redrider4u
This pix is for you......
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kathyL. said:
Once love came my way
and stayed with me years
Like the the warmth of a sun's ray
washing away my fears
Yet one day, love went away
leaving behind tears
Kathy and Daff's place
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Once love came my way
and stayed with me years
Like the the warmth of a sun's ray
washing away my fears
Yet one day, love went away
leaving behind tears
Icey*Fire
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You said the words I love you,
But it is obvious things have changed.
I said the words I love you,
And my feelings are still the same.
You said I'll love you forever,
But forever wasn't long enough.
I said I'll love you always,
And I'll mean it forever.
But I can not imply to you
What that means,
'Cause your version of Forever
Isn't what it seems,
And my version of Always
Seems like an unrealistic dream
But it is obvious things have changed.
I said the words I love you,
And my feelings are still the same.
You said I'll love you forever,
But forever wasn't long enough.
I said I'll love you always,
And I'll mean it forever.
But I can not imply to you
What that means,
'Cause your version of Forever
Isn't what it seems,
And my version of Always
Seems like an unrealistic dream
Icey*Fire
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I’m Movin’ On
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on
I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on
I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
Icey*Fire
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A cold, gray mist massages my heart,
Our Oneness was fated, why tear us apart?
Sharp icicles piercing, drain life from my soul,
My spirit is grieving, Love, why must you go?
Tonight in my sorrow, the phone by my ear,
I traced out the number whose ring you won't hear,
Pretended you whispered, your voice filled with love,
"Sarah, you'll always be the most special one. "
The pipes didn't clang, it's you finally knocking,
The chimes at my window are you laughing softly!
The floor didn't settle, it's you drawing near,
The clock ticks the beat of your heart, so dear!
I opened my arms overwhelmed with desire,
Your kiss and caress would consume me in fire!
I arched towards your body, to receive, be fulfilled,
Then reality bared glist'ning fangs - I lay still.
Now hot burning tears trace down - not tears!
Can't face it, too hard, so achingly clear.
See clouds of a storm? Hear thunder, see lightning?
I'm laying in the rain, that's all, not crying.
The mist's creeping back, so stealthy, so sure,
Must search for the strength to heal, to endure.
I reach for the stone to press to my heart,
The gray dawn approaches, I've played the fool's part.
Our Oneness was fated, why tear us apart?
Sharp icicles piercing, drain life from my soul,
My spirit is grieving, Love, why must you go?
Tonight in my sorrow, the phone by my ear,
I traced out the number whose ring you won't hear,
Pretended you whispered, your voice filled with love,
"Sarah, you'll always be the most special one. "
The pipes didn't clang, it's you finally knocking,
The chimes at my window are you laughing softly!
The floor didn't settle, it's you drawing near,
The clock ticks the beat of your heart, so dear!
I opened my arms overwhelmed with desire,
Your kiss and caress would consume me in fire!
I arched towards your body, to receive, be fulfilled,
Then reality bared glist'ning fangs - I lay still.
Now hot burning tears trace down - not tears!
Can't face it, too hard, so achingly clear.
See clouds of a storm? Hear thunder, see lightning?
I'm laying in the rain, that's all, not crying.
The mist's creeping back, so stealthy, so sure,
Must search for the strength to heal, to endure.
I reach for the stone to press to my heart,
The gray dawn approaches, I've played the fool's part.
redrider4u
This pix is for you......
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a friend.....
Speaks out, hearing your pleas
knowing that you suffer, yes
Remember, you have friends here
who care for you, so much, yes
So, let loose the waterfall of sorrow
cause we are here.........yes
Turn inward, till you seek
the comfort for you, yes
Till the moon is on high
and sun lost in the sky, yes.
Till later, lady of the words
Here, for you, yes.
Speaks out, hearing your pleas
knowing that you suffer, yes
Remember, you have friends here
who care for you, so much, yes
So, let loose the waterfall of sorrow
cause we are here.........yes
Turn inward, till you seek
the comfort for you, yes
Till the moon is on high
and sun lost in the sky, yes.
Till later, lady of the words
Here, for you, yes.
Icey*Fire
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It was a sad and quiet night,with words as my shade,
I wrote this poem to you,
hoping that the pain would fade.
Hoping that the pain would fade,
the pain I feel in me,
as each day passes by,
the time might set me free.
It was a sad and quiet night,
when I faced the hardest part,
cause I was all by myself,
with a broken heart.
It was a sad and quiet night,
with my head in hand,
when I learned to accept,
and how to understand.
Now I do understand,
that reality is pain,
which brought me tears,
and left me in the rain.
It was a sad and quiet night,
as my dreams went through,
I realize my mistake,
it was wrong to love you.
Icey*Fire
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~~Daff~~
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?
Goodbye
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?
Goodbye
MistyBluEyes
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{{{KAT}}} You have friends to bring you back up. Remember that.
Kat, when you are ready, all you have to do, is PM me and I'll listen and help you back on your feet.
You have some good friends here in LIT use us for the friendship we have to offer, the ear to listen, and the words of encouragement that we can give.
You have some good friends here in LIT use us for the friendship we have to offer, the ear to listen, and the words of encouragement that we can give.
This is not my work, however I received it from a dear Friend and am Sharing with all. Dedicated to all of the Women of the World!
By the time the Lord made women, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have 200 movable parts, all replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers, have a lap that can hold three children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six pairs of hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!" "And that's just on the standard model?" the Angel asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days. The Angel moved closer and touched the woman, "but you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed, "but I have also made Her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason, and negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached out and touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak with this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the Angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride." The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,Lord. You thought of everything, for women are truly amazing."
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They carry hardships, they carry burdens but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They stand up for injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a new marriage.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! They bring joy and hope.
They give compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have a lot to say and a lot to give.
By the time the Lord made women, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have 200 movable parts, all replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers, have a lap that can hold three children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six pairs of hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!" "And that's just on the standard model?" the Angel asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days. The Angel moved closer and touched the woman, "but you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed, "but I have also made Her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason, and negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached out and touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak with this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the Angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride." The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,Lord. You thought of everything, for women are truly amazing."
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They carry hardships, they carry burdens but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They stand up for injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a new marriage.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! They bring joy and hope.
They give compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have a lot to say and a lot to give.
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One day I thought I had you
but the next day you were gone
You came and took my heart
and left me all alone
I dont know how to stop the tears
dont think I haven't tried
but as long as I still think of you
I just can't help but cry
You were the first to ever love me
The first to ever leave.
So know I sit here thinking
why did it have to be me?
Some people say that life isn't fair
but I just can't help but wonder
Have they ever been there?
but the next day you were gone
You came and took my heart
and left me all alone
I dont know how to stop the tears
dont think I haven't tried
but as long as I still think of you
I just can't help but cry
You were the first to ever love me
The first to ever leave.
So know I sit here thinking
why did it have to be me?
Some people say that life isn't fair
but I just can't help but wonder
Have they ever been there?
the soft candlelight flickering with the breeze
your breath against my skin brings me to my knees
I feel your heartbeat against my cheek, as I lay my head upon your chest
I lay there in your arms I know this is where I want to be snuggled with you in our bed of blossoms and essense the perfect little nest.
Your touch ever so soft, stroking my hair
Nothing I have ever felt can compare.
This feeling of passion and ease
the soft candlelight flickering with the breeze.
your breath against my skin brings me to my knees
I feel your heartbeat against my cheek, as I lay my head upon your chest
I lay there in your arms I know this is where I want to be snuggled with you in our bed of blossoms and essense the perfect little nest.
Your touch ever so soft, stroking my hair
Nothing I have ever felt can compare.
This feeling of passion and ease
the soft candlelight flickering with the breeze.
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Icey*Fire
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A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
Icey*Fire
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Daff said:Especially for Kat
Miles and miles
may keep us apart,
but no distance can divide
the bond of our hearts.
Our bodies may be
separated by a vast ocean,
but we are connected by a
bridge of our love and devotion.
You see temptation
each and every day,
yet you vow that
with me will you stay.
And I hope you can see
from my point of view,
that I will always
love, honor and cherish you.
*
Icey*Fire
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Daff said:I've often think of the question you've asked me.
Why do I love you?…here goes sweetie.
It's the beauty of your smile, it's everything that you do.
For I see happiness when I look at you.
The way you dance, your silly wink,
The way you laugh, or simply how you blink.
The love I feel when you hold me tight.
A love to keep me warm through the coldest of nights.
How you make me feel, how you open up my heart.
All the hopes that you bring right from the start.
How your tender kisses can put me in a daze.
I love you baby in each and every way.
How you lift me up, how you gave me flight,
Forever is what I see when I look into your eyes.
My heart beats to a new rhythm, a rhythm of love.
All because of you my angel sent from above.
You're my ray of light on those dark, gloomy days.
You are the answer to all of my prayers.
I can continue with my reasons, my list is endless.
For I love you more and more as each day progresses.
So why do I love you?…let me tell you why..
Because you're my hopes, my dreams, my love my life.
*
Icey*Fire
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Daff said:I remember the day,
Seems so long ago.
Such an ordinary day,
But little did I know.
Unexpectedly,
We met by chance.
There was nothing special about it,
There was no romance.
I met a lot of girls,
I thought they were all the same.
To be honest with you,
I didn’t even remember your name.
A couple days later you called,
I didn’t remember you then.
I wasn’t sure what to do,
But I said I’d meet you again.
I don’t remember what happened,
But the days became weeks.
It's funny that you find love,
When love is not what you seek.
At some point I fell in love,
When I do not know.
It was very hard for me to tell you,
But easy for me to show.
It's not easy to explain,
It's not even easy for me to say.
It's not that I am afraid of love,
It's that everyone thinks of love a different way.
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