Lost my master

[softpuss67]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

 

[IARainman]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

Why are you not still friends with her?(if I may ask, sorry for your loss)

 

[Tallcajun]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

That’s gotta be tough.
Wishing you well…

 

[softpuss67]

thank you

 

[Bisexguy70]

thank you

From what little ive read, It seems they were very lucky to have you. Sorry for your loss though.

 

[sepp661]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

Mein Mitleid führ Ihren Verlust.

Magst ein wenig schreiben ???
LG Josef

 

[Twistedkink]

After 5 years that would be very hard, so be kind to yourself. Be open to how new relationships might help you grow.

 

[softpuss67]

After 5 years that would be very hard, so be kind to yourself. Be open to how new relationships might help you grow.

I am definitely open. thank you

 

[2trains]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

I lost the couple I was a bull for. Long story short after I was divorced they approached me because he was impotent but wanted to stay together. It was a few years of crazy hot sex between her and I with him involved sometimes...but he always knew. I miss them very much...sorry for your loss

 

[sepp661]

i lost my master last july and it has been really rough. i lived with him and his wife five years. i still cry sometimes because i miss him and his wife. they taught me so much about being a sub/slave and what it really means.
have any of you lost a master and felt the same?

Hallo,,, Mein Mitleid mit Ihren Verlust,,

Darf ich oder alle Leser hier mehr erfahren wie Sie und Ihr Herr zusammen gelebt habt ????

 

[darkride]

I am sure that the loss you are feeling would be just as bad as losing an "actual" life partner - 5 years is a long time even if he was not your husband per se. Doubtless you are going through the stages of grief, so please be aware of what you are going through - it's not "just" losing a Master...

 

[SPARTAN047]

Yes, I have sometimes, both IRL and online. It really hurts not being wanted anymore.

I haven't cried over them, it doesn't help but it hurts so bad and I've never forgotten any of them. I wouldn't go back to them in general though.