Last Night (story for subs)

[moraine]

I love being a sub to my husband and we usually have a good time doing it. Its often we play for hours before actual sex occurs, but almost always sex occurs.

Last night I went to bed early, I woke around 11pm and crawled out to the living room, presented to him. He looked down to me, with a questioning look, knowing I rarely had the mood after bed time. He asks me what I wanted. I told him, I dont know, I have this terrible urge to be submissive but not sexual.

This has never happened to me before. Yes I love being a sub, Yes I practice this every night (once the kids go to bed-sex or no) But never have I woke after one hour of sleep with a deep urge to serve.

He had me run through the positions, service him. He had me at '2' (with my head down) for about 20 mins. Then he came in with rope and my leather suspension cuffs. He tied me up in a comfortable but restrained way and put me in bed. then he locked the cuffs to the headboard, and said that is what he thought I really needed. I woke up tied up to the bed in the same spot. Reminded me of a scene of the Story of O. It was intresting and fullfilled the need I had .

Anyone other subs have that need so badly? How did your master fill it?

 

[moraine]

50 reads and no replies.. but guess i suck huh?

 

[Guest]

 

[dolf]

*sigh*
totally pointless response...but
i wanna be tied up for bed time

 

[Hajar]

50 reads and no replies.. but guess i suck huh?

You don't suck

yes I can relate and I'm just as clueless as you as to why, so I'm not much help.

 

[Mastersall]

As a Dom I can say nothing pleases me more than a submissive crawling and begging to serve as you described... it tells me the sub is ready to move deeper into submission... Good going

 

[moraine]

Thanks everyone.. I appreciate the comments. I like to share my stories, never know who will want to read something strange or something that relates to them.

Thanks Mastersall!

 

[graceanne]

You don't suck

yes I can relate and I'm just as clueless as you as to why, so I'm not much help.

ditto

 

[Mastersall]

MORAINE

I DO HOPE THAT YOU WILL UPDATE ON YOUR MASTER'S REACTION
TO YOUR BEGGING FOR ATTENTION... DONT BE A NAUGHTY SUB AND
LEAVE US HANGING

 

[moraine]

Well Master was happy, Especially because its the first time Ive ....swallowed. He didnt have to ask and after I was happy he was pleased.(He is the best Master Ive ever had, mainly because he pushes only the limits he knows I wont mind, he has never made me do anything I didnt like, if anything out of respect for me.) It was the first real time.. in our marraige I felt completely submissive. As my bio here has said, its hard to be a wife in a vanilla relationship for four years (ive been head of money, kids, appts, all the works.. its hard to let that all go at night) and tell your husband, hey look, I need to be tied up and told what to do...

In fact He tied me up for bed time last night as a reward for my unselfish deed. In my seven years of being a sub (most that time an online one) I finally feel a sub 110 %, like i do online. He loves it and so do I! I havent slept a full eight hours in years, and the last two nights have been blissfull.

 

[Mastersall]

moraine

See what being a good and obedient pet gets you? to beg is to show master you are ready .. that your mouth wants and needs his pleasure will inreturn
grant you the things you crave.. good work

 

[Esclava]

<snip>Anyone other subs have that need so badly? How did your master fill it?

Oh moraine,

I am sure there are many who have that need and don't really know how to express it. I am currently an o/l slave who battles the "need to submissively serve" dragon daily. Only I have no R/L Master to fill that need or slay that dragon for me.

Unfortunately, my o/l Master is tremendously busy and as I am one of many, I only get tidbits of his time. More often than not, those tidbits are never enough to fill the need; but they are all I have and I must be content with them. Anything else I did, to get more of his time, would smack of TFTB.

When I really need him and he is unavailable, I withdraw into myself until he comes looking for me. That is when I know he has time for me. But that's not good either, because then I cannot tell him the truth about why I have been absent.

It is a horrid, vicious circle that will only be broken by a R/L Master (or Mistress) to take care of those submission needs. Beyond that, I don't know any other way to deal with my need to submit to One...without One to submit to.

Best of luck to you in your search for information.

Esclava

 

[caela]

moraine...all i can say is that i am jealous lol...enjoy it!

 

[babiesmiles]

Moraine yours is a very nice story and you're very kind to share it . I still dont know in which way my wishes will develope ( I think I'm a sub and still trying to understand ) but I found your desires so natural and healthy I was happy for you !

soon

smilie

 

[moraine]

Thankyou, I went to a session with the husband, we were looking for training in something new (with our favorite Mistress) and she told me that, that feeling was a final and true need of submissiveness, that finally my dominating lifestyle during the day was no longer clouding my submissive one with my husband.

Basically, Ive finally let the entire wall break down and its given great pleasure to him, and in return to me.

Maybe Ill post the session if anyone wants to hear it.. did alot of new things....

 

[Mastersall]

moraine

You grow before our eyes...very good work and of course I for one
would love to hear every detail

 

[Esclava]

<-----Throwing a party!

Thankyou, I went to a session with the husband, we were looking for training in something new (with our favorite Mistress) and she told me that, that feeling was a final and true need of submissiveness, that finally my dominating lifestyle during the day was no longer clouding my submissive one with my husband.

Basically, Ive finally let the entire wall break down and its given great pleasure to him, and in return to me.

Maybe Ill post the session if anyone wants to hear it.. did alot of new things....

We're celebrating for you and with you, moraine! It is good to hear of such wonderful things happening in r/l. It keeps hope alive. Best of life to you!

Esclava

 

[moraine]

Thanks MasterAlls, its good someone wants to read my stories.

Esclava, thank you for the comment. "To everyone there day, and time..."

Ill post my story up another night, Im a bit tired and written out today...

 

[Bloody Heart]

Perhaps the urge arose because you felt a need for more affection or attention. I get extrememly submissive when I feel a lack of anything, and I can't sleep until it is satisfyed. I just want to please my man at least once sometime before I go to bed each night. But that's just me. Do post your story!

 

[moraine]

I agree, I just had to please him, In just anyway! and did so!

It was the most nakid baring (sp ?) Of my soul have given him in five years. Ive given my online master more... in less time..

It felt more real, more loving and satisfying to please him in that one single moment than any other online or off, in my 7 years of experience..It almost makes me seem like a novice...lol

Ill post the story up tomorow night, Master wants me to write a clear headed one, and fortunatly Im in a space at the moment where, im on a whim!

(if that makes in any way, im in my zone...)

Ill post it here.