It's Attraction!

Romantically...

Intense curiosity. I feel compelled to know who he is. I'm terrified and also exhilarated to be in same situations. My chest feels tight and heart beats quick. There's always excitement.
I quite agree. :)
 
I've only really felt it once or twice and always one sidedly. But it did feel good while the illusion lasted.
 
Never give up on finding it!!!! :)

That doesn't even enter into it anymore. I remember my first real attraction, or infatuation. She and I chatted until she had to go to bed, (think she had work) and she told me to find a song. She said that the song was how she felt about me. So it was like a scavenger hunt. I found it after a while (it was called
'Gabriel' by Lamb) and listening to it actually made me cry a little.

And I am mostly incapable of crying unless in great physical pain. It turned out that the sentiment of the song and what I thought she meant were all wrong and in my own head, but it was a heady mind-fuck for a while. I've never felt anything like that moment, before or since.
 
That doesn't even enter into it anymore. I remember my first real attraction, or infatuation. She and I chatted until she had to go to bed, (think she had work) and she told me to find a song. She said that the song was how she felt about me. So it was like a scavenger hunt. I found it after a while (it was called
'Gabriel' by Lamb) and listening to it actually made me cry a little.

And I am mostly incapable of crying unless in great physical pain. It turned out that the sentiment of the song and what I thought she meant were all wrong and in my own head, but it was a heady mind-fuck for a while. I've never felt anything like that moment, before or since.
The mind is a heady, sensual tool!!!! :)
 
In hindsight, probably my first experience with really powerful, mutually attractive pheromones. I worked with her, and across the room or in meetings, I thought she was attractive in a hippy-girl flower-child sort of way. Attractive figure and hair to her waist. no bangs was what made her look hippy-ish, I think.

Our unit relocated and as desks were shuffled about I ended up right next to her. from the first time we started chatting it felt like i had just caught a whiff of a wonderful perfume on the breeze. In fact, I kept trying to identify the fragrance. She didn't wear one. The air was sweeter, my breathing was light and I had that delectable feeling of anticipation, when I had no real reason for an expectation of anything physical. We were both involved.
 
In hindsight, probably my first experience with really powerful, mutually attractive pheromones. I worked with her, and across the room or in meetings, I thought she was attractive in a hippy-girl flower-child sort of way. Attractive figure and hair to her waist. no bangs was what made her look hippy-ish, I think.

Our unit relocated and as desks were shuffled about I ended up right next to her. from the first time we started chatting it felt like i had just caught a whiff of a wonderful perfume on the breeze. In fact, I kept trying to identify the fragrance. She didn't wear one. The air was sweeter, my breathing was light and I had that delectable feeling of anticipation, when I had no real reason for an expectation of anything physical. We were both involved.
I love that story, and I believe in enjoying every experience life has to offer. :)
 
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