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Day 7even & still going strong, sort of, although I feel punchy and strange with all this unaccustomed Chinese energy zooming around in my meridians. One definite change that only a week's buildup of testosterone brings: I feel much more emotional about women. That's something to meditate on. I think I use constant self-satisfaction in order to create a soul-armor that no woman can penetrate; because actually, if I let them, they affect me very much indeed.
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Andraste said:
Not any more than we are.
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Andraste said:
Seriously, though, I think it's always foolish to "put women on a pedestal". I don't know if women do the same thing to men. They might, in their own way. On the other hand, blind hate of women reveals more about the hater than anything.
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Andraste said:
That's what it all comes down to innit.
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Andraste said:
Yes, we know this. This is why we had to invent patriarchy and phallocentrism. We know this male supremacy business is ridiculous if you start scrutinizing it, but it's really the only way we can live with ourselves. It's nice of you gals to let us have our illusions. We're grateful, really.
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Hamletmaschine said:
I was just thinking about this exact point whilst doing my marketing this day. All the hoops I've hopped through over the years, all the contortions I've put my spirit through, just because a billion years of biology has left me with a system that responds to input in a way that I find most unpleasant because it is out of my control and if I am anything, it's a control freak.
I am a compulsive masturbator because I'm wired to be constantly upset about the existence of women, those chunky, rapeable lovelies. Only by jacking morning, noon, and night can I reduce the pressure and maintain the calm demeanour of the sage. It's been this way since I was a pimply lad. A cosmic giggle, really.
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It is incredibly rare that my masturbatory delights involve just two people.
Humiliation just works so much better with a third party.
Humiliation just works so much better with a third party.
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When abstaining, I really shouldn't read stories like this: http://www.blackplague.org/sickbitch/dick.html
It's always weird to realise that there are pervs out there who think exactly like you do. Many of us are used to feeling like the only ones in the world who could have thoughts like these.....
It's always weird to realise that there are pervs out there who think exactly like you do. Many of us are used to feeling like the only ones in the world who could have thoughts like these.....
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rosco rathbone said:
How's that old line go? A man spends the first nine months of his life kicking and screaming trying to get out of some woman's snatch, then he spends the rest of his life kicking and screaming trying to get back in?
But kicking and screaming = loss of control, and it's much easier to play the old Freudian sublmation and transference two-step than to start kicking and screaming.
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rosco rathbone said:
you answered your own question: fuck what the ancient chinese say. find your own way. you are bright enough to pave your own path.rosco rathbone said:
i think sages and philosophers should be read and thought about and then the pieces that work applied to your life. one from column A and one from column B, if you will.
not everything works for everyone.
i tried a 7-year celibacy at one point in my life at the behest of sage wisdom. taught me more than i want to know about my own sexuality and fucked me up royally. one of those lessons in "things that DON'T work for hester."
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Hester said:
Yes, I agree: chinese menus offer better advice for living than chinese philosophy
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so what's wrong with having a pressure release valve?rosco rathbone said:
you are human. sexual drive is human. your turnons are a product of your chemistry and experience, karma and samsara. if you want to control that, then drop everything and spend the rest of your life on a mountaintop with the naked sadhus in their ashes and long beards. otherwise, accept the need to bleed-off through your valve as part of your human maintenance and try to enjoy it a little.
you worry me when you get like this.
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Hester said:
Well, I DO jack constantly. This is for special purposes. I need male energy right now. It's just wigging me out now that I have it. I feel like I've rejoined the human race--come down from my ivory tower--fallen in with the salvation army band. With me, jacking is a way to control, don't you see? In my jacklife, which is to say my normal, quotidien life, I am "on the mountaintop" as you put it. It's like the reverse of the point you are making.
Kicking and screaming. I've been thinking that a little more kicking and screaming would be good for me. I'm at that time of life when one takes stock and realises that one's entire character is set in stone and it's the wrong shape.
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stirbird said:I love sickbitch's work. I used to chat with her on the R. forums long ago.
Thanks for the link, I'd lost mine.
I got the link from you, actually.
I emailed her, congratulating her on her MdS style wit.
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fluffPE said:
It's no joke!
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rosco rathbone said:
I've experienced the same thing.
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rosco rathbone said:
Tell me about it. :sad: I couldn't stand myself any longer.
Thinking of him pressing me up against a wall
his hand at my neck pinning me there
his cock teasing the crack of my ass...tapping my asshole
plunging into my open, wet hole
me grunting at the intrusion...lifting me off the ground
his deep thrusting forcing him to hit my cervix
and explode deep inside
calling me names...his slut, whore
making me cum from the verbal fuck
as he oozes down my thighs
and yes...I'm fucking brilliant again.
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