shadowcastle
Virgin
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- Mar 14, 2021
- Posts
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Ive been reading all these stories about sadistic and passionate men who want to ravage their partners and be rough and destroy them and push their limits with a fiery need. Genuinely wanting to ruin and break their subs and drive them crazy. Where it's mental and primal and not just sex.
I'm afraid that those men don't exist. I had it once or twice but they were unstable and unhealthy. So I worry that maybe I'm just sick and unstable and wanting the dark things I want isn't realistic. I mostly worry that since I'm heavy set and trans masculine that no one like that would want someone like me.
Anyone want to change my mind or direct me where to look?
I'm afraid that those men don't exist. I had it once or twice but they were unstable and unhealthy. So I worry that maybe I'm just sick and unstable and wanting the dark things I want isn't realistic. I mostly worry that since I'm heavy set and trans masculine that no one like that would want someone like me.
Anyone want to change my mind or direct me where to look?
