Isolated Blurt Thread

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This is good! Because if you weren't you, then who would be? There's be no Thee! This we cannot have. :)

That was not a statement of good or bad. Just a statement of is. If I am a good person, still being me is good. If I am a bad person, still being me is bad. But I am neither good nor bad. I am both. Therefore, still being me just is.

For all the ways I have changed over the years I am exactly the same as I always was. (I say that waaay too often, but it is so true :eek: )
 
Unrelated: You asked for my opinion. That's what you got. It's art. It can be interpreted at least a million ways and each is absolutely subjective. That doesn't make any of it right, or wrong, or the one interpretation more right, or more wrong.

If you want to live in a black and white world where things are either up, or down, then you're clearly going in the wrong direction. There is a plethora of different shades and hues of blacks and whites out there if you care to just open your eyes, and more importantly your mind.
 
Woohoo! I got wait-listed for the poker regional tournament on my birthday! Yay!

Now how the hell did that happen?...
 
I'd really like to continue the conversation, thank Amicus and TE and Slyc- but I'm just not going to. I don't think I could remain civil through another of those behind-closed-doors exchanges.

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If I really wanted to, I could spend the day in my underwear. Screw the roomies.

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I miss him like I miss breathing. This sucks.
 
I'd really like to continue the conversation, thank Amicus and TE and Slyc- but I'm just not going to. I don't think I could remain civil through another of those behind-closed-doors exchanges.

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If I really wanted to, I could spend the day in my underwear. Screw the roomies.

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I miss him like I miss breathing. This sucks.

awww...i know what you mean, darlin'. (rogersmusings.wordpress.com). {hugs}
 
If I want to be cynical, offensive, and cruel, then I can fucking be. What if I'm tired of being the one who makes the efforts? What if I just want you to know your life is heaven compared to mine? What if I no longer have the strength to be the nice and considerate one? Fucking look, actually look and get to know, my life right now before you try to tell me what to do. Offended? I don't give a penny damn. If you don't want to be my friends, fine, I could care less. It's not like we ever talk.

I don't care if you think I'll regret my behaviors later on. I don't care if you think I'm acting stupid. I'm entitled to be stupid. I have the rights to be mean. What? You're not used to my being mean? Does this shock you? All I ask for is your support. Once, just once, for you to stand behind me and support me, let me indulge myself, and tell me "you deserve to be angry."

Fuck this.
 
Rant

So I told her I loved her the other day, all because we've both known for a long time, and it's better for it to be out in the open.

I knew what her answer would be, of course. I'm not an idiot. I knew I'd end up heartbroken. I can't believe that I cried too - god, that was embarassing. I told myself I wouldn't, cos I knew what was going to go down.

It's just further proof that life for me has taken a large dip into shit creek and is so far not coming to the surface any time soon. We're still great friends - spent most of last night chatting and laughing with her. I've had to accept it would stay that way for a long time now.

Still fucked up, though. Shit.

Rant over.
 
The fact that, as sick as you are, you did that makes me smile.
Now I'm going to go through and put together images, bio and other assorted goodies.

I love you.
 
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