Ive got serious question

[Torreyjs]

well ok ive been asking myself this for more then 2 years now with no real result

i find men attractive, even sexy
and the same runs for women in my books
but ive never seeked a man out or really thought about them much in masterbation or sex really
but just yesterday in fact my friend Hunter was telling me how he walked by his neighbors dorms (1 gay guy the ther bi accordn to him) and he told me he saw them both in same bed 1 on top other) and i dunno i heard this and somethin stirred in me a lil (turn on i guess)
im a very "feminine" guy in the fact that im exceptionally submissive and not so confrontational, dont act guy like at all "girly" might be better i supose

in fact i even want to wear a lil make up (just eye make up tho)

anyways i just want to know about how other bi peeps here know that they are

i guess i am bi but im not sure
and i cant go date a guy just yet to find out becausse making a long story short, until my college dorms get built im staying with my grandparents for temporary (i got about 2 months left with them thank god)

ultra conservative and super nosy i couldnt date a man and they not find out then kick me out (then id be homeless )


i know this is a lot to read so i appreciate any help ty

 

[human_male]

This may not be much help but just as a vote of support at least... You're young, don't worry too much. Being bi can be confusing, you may never sort it out and that's ok, you don't have to label yourself. Just do what feels right at the time. If I were you I'd experiment and concentrate on enjoying myself. Worry about what label you want to give yourself later. Remember, there's a time and place for everything and it's called college. So have fun.