Losing control (closed for passionomaha)

[SannaBlonde]

Joe and I met when we were 16. Sweethearts. We were each others first and only. We always had a lot in common - grade a students, well behaved and yeah maybe a little nerdy and a little boring! We were at the same university now, ten years later. We shared a small apartment and were very happy. Six months ago we’d even gotten engaged.

I was what they might call a voluptuous blonde. Curvy but in shape, with a nice big ass, double DD tits and big blue eyes. I had always drawn attention from boys and men of all ages and types but it had never phased me. I wasn’t the kind of girl who flaunted it, but I could on occasion and despite being an academic I knew that my body and looks drew attention and it gave me.. confidence I guess.

Joe had always felt slightly intimidated by this, but we could laugh about it too.

Sexually, Joe was my only experience and me his. It was good, we had found our own way and it worked. Or maybe I should say - had worked. Right up until a year ago. I’m not sure what happened to me, call it curiosity. A deep... need, maybe. Joe understood. He wasn’t exactly feeling the same way but he was sympathetic. Like always.

I’m not sure how we got to talking about it - something about sharing fantasies.. ideas.. breaking out a bit. Not being our old boring selves. But it ended with me suggesting a threesome. Hooking up with another man. It wasn’t something I had fantasised about a whole lot but when I said it, it felt right somehow. And Joe was surprised but.. again. Sympathetic. Let’s try it, he said.

So how? We didn’t know. We were probably lucky, because searching online we pretty soon found a guy. And he seemed nice. Experienced. Older.

Two months after talking about it, we found ourselves in our hallway - waiting for him. The idea: A drink. A conversation. Feel things out.

 

[passionomaha]

I am Jack. I had often met women and couples online and when I heard from Sanna and her husband I was intrigued. She was very sexy and I liked what I saw of her body. They indicated they were new to this, and hoped I could help them learn. I was glad to.

I am a successful, confident businessman and experienced in threesomes with couples. When I met them I was even more taken by Sanna's looks. She was a true Swedish beauty: tall, blonde, and sexy in an understated way. Her eyes were alluring, her skin was soft, and when I greeted her, I felt her sensuality. I wanted her. i wondered what she looked like nude. Was she bare? I thought she probably was. Joe was a nice guy. He seemed a little uncertain about things, but willing to try. Good that he was willing to share his wife. With me.

I met them at their place. Sanna got us drinks and we talked. They were both nervous in a cute way. It was their first time with anything like this, and their uncertainty showed. I told them there was no pressure, and no expectation for tonight. Sanna sat next to me and I casually put my arm around her. Joe seemed ok with it, but I was in no hurry.

 

[SannaBlonde]

We sat down in our small apartment, our guest and me on the small two-seater couch. I was probably expecting Joe and me to sit on it, but it didn't work out that way..

We got to talking. I relaxed, relieved the guy seemed nice, sociable, experienced, confident. Sure, he was different from Joe - that much was clear from the get go. It did get some getting used to for me, men like Joe were the kind of men I was used to being round mostly.

Joe and I were definitely nervous, and for the first 30 minutes I was still thinking that maybe this was not such a good idea, maybe we just talk with this guy and then say our goodbyes. But as time passed I was feeling.. more into it. I wasn't sure about Joe though, he seemed tense. Pale.

 

[passionomaha]

I liked Sanna very much, but sensed that Joe was uneasy. I have been in these relationships before and knew that could lead to trouble. I stood up to open up the seat next to her, and I went to get some wine. I came back and poured it for each of us. They needed space. Maybe it wasn't going to work out, or maybe they just needed more time. I went to the bathroom not because I needed to but to let them talk.

 

[SannaBlonde]

When Jack excused himself, I patted the cushion next to me and Joe came.
'Are you ok with this? What are you thinking? We can send him home anytime you want, sweetie..' I caressed his head and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Joe sighed, laughed.

'I'm not sure.. I mean.. I want you to try this somehow, want to help you in anyway I can.. it just feels so weird is all.. I don't know what the next step is.. and.. taking the initiative, I mean.. like.. like if you and me were to start and him watch.. I just don't feel comfortable with that at all.. sorry...'

'I understand totally.. But.. what about if him and me start..?'
I was surprised by my own words, this first time meeting was really only meant to be to talk, feel it out.. And here I was suggesting Jack and me.. like make out or something. Joe was clearly surprised too.

'Would you want that?'
I nodded.
'I think so.. at least try.. you know, maybe just a kiss haha.. see how it feels?'
'If you want to, I support you honey...'

I kissed him again and at that moment Jack came back.

 

[passionomaha]

I came back and Sanna and Joe were sitting together on the couch, so I got my wine and stood, waiting for them.