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I've had a string of spectacular Os lately. Juice flying ridiculous distances. Partner sex can't even begin to compare. Why bother with it?


Masturbation is the way.
 
I wish bisexplicit was around. Little Lupe's site is wide open.

(this info will be posted only temporarily)

Sure, it's softcore and one of the 30 or so girls on there doesn't even take off her panties. And at this point, I prefer fake milfs to fake teens. But I spent a lot of last night ripping vids and pics from little lupe and friends.

I've had a string of spectacular Os lately. Juice flying ridiculous distances. Partner sex can't even begin to compare. Why bother with it?


Masturbation is the way.

You're just lying to yourself, my friend. The best salad in the world isn't better than even a burnt piece of bacon.
 
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Fuck, I haven't masturbated in days.

Not sure why, I'm tired and cranky and just can't get myself to focus on wanking, grrrrrrrrr.
 
Been hormonally charged and lucky enough to find a vid that really worked for me although parts of it were like to creep me out and give me the gags.

Japanese rape vid. No poo, thankfully (sorry, Mecha), but if anyone has a thing for grody old guys with really REALLY bad teeth then there's much perving to be had with this one. Also lots of drooling and licking all over the woman's face --- that and the teeth were what creeped me out. The copious nipple play, gang action, clear female disgust and reluctance, grunting, giggling men and creampies made me extremely happy.

I love it when they finish inside her and then you get to see the slime ooze out while she cries broken-heartedly. That desperate scream when he grunts in his final throes and she knows he's spurting inside her -- as if the rape could be negated so long as he doesn't shoot in her.

I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something. I don't know if I can explain it. It seems like it would be preferable in most respects --- from the woman's POV --- but at the same time it's like he can't even be bothered enough with her to actually fuck her. He just sticks her once and moves on. What is she to think? Can she even really say she's been raped? In some ways it seems psychologically worse because it's more ambiguous.

Of course that sort of scenario only gets my blood going, I can't get off to it. I need the money shot.
 
Been hormonally charged and lucky enough to find a vid that really worked for me although parts of it were like to creep me out and give me the gags.

Japanese rape vid. No poo, thankfully (sorry, Mecha)
:mad:
I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something. I don't know if I can explain it. It seems like it would be preferable in most respects --- from the woman's POV --- but at the same time it's like he can't even be bothered enough with her to actually fuck her. He just sticks her once and moves on. What is she to think? Can she even really say she's been raped? In some ways it seems psychologically worse because it's more ambiguous.

Of course that sort of scenario only gets my blood going, I can't get off to it. I need the money shot.

The one-stroke rape is fun because it's a tease. Kinda like stripping her down and making her masturbate for you.
 
I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something. I don't know if I can explain it. It seems like it would be preferable in most respects --- from the woman's POV --- but at the same time it's like he can't even be bothered enough with her to actually fuck her. He just sticks her once and moves on. What is she to think? Can she even really say she's been raped? In some ways it seems psychologically worse because it's more ambiguous.

This. Gosh.
 
I keep finding interesting things and I don't know where to post them but here.

There's one of those move-your-mouse-fast-across-the-screen games, only instead of hitting a drawing of a stuffed animal or something, this one is about slapping an uppity woman and uses video of a woman with makeup for the bruises you inflict. It's called "Hit the Bitch." You keep slapping her until your score goes from "100% Pussy" to "100% Gangsta".

As I played, I wondered how they got this chick to sign up for a game where the object is domestic violence. Then I won the game and a message featuring domestic violence stats in Denmark comes up, as well as a message about seeking help if you are a victim.

What a fucked up and arousing game.

This. Gosh.

A marla sighting! *sticks his dick in you and pulls it out*
 
I can't wank. Every time I try I start crying. I must be hormonal or fucked in the head or something.
 
I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something.

The best thing about the internet is that it lets me know I'm not the only person out there who thinks exactly like I do.
 
Been hormonally charged and lucky enough to find a vid that really worked for me although parts of it were like to creep me out and give me the gags.

Japanese rape vid. No poo, thankfully (sorry, Mecha), but if anyone has a thing for grody old guys with really REALLY bad teeth then there's much perving to be had with this one. Also lots of drooling and licking all over the woman's face --- that and the teeth were what creeped me out. The copious nipple play, gang action, clear female disgust and reluctance, grunting, giggling men and creampies made me extremely happy.

I love it when they finish inside her and then you get to see the slime ooze out while she cries broken-heartedly. That desperate scream when he grunts in his final throes and she knows he's spurting inside her -- as if the rape could be negated so long as he doesn't shoot in her.

I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something. I don't know if I can explain it. It seems like it would be preferable in most respects --- from the woman's POV --- but at the same time it's like he can't even be bothered enough with her to actually fuck her. He just sticks her once and moves on. What is she to think? Can she even really say she's been raped? In some ways it seems psychologically worse because it's more ambiguous.

Of course that sort of scenario only gets my blood going, I can't get off to it. I need the money shot.

In my favorite book of science, The Natural History of Rape, it claims that women's revulsion at rape is an evolutionary development having to do with their desire for choice of the partner's genes.

So a one-pump rape would be a rape after all. Or how about this scenario? The rapist holds you down and simply draws aside your panties, inserting an instrument into your canal and quickly injects you with a large dose of his raw, fresh seed. The whole thing is over almost instantly.
 
I don't know how anyone within reach of your pussy could keep her or his hands off of it.

:kiss:

Yeah, I agree, haha.

I wanked about an hour after that post, first on cam for myself, watching my fingers go in and out of my pussy while tweaking an exposed nipple with the other hand, then in the shower, repeatedly, loudly and laughing.

I usually don't do the showerhead thing, I don't like to come standing up in the shower because I'm scared I'll lose control and slip or fall, my legs kinda buckle and I need to hold on to something, but this time I did it anyways and kept at it, coming, coming, coming until I was laughing at my greediness and stopped.

Been hormonally charged and lucky enough to find a vid that really worked for me although parts of it were like to creep me out and give me the gags.

Japanese rape vid. No poo, thankfully (sorry, Mecha), but if anyone has a thing for grody old guys with really REALLY bad teeth then there's much perving to be had with this one. Also lots of drooling and licking all over the woman's face --- that and the teeth were what creeped me out. The copious nipple play, gang action, clear female disgust and reluctance, grunting, giggling men and creampies made me extremely happy.

I love it when they finish inside her and then you get to see the slime ooze out while she cries broken-heartedly. That desperate scream when he grunts in his final throes and she knows he's spurting inside her -- as if the rape could be negated so long as he doesn't shoot in her.

I've played with that idea some --- the idea of the one-stroke rape. He holds her down and pushes it in and then pulls it out and leaves her. Yes, yes, clearly rape, but just a single stroke? No thrusting? He doesn't come in her? It's so contemptuous, as if she can't really call it rape and so he steals that indignation from her or something. I don't know if I can explain it. It seems like it would be preferable in most respects --- from the woman's POV --- but at the same time it's like he can't even be bothered enough with her to actually fuck her. He just sticks her once and moves on. What is she to think? Can she even really say she's been raped? In some ways it seems psychologically worse because it's more ambiguous.

Of course that sort of scenario only gets my blood going, I can't get off to it. I need the money shot.

Wow, lady.

I like you.

The rapist holds you down and simply draws aside your panties, inserting an instrument into your canal and quickly injects you with a large dose of his raw, fresh seed. The whole thing is over almost instantly.

You are so fucking sick and twisted :D
 
So a one-pump rape would be a rape after all. Or how about this scenario? The rapist holds you down and simply draws aside your panties, inserting an instrument into your canal and quickly injects you with a large dose of his raw, fresh seed. The whole thing is over almost instantly.
Efficient. One should take some money from her purse and leave a receipt.

Actually, when thinking along those lines... I like the idea of raping a girl and then leaving some money. That way, it's not so much rape as it is forcing her into prostitution.

Oh, Mecha.. Your av makes me whine like a puppy.

*scratches behind your ears*
 
I was aware my cunt was hot and wet. I pushed my hand down my trousers for number three, figuring that since I was now onanistically unblocked I may as well.
I was soaking. Really soaking. I pulled my hand out and it was dripping in blood. I jumped in the shower and finished off. I ejaculated an impressive amount of blood as I climaxed.
I haven't cramped since.
 
In my favorite book of science, The Natural History of Rape, it claims that women's revulsion at rape is an evolutionary development having to do with their desire for choice of the partner's genes.

So a one-pump rape would be a rape after all. Or how about this scenario? The rapist holds you down and simply draws aside your panties, inserting an instrument into your canal and quickly injects you with a large dose of his raw, fresh seed. The whole thing is over almost instantly.

Jesus.
 
In my favorite book of science, The Natural History of Rape, it claims that women's revulsion at rape is an evolutionary development having to do with their desire for choice of the partner's genes.

So a one-pump rape would be a rape after all. Or how about this scenario? The rapist holds you down and simply draws aside your panties, inserting an instrument into your canal and quickly injects you with a large dose of his raw, fresh seed. The whole thing is over almost instantly.


I was at a friend's house about a month ago and got sucked into an episode of Law and Order SVU where this EXACT thing happens. Only it's a girl's dad who turkey bastes her after retrieving the seed from spent condoms filled by the men he's whoring his wife out to.

I hate when I'm feeling all pervy in company where I can't share it. I just feel so damn dirty.

But come on, what the hell else is SVU about other than perving on rape? Seriously.

It almost makes me wish I watched TV.
 
I was at a friend's house about a month ago and got sucked into an episode of Law and Order SVU where this EXACT thing happens. Only it's a girl's dad who turkey bastes her after retrieving the seed from spent condoms filled by the men he's whoring his wife out to.

I hate when I'm feeling all pervy in company where I can't share it. I just feel so damn dirty.

But come on, what the hell else is SVU about other than perving on rape? Seriously.

It almost makes me wish I watched TV.
This news fills me with irritation. When the TV writers are perving on the same level as I am, it's time to turn in my balls.
 
Friday night:
Some prostitute reality show on HBO.

Sunday night:
Boy dressed as girl on Am Pics to get started, then a provocative story for the grand finale.
 
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