Avari’s seated position. She took her hands. “It’s going to be okay.”
Blue eyes, usually bright and sparkling, stared back at her dully.
“Garrenth is the best of gentleman, Avari. He will take care of you, treat you with nothing but kindness and respect.”
“I won’t dispute that. Still, he’s no husband. Not for a woman, at least.”
“Men can’t marry each other.”
“I’m aware of the law.”
“Well...”
“Well, what? He should just not marry, then. A marriage without love –“
“Which seems to be the majority of bartered marriages between Houses...”
Avari fell silent. It didn’t matter what she had to say in the matter, anyway. This wedding was happening. This wretched place, where the only people that treated her well were her servants and her soon-to-be husband, was her new home.
Her attempts to gain favor in the public had gone miserably. Which is not to say the woman did anything to embarrass herself, or that she had done anything wrong in any regard. People just seemed to not like her much. Perhaps because she came from a less than prestigious House. Perhaps because she was marrying their beloved lord, whom the locals felt had the entitlement to love men if he wanted to. There was nothing wrong with being gay, everyone in this place was right on that point, but the distasteful looks Avari received because of the ruse she was being forced to participate in were...unfair.
Fairness didn’t exist though. Avari took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment. As she exhaled, she stood. “...Let us get it over with, then.”
-----
The wedding was grand. House Baellenor was known for its power and wealth and they spared no expense in reminding their guests of the fact.
But while every detail was marvelous, and the ceremony was conducted flawlessly... Avari didn’t want to remember any of it. She played her part, wore a fake smile for the entirety of the festivities. She was told more than a hundred times that her ridiculously over-priced and custom designed dress was an astounding compliment to her angelic beauty – from visiting lords and ladies that didn’t know any better than to be nice to her.
And so it seemed that Avari should have expected what was to come of her wedding night. Perhaps foolishly, though, she assumed she’d be forced to share Garrenth’s chambers and that...maybe?...they’d discuss the potential of trying to produce an heir for his line. Eventually. A dreadful thought, and one the woman wished to avoid, and yet –
When he kicked her out of the bedroom, she managed to feel a deep stab at her heart. He didn’t want to share his bed with her, even for the sake of pretending. His male lover was there and she was completely unnecessary.
Avari, of course, complied with his wishes. A combination of bottomless despair and temporary relief left her again to balance things out by going numb.
There were other rooms within “their” chambers, but Avari opted to leave entirely.
She stepped out from behind a set of outward swinging doors. Immediately her gaze was drawn to the captain of the guard, who stood at attention outside of the chambers. He was older than her by at least ten years; Avari had turned eighteen only months ago. She couldn’t claim to know the man’s name, much less his exact age, and for a moment she just looked at him.
“...I can’t believe any of this is real,” she spoke before giving a shrug accompanied by a short laugh. “This is...this is just madness.”
Avari watched for the man's reaction. She didn't expect to receive any sympathy from him; she prepared herself from some backbiting comment or the coldness of silence in return. Her arms crossed under her bust, drawing her silken white robes tighter against the curve of her ample D cup breasts, causing the gap in the material to widen and reveal a glimpse of the bridal lingerie underneath. A belt fastened around her waist left no doubt that, under the free flowing concealment that her robe afforded, she had a divine hourglass figure. The woman continued to wear her stockings, which were being held up by a presently unseen garter belt, but had not shoes. The length of her robe just barely covered the lace and bow design that graced her upper thighs.
Her golden hair was kept short, a detail the ladies here in the city had found as a good enough reason to ridicule her. Only a peasant would mutilate her tresses in such a way. Because they lacked the fine soaps and creams to be able to compare to the lustrous locks of their superiors, and were ashamed, or because they feared having such an easy grip for the men they were whores to. In Avari's case, it had been her enjoyment of swordplay that made decided her hair's style, but it was pointless to try to make her case with anyone here. The majority of her tresses were cut close to her scalp, with the only exception being her jaw-length bangs and the angled frame that worked up and back towards her ear.
“You look beautiful!” one of the handmaidens assured her. “Lord Baellenor is the luckiest of men this day!”
The woman to whom she spoke sat rigidly in her chair as the final touches were being done to her veil and hair, numbly staring forward. She didn’t respond to the pandering and nearly felt insulted that the other woman would be so cruel as to act as if everything were right with the world. She knew as well as everyone else in this damned city that Garrenth Baellenor had a taste for the flesh of men. Only men. His marriage to her, a noble of a far lesser House, was nothing but a sham to appease the expectations of Garrenth to the world at large.
Avari hadn’t the slightest idea how she was to produce an heir. She’d rather have nothing than suffer through the pain of bedding a man that had no sexual interest in her. Given her inexperience, having remained pure as is expected of all noble ladies, she doubted she could have much proficiency coaxing him into such an act even if she wanted to.
And, assuredly, she didn’t want to.
“My lady?” one of the handmaidens asked, looked at her with a puzzled expression. Apparently the surrounding women had continued to speak as Avari was lost to the present moment. The bride snapped out of her trance, her eyes focusing on a woman she knew to be called Kenaria.
“Hmm?”
“Are you alright?”
“You know that I’m not.”
Kenaria frowned. For a moment she turned her attention to the other women, bidding them to give the two some privacy. Once alone, the dark haired handmaiden kneeled down in front of Avari’s seated position. She took her hands. “It’s going to be okay.”
Blue eyes, usually bright and sparkling, stared back at her dully.
“Garrenth is the best of gentleman, Avari. He will take care of you, treat you with nothing but kindness and respect.”
“I won’t dispute that. Still, he’s no husband. Not for a woman, at least.”
“Men can’t marry each other.”
“I’m aware of the law.”
“Well...”
“Well, what? He should just not marry, then. A marriage without love –“
“Which seems to be the majority of bartered marriages between Houses...”
Avari fell silent. It didn’t matter what she had to say in the matter, anyway. This wedding was happening. This wretched place, where the only people that treated her well were her servants and her soon-to-be husband, was her new home.
Her attempts to gain favor in the public had gone miserably. Which is not to say the woman did anything to embarrass herself, or that she had done anything wrong in any regard. People just seemed to not like her much. Perhaps because she came from a less than prestigious House. Perhaps because she was marrying their beloved lord, whom the locals felt had the entitlement to love men if he wanted to. There was nothing wrong with being gay, everyone in this place was right on that point, but the distasteful looks Avari received because of the ruse she was being forced to participate in were...unfair.
Fairness didn’t exist though. Avari took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment. As she exhaled, she stood. “...Let us get it over with, then.”
-----
The wedding was grand. House Baellenor was known for its power and wealth and they spared no expense in reminding their guests of the fact.
But while every detail was marvelous, and the ceremony was conducted flawlessly... Avari didn’t want to remember any of it. She played her part, wore a fake smile for the entirety of the festivities. She was told more than a hundred times that her ridiculously over-priced and custom designed dress was an astounding compliment to her angelic beauty – from visiting lords and ladies that didn’t know any better than to be nice to her.
And so it seemed that Avari should have expected what was to come of her wedding night. Perhaps foolishly, though, she assumed she’d be forced to share Garrenth’s chambers and that...maybe?...they’d discuss the potential of trying to produce an heir for his line. Eventually. A dreadful thought, and one the woman wished to avoid, and yet –
When he kicked her out of the bedroom, she managed to feel a deep stab at her heart. He didn’t want to share his bed with her, even for the sake of pretending. His male lover was there and she was completely unnecessary.
Avari, of course, complied with his wishes. A combination of bottomless despair and temporary relief left her again to balance things out by going numb.
There were other rooms within “their” chambers, but Avari opted to leave entirely.
She stepped out from behind a set of outward swinging doors. Immediately her gaze was drawn to the captain of the guard, who stood at attention outside of the chambers. He was older than her by at least ten years; Avari had turned eighteen only months ago. She couldn’t claim to know the man’s name, much less his exact age, and for a moment she just looked at him.
“...I can’t believe any of this is real,” she spoke before giving a shrug accompanied by a short laugh. “This is...this is just madness.”
Avari watched for the man's reaction. She didn't expect to receive any sympathy from him; she prepared herself from some backbiting comment or the coldness of silence in return. Her arms crossed under her bust, drawing her silken white robes tighter against the curve of her ample D cup breasts, causing the gap in the material to widen and reveal a glimpse of the bridal lingerie underneath. A belt fastened around her waist left no doubt that, under the free flowing concealment that her robe afforded, she had a divine hourglass figure. The woman continued to wear her stockings, which were being held up by a presently unseen garter belt, but had not shoes. The length of her robe just barely covered the lace and bow design that graced her upper thighs.
Her golden hair was kept short, a detail the ladies here in the city had found as a good enough reason to ridicule her. Only a peasant would mutilate her tresses in such a way. Because they lacked the fine soaps and creams to be able to compare to the lustrous locks of their superiors, and were ashamed, or because they feared having such an easy grip for the men they were whores to. In Avari's case, it had been her enjoyment of swordplay that made decided her hair's style, but it was pointless to try to make her case with anyone here. The majority of her tresses were cut close to her scalp, with the only exception being her jaw-length bangs and the angled frame that worked up and back towards her ear.