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pain jack...

suctoin cups with pressure enough to make me squirm & gasp.

slowly pushing one of these all the way inside my cunt...

http://www.cachebeauty.com/Lado_214_brush_assorted.jpg

...every buzz on my clit making my cunt contract onto sharp bristles.

so much pain, so sweet.

forcing myself to cum on it.

my nipples so swollen, so sore.

my cunt feeling like it's burning.

it feels so damn good!
 
Lot of pervies post to this thread. I never knew about the shower autosadism.

I'm in a good place. I feel no lust, yet I don't feel weak and lacking male fortitude, either. I'm balanced, with enough juice in my testosticles to appreciate the female form devine, but not so much that I am going to get all bent out of shape about a passing ass.

Like the neap tide or the gibbeous moon, it's an unstable balance point. Who knows what boners tommorrow will bring.
 
nor does the point of balance last

long

before sliding off into

the divine madness
 
I realized I like interrupted masturbation sessions.

There is something delicious about being so close to an elusive orgasm, and then forced to stop abruptly - and not some lame "so its better later" thing, but a having to go out and be productive while feeling almost hollow with need. Swallowing back desires, ignoring base wants.
 
bisexplicit said:
I realized I like interrupted masturbation sessions.

There is something delicious about being so close to an elusive orgasm, and then forced to stop abruptly - and not some lame "so its better later" thing, but a having to go out and be productive while feeling almost hollow with need. Swallowing back desires, ignoring base wants.


I could definately agree with this.
 
Me, too, and its been happening with greater frequency. I love the distraction of desire
 
last time i jacked, literally seconds after O, the phone rang.

male friend says hi, i say hi, he says...urm...are you in bed?

my guilty tone gives it away and he laughs knowingly before continuing conversation.

i keep thinking about that feeling of being caught out.

i think i like it.
 
it hurts so good!

and part of me feels bad for that...when part of me is daydreaming that the pain is that much greater.

pushing at the edge of too much to bear.

the emotions that much stronger when i cum. the relief at being able to stop.

i'm sick. i know i'm sick.

but i want more.
 
I had one last night.

It was a scene from this story I'm writing (the Utopia one and the longest I've written... should end up at 10,000 words) where a slightly overweight but otherwise attractive girl is put on a diet by the school health officials. She cheats on the diet by eating a cupcake, a boy who doesn't like her tells on her and she is punished.

Then begins her utter humiliation in front of everyone as she is forced to walk stark naked through the cafeteria while students throw food at her and chant "Fatty... Fatty..." When this is done, a boy fucks her ass in front of everyone while making her squeal like a pig.

It's a fantastically hot scene, and to finish myself off for the night I browsed my collection for fat women being fucked anally, hopefully painfully and humiliatingly. For some reason I ended up on an Ultimate Surrender preview vid (lesbian anal strap-on humiliation) which was sort of relevant.
 
that reaaallly strikes a chord in me- the ultimate cruelty humiliation
cause I would believe it

and I LOVE those wrestling chicks
the foreceful nature
struggling to get your fingers in her- sweating, knees slipping on the mat

nice work as always, Mecha
 
it started off subtly yesterday but now i'm having pretty intense spontaneous Os. i suppose this is the ultimate way to wank.

i wonder what's miswired in me to cause these episodes.
 
5am, rain on the windows, buzzing my clit to wake myself.

just a happy daydream about loving slaps.
 
luxey313 said:
that reaaallly strikes a chord in me- the ultimate cruelty humiliation
cause I would believe it

and I LOVE those wrestling chicks
the foreceful nature
struggling to get your fingers in her- sweating, knees slipping on the mat

nice work as always, Mecha
thank you
 
it builds
and arrives

and the jay is good
sweet

tender images

and I am made whole again...
reshaped reformed

warmed and now cooling
on soft sheets

achingly sweet bliss

life is good at the moment
 
lunchtime game of hurt myself.

see how much i can take.

full so it feels like breaking.

good o.

there's something very wrong with me.
 
My head playing games with me. Picturing you wanting me, craving me...showing me your desire in the stiffness of your cock coming toward me. Your hand on it, jacking as you walk...lust in your eyes. My pussy flooding at the sight of your fist pumping even as I'm angry at your presumption of my willingness. Fuck you! NO.

Pushing you away...loving the look in your eyes...confused and pissed. My hands roaming my body like you want to...stopping to play with swollen aching nipples...pulling and tugging on them. Hands gentle on my pussy...smoothing the wetness over me. Rubbing my clit gently for a minute. Watching you pout in the corner as I tell you again. No. I don't fucking want you.

Anger building and frustrating me...you frustrating me with the determination in your face. On my knees in the middle of my bed...my red vibrator on high buzzing loud as I slide the almost too pointy tip over my clit again and again...trembling with pent up anger. Sliding it between my lips...the look of anticipation on your face thinking I'm going to call you over to me. No. I. don't. want. you.

Plunging the plastic cock all the way in. Fucking it as I call out your name. Cumming hard with that goddamn vibrator shoved in my pussy because you pissed me off. Crying because it isn't what I want either. Fuck.
 
Frustration-jacked twice in a row today. Hated the buzz, hated the Os, hated the blurry "fuck I don't have anything yummy to think about" emptiness of it. But it got me to sleep.
 
Quint said:
Frustration-jacked twice in a row today. Hated the buzz, hated the Os, hated the blurry "fuck I don't have anything yummy to think about" emptiness of it. But it got me to sleep.

Why do women having frustrating jacks excite me?

Is it the sadist in me?

Welcome to the GB, Quint. Haven't seen you 'round these parts too often.
 
RawHumor said:
Why do women having frustrating jacks excite me?

Is it the sadist in me?

Welcome to the GB, Quint. Haven't seen you 'round these parts too often.

Thanks for the welcome. Yeah this is the only thread here I frequent, and considering how INfrequently I jack, I guess I'm kind of on permanent "tourist" status.

I think you like the conflict. The utilitarian "jacking because I have to, not because I want to" and the restless sense of self-contempt that it breeds. Or mebbe that's just me!
 
fantasizing jack...

in an empty cinema, unpopular film, watching.
first thing i'm aware if is tape across my mouth. my hands move instictively towards it and are grabbed.
three guys climb over the seats, one either side of me, one on the seat in front.
either side, they hook a leg each over mine, spreading my thighs, holding my hands down.
then pulling my top up, tits spilled out of bra, panties neglected that day, causing shame.
one watching, the others stroking, pinching, teasing...me wanting it to feel bad, painful...but their hands are skillful.
for so long, feels like hours, so wet, knowing they can feel my body reacting, turned on.
the third climbs over the seat, standing between my legs, strokes my face, then suddenly the tape is gone...opening my mouth to scream, ring gag, from nowhere.
expecting...but the guy to my right passes my hand to the other, one of his hands still stroking & teasing my wet cunt, grabs my head and starts kissing my open mouth, tongue explorings, hands stroking.
the one on my left, both hands firmly gripped, suckling, teasing my breasts.
i can hear condom wrappers, the sounds of zips & rolling rubber, expecting rough but receiving gentle, slow entry.
slow, firm fucking making my moan into soft forced kisses.
the fingers on my clit rubbing faster, tensing, whimpering, the kiss broken, whispering lovers words in my ear before returning to my lips.
cumming hard, feeling him tense and cum too, the fingers on my clit more gentle, the kisses even more tender.
released, too spent, too confused to struggle, the two others moving away but the kisses remaining, gag being slid away, melting into his arms, strange arms.

good o.
fucked up.
 
luxey313 said:
and I LOVE those wrestling chicks
the foreceful nature
struggling to get your fingers in her- sweating, knees slipping on the mat
I just got one of the videos and have spent the last day jacking to it several times. There's nothing quite like to fit women wrestling nude. Really, if you didn't know it was a "sport", you'd think it was two women trying to rape each other. And they kind of are. And in the end, one gets to actually rape the other. I would so sign up at this site if I did that sort of thing.

And so stirbird doesn't get confused, I don't have a musclewoman fetish. Most of them that I've seen are too bulky and look manly. But Dragonlily and Syd Black are both hot bitches who have the strength and endurance to make for a good match... or a good fuck. And there is nothing hotter than seeing a hot fit chick being held down and fucked with a strap-on. It seems it's not even about the sex, just the humiliation of submitting to the girl who just overpowered you and proved your inferiority.

I mean, look at that pic. Jesus fucking christ I love porn.
 
MechaBlade said:
I just got one of the videos and have spent the last day jacking to it several times. There's nothing quite like to fit women wrestling nude. Really, if you didn't know it was a "sport", you'd think it was two women trying to rape each other. And they kind of are. And in the end, one gets to actually rape the other. I would so sign up at this site if I did that sort of thing.
this is why I love it
the still photos are better than the videos sometimes
I would love to make one of those movies- it would rule
 
Until an hour ago I had done nothing with my day but read trash and jack. The last time around was one of the rare occasions when I pulled out the Big Red Dick. I suppose I make up for all the times I don't use the Dick by really setting to when I do. I went at it so long things got abrasive and that hurt but good so I kept backing off the O and settling down before ramping it up again. Final O was a 9 out of 10. The other two I had today were solid, but this one gets the prize.


Fairly standard gang scene images of a woman being assaulted in front of her lover while the leader gives a running commentary about how tight she is or how firm her titties or how she particularly disliked that bit of business etc.
 
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