Legitimacy

[46n2]

I always thought for sure I would ”go get” this.

I would go drive off in a Ferarri, at a moment of my choosing, and Win - when I die.

That’s for me. That’s what I want. It’s what I will earn.

Yum. Drive off in a failed fury, throw it all behind you, Barbara Streisand’s tits. “Esther”. Fuck yeah. I’m gonna end.

Nope.

I’m not gonna That.

I’m not gonna any of that. Theire ain’t no Ferrari. And no Barbara Streinsand tits either.

Just me. Not having it. And losing.



I guess I musta fucked up somewhere.



And I'm sorry about that… Esther.

I am.

 

[46n2]

You will note: he replaces his own history - with hers (in the slot)

And that's not an accident.

It says that he's made it there, all the way.


If only I could find a person to admire that much. Where I could change the fucking tape.

 

[46n2]

I have. Absolutely spent myself on every level I've got.

and it's just not good enough for that Ferrari drive off.

It's just not fucking good enough.

I don't have what it takes.


But ya know what? I'm not sorry. I most definitely brought some fucking cock to talk about.

Discuss amongst yourselves some more.


ima go die now

 

[46n2]

Double X. Out.


PSS Men matter.