It just keeps getting harder

[Slut_boy]

I am an unwaivering fan of sex. Any sex. The thing is that I have noticed a trend developing in my life. You see, in the beginning I would watch a lot of porn movies - you know, the usual standard,American, suck and fuck kind of stuff. But then it was soon evident that those "standard" version movies went enough. So I moved on to gang bangs, inter-racial, etc. Then I tired of that too. So next came the bizarre and BDSM. What is next ?

How fucking depraved can one human being get ? It troubles me sometimes that I have acquired an unquenchable thirst for sex in all its perversions. Soon, I'll probably have to start living all of this shit out for real *shakes head in a worried kida way* I think I am fucking losing it - but I love it.

 

[Xander]

S_B

How fucking depraved can one human being get ?

Oh I don't think we've even had a glimse of the bottom yet.

I'm there right beside you, taking the same dive into depravicy and sexual hunger. hehe
Don't be worried, be grateful. Wouldn't it be boring if we didn't ....ehm....develope?

 

[Fallen Angel]

Seems so wierd doesn't it. You find something you like, that turns you on and then after a while the novelty wears off. It becomes boring and dull, things that before were shocking and disturbing.

Jaded is I think the word that best fits.

The internet when I first started surfing was full of porn like I never even dreamed existed. I used to know all the hacked passwords to the pay sites, but so what, they mostly had the same pics, stories, and movies. It slowly got to where the thing I checked first was the story section, then it became the only thing I checked.

White Shadow ran or runs a neat site with many strange quirks but as censorship took hold of the net even he toned down his site and links.

Sorry I digress. Don't worry about it too much slut_boy you have a lot of company. I like stories because they can be as outrageous as you want and no one is harmed.
Real life adventures seldom live up to the ones in our mind.

I enjoy watching the teenagers, flirting with them, may even fantasize about them but have no real desire to get involved with one except of course Endlessly. They burn the candle at both ends and ride a rollercoaster of emotions. Me, I like to sit back and watch while I imagine how great they would look if........ You can form you own mental picture.

When you find the bottom of the barrel just start digging. There is a lot of strange and sick stuff out there buried in the mud. You think you have a problem how about the web master who has to come up with something new and different for the ones who have seen it all. The really strange and bizzare is buried in the news groups sent in by individuals.

Happy hunting

 

[Rosebud]

slut_boy, with that title I was hoping to read something really hot and steamy. Boy my mind was flooded with so many pictures.

Let's see you write something to go with the pictures in my mind. All of the above will do

 

[Laurel]

Ditto to slut_boy & Fallen. I'm probably the only one here who's read every single story on this site, so you can imagine how fucked up MY head is...

Nothing - absolutely nothing - shocks me anymore. This is quite a step, considering when we started the site a year ago I would literally blush while reading some of the stories, even while reading them alone. Don't get me wrong - I love sex. But sometimes I feel like if I read the words "cum", "pussy", or "cock" one more time I may scream. Only sometimes, though..

 

[Dixon Carter Lee]

I like porn and erotica, but I know that I need to take serious, long breaks from it to keep my head in perspective. A good political discussion usually helps. Now, about Northern Ireland....

 

[*Eve*]

Well slut_boy, maybe Fallen Angel can arrange for you to have a weekend with Zeke the wonder pooch, you can't get more hard core than that.

 

[Slut_boy]

Well Eve, definately not until someone clips his nails.
Shit did I just say that out aloud *blush*

 

[Fallen Angel]

Poor Zeke you know I have had to put him on a high protein diet. He is worthless, just lies around sleeping all day and then gone all night making the rounds on the BB.

Why I thought I would get a litter of pups but he isn't interested in a bitch dog anymore. Ruined I tell you.

Damn that Bruiser.

[This message has been edited by Fallen Angel (edited 02-14-2000).]

 

[Eve_of_destruction]

It must be a guy thing - most of us womenfolk are content with the simpler things in life... like a bare-hand spanking on our ass occasionally, silk scarves to tie each other up, and lots of foreplay, of course. I like to encourage my men to surf the web when they feel the need for hard core stuff that I'm not into, like whips and chains and the like. That way, they can let their fantasies play out vicariously on the net, and still want what I have to give when the cyber thrills wear off.

You sound like a normal male to me, little slut bro, so don't be so hard on yourself! (no pun intended, of course).

Peace,
Eve

 

[Slut_boy]

Thanks Eve, I like the turn of phrase 'normal'. In my life that sounds like a compliment - only question is : normal to who? Because I may seem normal in your eyes Slut sis, but are you yourself 'normal' in the eyes of the community beyond this BB.

Actually *smiles* to hell with the community beyond this BB.

 

[MaximuM]

This topic reminds me of the movie, "8mm," starring Nick Cage. It's about this investigator hunting this chick who might be dead. The entire movie revolves around snuff. It's hard to explain, so let's just get to the point.

There was this line that one of the supporting characters said (I forget the actor's name). He said, "Dance with the devil, the devil doesn't change... he changes you." It's a pretty deep message if you ask me. It could stand for many things, but the way it was used was in the same situation as this one. I don't know. Just thought I'd throw in my two cents.

Max


P.S. If you don't know what snuff is, it's porn where someone is actually killed in the end. Think of it as super-extreme S&M.

P.S.S. I do not support snuff at all. Even if the death is faked (which it is on occasion). It may hurt me to say this on an erotic bulletin board, but snuff is for psychopathic freaks of nature. Well, I'm a psychopathic freak of nature, but I still don't support snuff.

 

[Fallen Angel]

See that didn't hurt at all.

Porn is great but hurting people ain't.

Welcome to the board MaximuM

 

[Slut_boy]

Yeah, welcome MaximuM *slut_boy shakes hands*

 

[Slut_boy]

Okay, who is gonna cause this briefcase to burst into flames?

 

[Endlessly]

Thanks for clearing that up, Max. When you said the movie was about snuff, I was thinking about all the hick cowboys I know 'round these parts (not you, Fallen-- hick cowboys are from the NORTHwest, so don't send zeke after me).

Now SlutBoy, I don't want to seem the spoil sport on this thread, but you've gotta be careful. Take a break from porn on occasion, okay? It'll help break the cycle you find yourself in. Nothing shocks me any more either, but I'm blessed with the curse of being amazingly easily turned on..

Point here, hon, is that Max was right-- when you find yourself in this cyclical behavior where you keep needing harder and harder stuff, it's an addiction.. And there IS such a phenomenon as 'too much of a good thing.'

PLEASE don't anyone jump on my back for making this link, because I don't think it applies to the stuff at Literotica.. But I remember reading an interview with that serial killer whose first name I can't remember-- Brady was his surname-- where he said his fascination with death and killing CAME from porn. He started soft at a young age, and once he got to nonconsent and then to snuff, there was nothing left in the porn industry for him.. Except to do it himself. That's the way he explained it.

You're a humanitarian sweetie, and you strike me as the type of person who'd cringe from hurting another. Just be careful. That's all.

 

[Slut_boy]

Yes, Endlessly I think that you are probably right. Imagine if you saw a headline in the paper "FBI CLOSE NET ON SERIAL KILLER: SLUT_BOY ARRESTED" Actually, I don't thats what they would call me.......yes, I am a humanatarian so there is little chance of that - a more probable headline may read "MAD PROFESSOR FIRED FROM UNIVERSITY FOR INDESCENT CONDUCT: 73 STUDENTS FILE COMPLAINTS"

 

[Guest]

But does anyone relly believe that porn can lead to someone becoming a killer?

 

[Cheri]

Hmm Slut_boy, desensitization is a tricky thing. You can resensitize yourself to a point by avoiding it but you'll never go back to that first blush when it was endlessly fascinating. Just like Momma said, once you have sex, holding hands isn't any fun anymore (damn why did she have to be right about that!). And it's that the problem, it's it? Once you're into "stump porn" (ask Adam Carolla wtf that is) suddenly the ass to mouth move, even without the niceties of a cut and wash, isn't shocking.
So where does that leave us? Long term damage? I dunno. I just to stay as naive as possible.....

 

[JadedHeart]

Soon, I'll probably have to start living all of this shit out for real *shakes head in a worried kida way*

Welcome to the dark side. It's much more fun over here.

 

[Nicole]

Is it just me or did anyone else notice how fucking old this thread is???

WTF???

And here I thought our sweet little Slut_boy was just that ... sweet.

Well babe I know you are. Besides where is Slut_boy? Oh yes he is in Australia for the next couple of days. If you see this sweetie, I'm thinking of you down here in Adelaide.

Kisses and hugs

 

[Svedish_Chef]

I did notice how old it was yes... The other thing I noticed was how interesting some of the earlier threads were...

And Nikki I think he is back home now... that was last weekend... would have loved to have a beer with him but another time I spose...


Till later

 

[Merelan]

Even if it's old... can I put my two cents in? If you say no then don't read the rest.
Have to agree with the most the others here, after awhile you go deeper and deeper. There is a balance you must have in life, a fine line we sit on. When we cross that line, no matter how briefly, we chance our souls. Now you don't have to take that as the church does. I mean, your inner self. The one you know is the true you. You bruise it with every false step you take. In time these bruises heal, but continual abuse leaves permanent scars. No, not saying that we are all perverts and damned for all time. I too found myself sinking deeper into the sex stuff. Needing more and more to get me going, to keep me satisfied. I read more, watched more... and then saw where I was headed. To excess. A dear friend suggested I write, and I do. I write things that would shock and disgust some of you, or I hope it would. I purge it from my system, and throw it out. No one reads it, not even myself. It is gone, then I fill it in with another story. I pick someone, often people here, and write about them. Mostly erotic. This helps. I also roleplay, alot. I roleplay things I have never done in real life, would never do in some cases. It helps get me through those times when I feel the need to walk from my chosen line and sink. (I also found it has helped with my writing skills.)
Yes, I have wandered on occasion, but I am fortunate enough to know my balance, know my "home".

I miss Slut boy and his threads. Maybe I better go write about what I would do to get him to start another thread like this.

 

[Countess DeWinter]

hmmmmm...I read a book once titled "Bad Men Do What Good Men Dream," (it was about serial sexual killers, stalkers and the like by a forensic psychiatrist).

The only trouble is...bad men start out dreaming it, too. How do you know while you're just dreaming it, which one you are?

fyi: Jouquin Phoenix was the supporting actor in 8MM
and the serial killer who admitted in an interview to James Dobson (yeah yeah,he's a christian, but also a respected child psychologist)that he started out with porn that got increasingly violent was Ted Bundy.

[Edited by Countess DeWinter on 12-07-2000 at 05:29 AM]

 

[Lil-Brandi]

..maybe a ladies point of view!

Well this is just my opinion but...all that stuff you mentioned is an incredible turn on, but romance is so much better. And a romantic atmosphere will top everything. For example: I absolutely love to take bubble baths. One in the middle of the day is great but, a candle light bubble bath at night, for me, is one of the most incredible turn ons. I could go through a thousand more examples but don't need to. Instead of just turning on the TV and sticking in your favorite porn tape, I think you should try setting the mood. Maybe you'll see it in a different light and the excitement level will be much more intence this time around!