Lets clear up Yesterday.

[Fly_On_Wall]

Got ont he computer late last night and then again today.

I've gotten loads of PM's and IM messages from people sayinig they are worried about me.
so I looked back at my thread from yesterday and everyone is saying the same thing I need someone to talk to.

Well that is what brought everything the way it did.

I needed someone to talk to.
I Pmed everyone I thought of as my friend well those I thought could helped at the time. I messaged people on my IM's well those that were online, cause everyone was eather offline at the time or has me on block for some reason.

I've always been there for all my friends anytime they needed me for anything. and the one time I need them most Noone but one person responded.
All I needed was to talk, keep my mind ocupied.
Noone would talk so I tryed to loose myself in my commics didn't work tryed my freinds again still nothing NOONE. So I figured I need a change, I need a brake, I have to find something to do time to take a brake from Lit (hence my thread), I've done it few times before, taken a brake from lit, each time almost noone noticed.

I've been trying to reach some freinds for months and i've been ignored and ignored, I blew up the other day and said that's it I don't need them, Then after yesterday I NEEDED them so I gave in to my threat of leaveing them behind and came crawling for help.

Long messages after another and noone fucking responds...... but one word. Just one word Muttered "bye" and I get all kinds of responces. Most from people I never expected to respond, Whom I never though of as close enough friends to get help from.

so I wasn't my freeloveing spirit for once, it happens to us all right?
Why is it something has to be wrong before I get attention.

Well I guess I learned who true friends are.
Everyone who messaged me from here, I'll be okay in time. don't worry too much.

 

[Shadowann2]

I've been there and I understand! I will get better, I promise! If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me or IM me anytime....I'm on most evenings and some afternoons. *hug*

 

[Guest]

 

[Olivianna]

I don't know you, but my response would be to invest in fewer friends. Stick to a few good friends who treat you right, and vice versa. I've personally never fared well with large groups.

 

[alltherage]

dayum. now that was fun.

 

[juicylips]

Hiya, Fly

I don't know what this is all about...but I'm posting to ya anyways.

 

[Eumenides]

Fly,

I don't know what's going on, nor what you are referring to, but just know that those who ignore you cannot be considered friends. I'm sorry you have felt this way. *Hugs*

 

[sexy-girl]

fly sometimes the world works against us ... sometimes when you need someone most you can't find someone and it can make us feel very alone

but i know you have friends here because well im at least one and i know you have more ... im sorry fly i wasn't there when you needed to talk

 

[Catharsis]

You don't understand

Since I came along, Lit has been turned into a far more aggressive atmosphere.

Lots of animosity flying around

 

[Guest]

 

[MissTaken]

Turned into savages by one man

Get over yourself, little man before I start wielding the Monistat7.

 

[MissTaken]

Fly?


Look for me whenever you wish...




*hugs*

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

bumping this cause I stupidly realised the ones who it was aimed at were mostly "Nighters"

 

[cybergirly]

Fly,

I don't know you well, but you can always feel free to find me.

 

[lobito]

Fly, you know I PM'd you my IM id's, and you know I've been willing to talk to you before, just as I was last night.

I understand about "knowing who your friends are", but sometimes, the people you "know" from Lit but may not consider "real friends", are what you need.

If you still have my ID's, you are more than welcome to chat me up, at anytime, that's why I sent them to you.

Take care buddy, Life sucks sometimes, but there are always people in worse situations than yours, try to remember that. I think about that, everyday taht I wake up, and get out of bed on my own.

 

[Summery]

Well said, Lo.

Fly~ I just talked to you briefly, but wanted to remind you, it's going to be ok. You have plenty of us here willing to listen. Don't be afraid to reach out hun.

 

[LukkyKnight]

...it happens to us all right?

Yep. Long as you keep coming up for air it works out.

 

[MissTaken]

Re: Re: Lets clear up Yesterday.

Yep. Long as you keep coming up for air it works out.

I like that sentiment!