QuirkyQuill
Dreamin'
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Gaelica seemed to stretch infinitely beyond their slow moving caravan, but any forward progress was better than stagnation. When Aidan took up his post, leading his people forward, Meya placed herself at the back, trying to convince herself it was to ensure that nobody fell behind and not because she was placing as much distance between her and the prince as she could manage without abandoning the group altogether.
Meya occasionally relieved exhausted parents of their children, at one point fitting three toddlers in front of her, including one who fell asleep with her face buried in her chest, little legs wrapped around her middle. The city gates were a welcome sight, and once the caravan had been seen to safety, she disappeared to the castle. It hadn't occurred to her that she and Magnus had been gone for nearly a fortnight until she got lost trying to find the new room she'd been moved to.
Hildy promptly joined her and had a bath filled quickly, the woman's nose wrinkling at the bedraggled sight of her. Though Meya was typically quiet, there was something different about her silence. She'd declined Hildy's offer to help her undress as she was fully capable of getting out of her clothes. Her eyes were drawn to the faded stain on her stomach, and for the first time since that night, she allowed herself to relive that attack. Sliding into the hot water, she sank down to her chin, her eyes closing as the scent of lavender washed over her. She'd known the man couldn't be saved. Meya was convinced he knew he couldn't be saved. With his wife and children sobbing beside him, she'd had to try. Her shirt had done very little to staunch the flow of blood, her hands taking the majority of it as she'd applied as much pressure as she could to the wound.
It was the children whose cries she couldn't rid herself of that had plagued her. Inhaling, she held her breath and dipped below the water, staying underneath the surface as long as she could manage. Meya knew she needed to move past the memory. Bathing herself, her thoughts turned to the traitorous ally nation. That felt much safer than lingering on Aidan's words. Every time his voice began to inch its way into the forefront of her mind, she intentionally shoved it away. It was dangerous to linger on what he’d said. She knew it would be too easy to fall into him, and she couldn't allow that to happen.
When Hildy returned to help her ready for bed, Meya's eyebrows seemed to have taken a permanent furrow. The older woman didn't push, but took note of the way the younger woman's jaw muscles clenched and the way her fingers dug into the fabric of her sleep chemise. Once she finished the braid, her lips pursed. Meya was so enraptured in the strategic part of her thoughts, it took her longer than it should have to realize that Hildy was no longer working, but was instead staring intently at her. Shaking her head gently, Meya forced a neutral expression on her face.
“Thank you, Hildy. I can manage on my own from here.” Her voice carried the weight she felt on her shoulders, but she stood, doing her best to look nonplussed. “Would you please ask the prince if we could schedule a time to discuss strategy at his earliest convenience? I do not need an answer tonight.”
Hildy's eyebrow rose as the formality of the request seemed to wrap Meya’s words in cold detachment. Rather than comment, Hildy merely nodded and left, tracing the familiar steps across the castle.
Meya had managed to avoid sleeping in this room by leaving with her father the day she’d been moved. Left alone, she looked around, feeling the walls move in around her without a balcony to the outside world to provide more space. There was no side doorway leading to Aidan's chambers, and she couldn't decide if she was grateful to have that temptation removed from her or if she felt her loneliness more acutely because of it. Walking to the chair by the fire, she curled into it, her legs tucked beneath, resting her head against the cushion and closing her eyes.
He proposed.
She finally allowed the thought to enter her consciousness, the ache of having to refuse him bringing the hot sting to her eyes. Inhaling deeply, she pushed it back down. It had been the right decision. Even if it had gone against everything her heart had been begging her to do. Logic has to win here.
By the time Hildy made it to the prince’s room, she looked truly displeased, a fearsome expression on the older woman. Her irritation came through in her knock on the door, and when she entered the room, her eyes narrowed in on the man she'd known since boyhood. Crossing her arms, she looked more like a mother scolding her child than a senior lady’s maid addressing the crown prince.
“What did you do to her?” Hildy's voice came out sharply as she looked Aidan up and down. “She is asking me to set up a meeting with the prince to discuss strategy. It's bad enough she thinks you're the one who moved her far enough away from your chamber she may as well be in the next kingdom over. What did you do?”
Meya occasionally relieved exhausted parents of their children, at one point fitting three toddlers in front of her, including one who fell asleep with her face buried in her chest, little legs wrapped around her middle. The city gates were a welcome sight, and once the caravan had been seen to safety, she disappeared to the castle. It hadn't occurred to her that she and Magnus had been gone for nearly a fortnight until she got lost trying to find the new room she'd been moved to.
Hildy promptly joined her and had a bath filled quickly, the woman's nose wrinkling at the bedraggled sight of her. Though Meya was typically quiet, there was something different about her silence. She'd declined Hildy's offer to help her undress as she was fully capable of getting out of her clothes. Her eyes were drawn to the faded stain on her stomach, and for the first time since that night, she allowed herself to relive that attack. Sliding into the hot water, she sank down to her chin, her eyes closing as the scent of lavender washed over her. She'd known the man couldn't be saved. Meya was convinced he knew he couldn't be saved. With his wife and children sobbing beside him, she'd had to try. Her shirt had done very little to staunch the flow of blood, her hands taking the majority of it as she'd applied as much pressure as she could to the wound.
It was the children whose cries she couldn't rid herself of that had plagued her. Inhaling, she held her breath and dipped below the water, staying underneath the surface as long as she could manage. Meya knew she needed to move past the memory. Bathing herself, her thoughts turned to the traitorous ally nation. That felt much safer than lingering on Aidan's words. Every time his voice began to inch its way into the forefront of her mind, she intentionally shoved it away. It was dangerous to linger on what he’d said. She knew it would be too easy to fall into him, and she couldn't allow that to happen.
When Hildy returned to help her ready for bed, Meya's eyebrows seemed to have taken a permanent furrow. The older woman didn't push, but took note of the way the younger woman's jaw muscles clenched and the way her fingers dug into the fabric of her sleep chemise. Once she finished the braid, her lips pursed. Meya was so enraptured in the strategic part of her thoughts, it took her longer than it should have to realize that Hildy was no longer working, but was instead staring intently at her. Shaking her head gently, Meya forced a neutral expression on her face.
“Thank you, Hildy. I can manage on my own from here.” Her voice carried the weight she felt on her shoulders, but she stood, doing her best to look nonplussed. “Would you please ask the prince if we could schedule a time to discuss strategy at his earliest convenience? I do not need an answer tonight.”
Hildy's eyebrow rose as the formality of the request seemed to wrap Meya’s words in cold detachment. Rather than comment, Hildy merely nodded and left, tracing the familiar steps across the castle.
Meya had managed to avoid sleeping in this room by leaving with her father the day she’d been moved. Left alone, she looked around, feeling the walls move in around her without a balcony to the outside world to provide more space. There was no side doorway leading to Aidan's chambers, and she couldn't decide if she was grateful to have that temptation removed from her or if she felt her loneliness more acutely because of it. Walking to the chair by the fire, she curled into it, her legs tucked beneath, resting her head against the cushion and closing her eyes.
He proposed.
She finally allowed the thought to enter her consciousness, the ache of having to refuse him bringing the hot sting to her eyes. Inhaling deeply, she pushed it back down. It had been the right decision. Even if it had gone against everything her heart had been begging her to do. Logic has to win here.
By the time Hildy made it to the prince’s room, she looked truly displeased, a fearsome expression on the older woman. Her irritation came through in her knock on the door, and when she entered the room, her eyes narrowed in on the man she'd known since boyhood. Crossing her arms, she looked more like a mother scolding her child than a senior lady’s maid addressing the crown prince.
“What did you do to her?” Hildy's voice came out sharply as she looked Aidan up and down. “She is asking me to set up a meeting with the prince to discuss strategy. It's bad enough she thinks you're the one who moved her far enough away from your chamber she may as well be in the next kingdom over. What did you do?”