Klinefalters, and feelings of being transgendered

[danisometimes]

I got word yesterday, after a blood test that my estrogen levels are off the charts. I didn't know that i was a klinefalters syndrome baby till yesterday. I've been a crossdresser since 15, and a lot more femme since halloween 09.I have no cancer symptoms thank goodness.

I don't know how to word this, but ive been curious sexualwise, have had flings with both sexes the past year. It just feels like im a woman in a mans body. I've had these feelings before. But after my routine physical and this news, the feelings of being a woman are a lot stronger, as i'm writing this im in a black ladies pantsuit ready to go shopping.

Thoughts? i just feel like i'm at a crossroads? Sorry if this post doesn't seem sexual for most. I didnt know where really to post this

 

[Etoile]

My wife's ex-husband is XXY (Klinefelter's). I think he found out at age 17 or so.

Do you think the Klinefelter's has influenced you to be interested in cross-dressing, or is the feeling more that it gives you permission for it? I know this is a tricky question.

 

[danisometimes]

I don't know, I've always had a strong femme side...even taking some femme roles for theater(Hairspray, and a friends original production). I just feel that it gives me the permission i guess to cross-dress, be more feminine. I didnt find out that i was a klinefalters baby till 3 weeks ago. I always had a strange comfort dressed as a woman
My body rejected the initial testosterone shot, got really ill. Doctor said i shouldve been treated over a decade ago. I just feel conflicted. Thank goodness i have a best friend, she's been helping me out alot!